I've said all my goodbyes

[toanachreoninhell]

And whilst I didn't succeed today it'll be done by the end of the week.

I am sorry to the people it will hurt but I can't keep feeling this way. I'm homeless, jobless and mentally ill. The doctors have all said there's nothing that can be done for me and no one will believe me.

I keep being told to contact the crisis team as if that will do anything.

I'm going out on my terms. I'm not freezing to death on the streets.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[toanachreoninhell]

I hope that you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.

Thank you

 

[tpboy]

i understand why you feel this way. i have a similar issue upcoming.

 

[toanachreoninhell]

I got this response from my brother.
"Messages after you burned bridges are in essence acceptable. If you actually wish to apologise.

I'm deeply and truly tired of your shit.

Self pity ridden veiled suicide threats are manipulative and tiresome grow the fuck up.

Don't bloody message me again. The next time I see one I'll come round and feed you your fucking phone."

All I said was
"I'm sure you'll do great things. Please look after yourself. Goodbye"

Thank you world, I tried to leave some positivity but I couldn't even have that

 

[Kurwenal]

I'm sorry for your suffering and I'm sorry your brother can't be supportive. When the doctors finally admit they can't do anything for you … it's a truly horrific moment. If you want to talk or vent, you are welcome to send me a PM.

Either way, I hope that you find the peace you need soon, whatever form that comes in.