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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
I understand your reasons, Ben. No one had to live your life but you, but you will be sorely missed here. You've shown so many compassion, courage, and a sincerity in your words. That can be hard to come by in an unforgiving world. I hope it all goes the way you want to, and that your final moments are peaceful.

I will send all the love I can to you. ✨
 
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
I wish you luck <3 I'll remember the fun and kind words you've shared.
 
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Ben

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Sep 12, 2018
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
I'm so sorry to hear this, it's so very sad, forgive me for not knowing what to say really, except I wish you peace, homelessness would indeed be terrible *hugs*

No need to be forgiven friend. Your acknowledgment is more then enough, but I'll gladly take your wishes of peace too :)
 
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MEoDP

MEoDP

Specialist
Sep 2, 2018
347
I wish you all the luck in the world man.

Just 1 final question. which would you prefer,a heavenly afterlife or total nonexistence?
 
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Ben

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Sep 12, 2018
784
I understand your reasons, Ben. No one had to live your life but you, but you will be sorely missed here. You've shown so many compassion, courage, and a sincerity in your words. That can be hard to come by in an unforgiving world. I hope it all goes the way you want to, and that your final moments are peaceful.

I will send all the love I can to you. ✨

Your love is received and returned in duplicate. I'm going to give it all I have in me. Know I have peace in my decision. It's clear to me this is the only way to avoid falling farther. My best wishes in your pursuit of release as well.
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
I wish you luck <3 I'll remember the fun and kind words you've shared.

Thanks Taylored, keep having fun here, I think that's important.
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
Pay no attention to me, but I'm crying. It's clear you are definitely loved here.
 
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jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
Good luck Ben. I just want you to know wherever life (or death) takes you, I will always be grateful for your presence on this site. I must thank you for the support you gave me and the fun times you brought to me during my shit times. To be honest, a part of me kind of want to see a message from you pop up on Monday telling us you're still here. However, I understand that you have had a rough life and it's going to be tougher down the line so I also understand the reason behind this goodbye.

I really don't know what to say but good luck to you Ben. I will be bring memories of you with me to the grave. If fourth time isn't the charm, I hope to see you again on SS sometime, else, I hope to see you on the other side in a few months once I have my affairs in order.
 
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LifeSick

Eat the rich or die!
Sep 20, 2018
167
Our interactions here were few but were great nonetheless. Life really isn't fair. I hope you succeed so you don't have to go though all this shit again.
 
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BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
No need to be forgiven friend. Your acknowledgment is more then enough, but I'll gladly take your wishes of peace too :)
Okay *smiles at you softly and just holds you*
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
I wish you all the luck in the world man.

Just 1 final question. which would you prefer,a heavenly afterlife or total nonexistence?

Thank you

I don't belive in nonexistence. Nobody can know, but we can choose what to belive. I choose to belive in reincarnation. As in, I will begin another life, whatever that means. But really, any afterlife that isn't meant as a punishment is welcomed.
 
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Ben

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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
Good luck Ben. I just want you to know wherever life (or death) takes you, I will always be grateful for your presence on this site. I must thank you for the support you gave me and the fun times you brought to me during my shit times. To be honest, a part of me kind of want to see a message from you pop up on Monday telling us you're still here. However, I understand that you have had a rough life and it's going to be tougher down the line so I also understand the reason behind this goodbye.

I really don't know what to say but good luck to you Ben. I will be bring memories of you with me to the grave. If fourth time isn't the charm, I hope to see you again on SS sometime, else, I hope to see you on the other side in a few months once I have my affairs in order.

Thanks man. I don't know what to say either really. You bring a welcomed attitude here. You were there for me too friend, even if you didn't notice it. I'll miss ya bud. I hope your struggles come to a end.
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
Our interactions here were few but were great nonetheless. Life really isn't fair. I hope you succeed so you don't have to go though all this shit again.

Cheers friend. I remember when I scoffed when people said that, but it's really all that needs to be said on the manner.

Life's a bitch and then you die
That's why we get high
Cuz you never know when you gunna go
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
Benjamin, I'm leaving this here just in case.
I've got hand warmers if you happen to need them for any reason.
I can help warm you and your nuts. No strings attached. <3

Yes please :tongue:
 
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MEoDP

Specialist
Sep 2, 2018
347
Thank you

I don't belive in nonexistence. Nobody can know, but we can choose what to belive. I choose to belive in reincarnation. As in, I will begin another life, whatever that means. But really, any afterlife that isn't meant as a punishment is welcomed.
Personally,the idea of reincarnation doesn't appeal to me. (I may just end up back where I started or end up with a life that's even worse than what I'm living now. Either Nonexistence or Heavenly Afterlife would be far more appealing options for me) but if it does for you,I suppose there's no inherent harm in the belief. I personally don't believe in religion,but if people die in peace believing in it to the very end,I see that as good,because it helps people achieve a peaceful final moment.

I'll be going on a family trip in a bit,so this will probably be the last time we'll speak. My hats off to you. Good bye and Good night. :wink:
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
Personally,the idea of reincarnation doesn't appeal to me. (I may just end up back where I started or end up with a life that's even worse than what I'm living now. Either Nonexistence or Heavenly Afterlife would be far more appealing options for me) but if it does for you,I suppose there's no inherent harm in the belief. I personally don't believe in religion,but if people die in peace believing in it to the very end,I see that as good,because it helps people achieve a peaceful final moment.

I'll be going on a family trip in a bit,so this will probably be the last time we'll speak. My hats off to you. Good bye and Good night. :wink:

Interesting. I agree reincarnation is a risky belief, but maybe I'll be a bird or some shit. How bad can birds have it really lol.

But seriously, I hope you find peace in either life or death. And may whatever you want to happen after death become fact.
 
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Caustic Cardinals

Enlightened
Sep 1, 2018
1,339
Thank you for all the fun time I will miss you for reals
 
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AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
I feel honored that I met you here Ben, and if you make it, I sure hope you find peace.. You are an awesome person, wishing you the best :)
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
I wish you luck and hope it goes in a good way for you..You have contributed here greatly and added a bit of value to this place. Hope you find it. Peace
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
I feel honored that I met you here Ben, and if you make it, I sure hope you find peace.. You are an awesome person, wishing you the best :)

Thanks Andy, it means a lot to me
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
I wish you luck and hope it goes in a good way for you..You have contributed here greatly and added a bit of value to this place. Hope you find it. Peace

It was never a labour, Ive enjoyed every moment I have spent here. Thank you and I wish the same for you.
 
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Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
I'm glad to have met you and your radiant personality. I have a lot of respect for you and your efforts to help everyone in all stages of their journey. Vale and I hope you find peace, Ben. <3

(And reincarnation! I would love the ability to be able to choose to reincarnate - I particularly like the thought that sentient existence is an assumed form)
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
I'm glad to have met you and your radiant personality. I have a lot of respect for you and your efforts to help everyone in all stages of their journey. Vale and I hope you find peace, Ben. <3

(And reincarnation! I would love the ability to be able to choose to reincarnate - I particularly like the thought that sentient existence is an assumed form)

Thanks Sayo. The respect is mutual, ive seen you do the same thing. I don't like how I got here, but peace is right around the corner.

Here's hoping I wake up for the first time tomorrow

Much love
 
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SamK

Cloud Surfing
Aug 21, 2018
280
Hugs ((Ben))) <3
I'll be thinking of you.
 
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mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
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Thanks Ben for following me, hanging out with us, and for being one of the good guys ! : )
 
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Temporarilyabsurd

NOISE:signal
Apr 27, 2018
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You are in my thoughts.
 
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NOISYMIND

Everyday I wake up I wanna die again.
Sep 11, 2018
164
I'll definitely miss you tons Ben! Hope you find eternal peace this time. Love xx
 
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