
k75
L'appel du Vide
- Jun 27, 2019
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I'm having a really hard night. I haven't slept and I keep getting really really strong urges to hurt myself. I don't want this, but the urges are almost too much to ignore. I have my SN and supplies hidden in a little box, and I've taken it out a few times and almost just said fuck it and started opening my Meto before I realized it. That really scared me. It's not my time, and I really need a distraction.