Introduce yourself

[lasttogo]

Hi. I have been here for a long time. And for the first time, I will introduce myself.

You can call me bugs. Or whatever you want. I am in my early 30's. Lasttogo felt fitting considering I have been in and out of this place for about 10 years. Just lurking. I have also been deciding when to go for the last 10 years. I haven't decided yet. I did decide that I wanted community, though, so here I am.

Nice to finally meet you all.

 

[notreallyhuman]

Hey!

I'm 19 years old and made an account here shortly after my 18th birthday, which was also shortly after an attempt I gave up on due to SI and asked for help resulting in an ambulance. I felt very lonely in the aftermath and had a look on here to help me process my thoughts.

Only using it properly now though as my OCD thoughts are getting a lot worse and the taboo intrusive thoughts and false memories have led me to set a date and I would like support with people who understand and won't try to stop me in the lead up.

Apart from that I was born with a disability and am terrified to live in this world with it.

Otherwise, I'm currently a uni student and I enjoy things like crochet and reading.

 

[AfroWarTiger]

Hello. I got eye damage and hearing loss with major depression.

 

[Tord]

Greetings,

my first introduction has become.... outdated, so here I am again. I want to make sure I leave my base story somewhere before I ever die. I don't want to be another ''silent statistic''.

Spoiler: Me.

I am a German woman. A lot of people skip over that when they read my masculine sounding usernames... My name is Lucy.

I speak English, German, Norwegian, Finnish, and Russian. I should have been born in Norway - was born at a stay in Germany instead. Got given away. Lived here and never left hometown. Never lived more than 10 minutes away from the hospital I was delivered in, I'll likely die in there too.

Never had sex, never had a relationship, never someone told me that they love me at my age, but I don't really care. I view myself as a violent freak due to my illness of body and mind - ever asked how suffering a mental trauma affects people? Right here. It's me. On a recent post I mentioned I made decision to want to ctb 10+ years ago, it's true. I already knew in my very very youth that I liked the concept of suicide and wanted that.

I like Metal music, true crime, colorful & goofy Western cartoons, and firearms. I know, what a combination..... I was born into a belief I still follow to this day and it means a lot to me, as it will allow me to see the things and people I love again after I beat this (metaphorical) test of life and live freely which I never could in this life.

I play a dominant role in my life but no one really ever wanted to get to know me beyond that. I have an INTJ personality type.

Hopefully that wasn't too much, I've once again left my introduction in a spoiler to not make you have to scroll extra. Enjoy!!!!


Regards

 

[Venateration]

(I don't think I made one of these yet, so here :) )

hello! I go by Emory, I like black metal, k-pop, art, history, music and a bunch of other things!

I'm on here to help and support others as well as finding my own way to ctb!

I have Separation anxiety, depression, sensory possessing disorder, chronic pain (from scoliosis) and a slew of other issues.

 

[Rainbow Dash]

Hello all new users!

"How am I blest in thus discovering thee!
To enter in these bonds, is to be free;"
—John Donne, "To His Mistress Going to Bed"

 

[Upon a hanging Body]

I'm not new but I never gave a introduction for myself so here
Name ;Hela

Age ; 26
Gender ;; Trans woman
Sexuality ; Bi
Lives; United States, Alabama
Likes ; Art, music, anime
Dislikes ;Being alive
Hobbies ;Art,Gaming,watching movies
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**Fun facts about you**
Personality ; I'm a bpd queen
Love language ;Affection
Favorite food; Chinese food

Favorite songs; Spiraling out by Softcult, Jaded by Spiritbox ,Floral and Fading by Pierce the Veil, River of Sorrows by Paleface Swiss and Venus Doom by HIM
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