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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
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I'm having a really hard night. I haven't slept and I keep getting really really strong urges to hurt myself. I don't want this, but the urges are almost too much to ignore. I have my SN and supplies hidden in a little box, and I've taken it out a few times and almost just said fuck it and started opening my Meto before I realized it. That really scared me. It's not my time, and I really need a distraction.
 
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mathieu

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Sorry to hear you're having such a rough night. Feel free to PM me if you want to chat!
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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I'm usually around as well if you ever need someone to talk to. Hit me up anytime.
 
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pole

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you always have the option to stop by into chat and talk to those active in there as it serves as a distraction. usually it's pretty active. other than that, i'm all ears. hopefully you feel better.
 
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I'm around too if you want to talk. Wishing you all the best :heart:.
 
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I'm happy to see that a few people already have offered to talk to you, I hope you're feeling a bit better now.
Please do not hesitate to hit me up if you still need someone to talk to! :heart:
 
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k75

k75

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Thank you so much everyone! I'm always available if anyone needs me as well.
 
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GinaIsReady

GinaIsReady

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Mar 29, 2019
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I'm having a really hard night. I haven't slept and I keep getting really really strong urges to hurt myself. I don't want this, but the urges are almost too much to ignore. I have my SN and supplies hidden in a little box, and I've taken it out a few times and almost just said fuck it and started opening my Meto before I realized it. That really scared me. It's not my time, and I really need a distraction.
Hello. I hope you are finding a good distraction. I am interested to know where you obtained your Meto. Thank you.
 
k75

k75

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Jun 27, 2019
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Hello. I hope you are finding a good distraction. I am interested to know where you obtained your Meto. Thank you.
My GI doctor. I have chronic pancreatitis and constant nausea, and I have to take Zofran every day to control it. But a couple of times that has failed to work, so I told my doctor that I was still throwing up even after taking it and they gave me Meto. That was before I even knew what SN was, so I was just very lucky.

And thank you. I've sort of managed to work through the crisis, although I am feeling extremely bad and it could change at any moment. The support I've gotten here has been an amazing help. I might ultimately check myself into a hospital. I'm deciding. Or trying to.
 
GinaIsReady

GinaIsReady

Exit Strategist
Mar 29, 2019
995
My GI doctor. I have chronic pancreatitis and constant nausea, and I have to take Zofran every day to control it. But a couple of times that has failed to work, so I told my doctor that I was still throwing up even after taking it and they gave me Meto. That was before I even knew what SN was, so I was just very lucky.

And thank you. I've sort of managed to work through the crisis, although I am feeling extremely bad and it could change at any moment. The support I've gotten here has been an amazing help. I might ultimately check myself into a hospital. I'm deciding. Or trying to.
Thanks so much for sharing that. Glad you got through the worst of it tonight. :hug:
 
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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
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Sorry this may be to late for a reply but if you ever want to message me feel free.
 

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