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Circles
Visionary
- Sep 3, 2018
- 2,297
Where to begin where to begin. Excuse my behavior and my pointless blabbering full of complaining and laughing. Hmm also any spelling mistakes and what not. Yay. Okay well let's see first and foremost backpain can sincerely wholeheartedly undeniably and any others -ly go fuck it to oblivion. Hmm okay okay now what uh oh I'm freezing up am I fucking this all up? Oh wait that's right it's okay to fuck shit up cause everything is amazingly and stupendously fucking stupid. Life is all about suffering but that isn't anything new. Everyone here knows that right? Hopefully or not. It's amazing how it's everywhere. It would be funny if it didn't hurt so bad but I guess after a certain point you have to laugh at it all. So then what? Oh yea I'll go back into my shell after all this to hold it all in together for my dear mother who I love so fucking much just so she doesn't have a fucking freak out also like me. But hey like mother like son? Right? Well no not really I never feel understood even with her. But that shit is boring. I'm complaining already oh wait I'm always complaining but hey its cool bro. Well it not and it is but then again idk fucking know anymore it's amazingly fucking fucked. Shewww. Okay now what. Now I'm thinking of deleting this cause this is embarrassing as fuck but why should I care when nothing matters. Nothing fucking matters. Atleast that's what good ol philosophers love to spout. Pain matters. Pain is everywhere. It sticks at me at every moment and every turn. But that's depressing to talk about also. Hell is there anything i can talk about that uplifting for once? Ohhhh wait I can't cause I simply am not capable of doin just that. I'm freezing up again and rethinking wtf am I even typing all this nonsense. Well I'll tell you fucking why. Cause everything is fucking boring and empty as fuck to the point that I don't think even the people here knows just how fucking empty and fucked a person can feel. It's crazy ain't it. One minute you can feel fine and the next you can snap just like that. I wonder if everyone snapped. What then? Oh no my moms alarm clock is going off and now I'm going to have to pretend. Fucking yyyyyaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy let's all do pretend time everyone. I'll go first.
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