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failedmind

failedmind

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Oct 31, 2024
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Complete vent post. Just need to get my thoughts out of my head.

Just sat on my bed and held my stepdads gun for a solid 15 minutes and just cried. God I wish I could just do it. I'm so tired. I'm defeated. I'm ready. Why is this so hard? Why do I have to suffer here when I'm so unhappy? Why is killing yourself so hard?

I can't keep doing this. I can't function or hold a job or get out of bed. I'm nothing. I feel like a ghost.

I can't wait until I get SN and get the courage. I can't wait to be at peace. I've never felt okay.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also just wish for some peace, I've personally always felt so tired of suffering in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace and relief you search for.
 
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Odd socks

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Mar 22, 2025
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I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also just wish for some peace, I've personally always felt so tired of suffering in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace and relief you search for.
That's what attracts me about death, the peace of it. To be fair I'm 74 so I've had a long run. Not like many of you who appear to be young.
 
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LigottiSchopenhauer

LigottiSchopenhauer

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Jan 7, 2023
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I totally understand what you're saying. I have a gun but I can't quite work up the courage to shoot it at myself. I hope that we can both find peace soon, either in life or in death.
 
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SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

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May 28, 2024
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Honestly even when you CAN function it's not necessarily a good thing, because then they EXPECT you to function. All the time. Under any circumstances. And when you finally give you, they toss you aside like garbage.
 
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