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33K1LLM3

33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sick Mind
Jun 28, 2025
59
All of us on are on here for a reason, our lives have gone to shit. But what if we had the lives we wanted an deserved?

For me, In my ideal life I would be an air hostess, I can travel the world but also look good and serve people, feeling like I have a purpose. It's not the most well paid job, but i love it and that's all that matters.

Tell me dear SaSu user, what would your ideal life be?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,645
I don't see myself as deserving the torturous and futile abomination of existence, to me existence just feels like the most terrible tragic mistake that causes pain and suffering there was never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me only non-existence is desirable, all that's ideal for me is being able to erase my existence like I never existed at all.

I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity, I just wish to disappear from this existence I never would had chosen, I'm just so tired of suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, the fact that this existence was imposed is always so dreadful to me, I wish I never had to suffer more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering, for me only non-existence is positive.
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
450
A healthy, handsome man, full of life
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,208
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
757
To be a genuine confident man.

Tho either way id still want to die,, whether I was a man or a woman,, there's no real peace,, no real joy,, truly there isn't anything to want, but since I'm a woman I can't help but envy men's strength, that be literally and figuratively.
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
191
I would like to be immensely talented at something while still keeping my life experience and my personality even the worst parts of it
 
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wham311

Paragon
Mar 1, 2025
925
Happy with friends and confidence and self esteem. Successful, people proud of. Good person. Disciplined. Empathetic. Altruistic. Clear mind and sleeps well.
 
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orcapythia

orcapythia

I start over with a dead variable
May 16, 2025
15
Someone loved, and someone who makes useful contributions to the world.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,273
I wanted to be a human translator. I wanted to speak like 10 languages and just travel the world translating.
 
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BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
234
Non-existent
 
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OvercastingClouds

OvercastingClouds

☆ ✧ The Lurker ✧☆
Jul 5, 2025
17
Hmm as a kid I romanticized the idea of having like that popular Disney kind of lifestyle, for high school anyway. I thought about having a diverse close friend group, being kinda popular, going out more, attending events, etc. Also wanted to become a popular artist and animator.

However I also thought about working a chill quiet job, like running a cafe or being a bartender serving drinks and listening to people. Generally thought of a quiet and chill lifestyle, happy and sufficient. Ofc none of that happened nor will come to be
 
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wham311

Paragon
Mar 1, 2025
925
Yea fuck this place. I wish I was never born. Seriously. This has always sucked.
 
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artificialpasta

artificialpasta

Student
Feb 2, 2020
182
normal healthy sane and financially stable childhood
 
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niceday

niceday

🍃
Dec 7, 2024
62
Honestly, I'm so tired of everything. In an ideal life, I simply wouldn't be here. In my mind, the ideal life is anywhere but here.
 
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ImnotCTB

ImnotCTB

Member
Jun 11, 2025
48
To have the ability to be noticed or not noticed at will. Don't even care what I do or what I look like as long as I'm still a human
 
SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Arcanist
May 28, 2024
480
Either a doctor or the pope
 
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Blurry_Buildings

Blurry_Buildings

Just Existing
Sep 27, 2023
512
Free of chronic pain and with people who would love me, and the ability to take care of people
 
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bishpop6

New Member
Jul 6, 2025
4
If everything went to plan if my dad didn't kick me out at 16 and he didn't do the awful things he did I should've been a boxer I could've made it pro I had so much talent I'm 18 now I'm working hard labour and I barely make enough to pursue my dream too damaged to even be a boxer anymore I have insomia,schizophrenia,trauma,ptsd and other messed up mental health problems....
 

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