Insomniac Butterfly
Sad
- Mar 24, 2025
- 16
My mom only ever makes me feel worse. She looks down on me. Nothing I do is good enough for her. Anytime I try to make an effort its met with contempt or silent pity.
I was taking a bath at 9 in the morning, and then in a second I was just walking home from the store 4 hours later. I don't know where that time went.
Last year my legal parents decided to kick me out at the start of 2025. I got lucky and that didn't happen after I begged. They are getting tired of me. They want me gone. My mind has convinced me that sooner or later they are going to force me out. I don't blame them for it. I'm actually useless.
I'm just stressed about that. I also keep wasting all my money on cigarettes and weed. Money I'm almost out of that I will need to get some things needed to die.
I feel a lot of pressure. I have to figure all this out soon, or idk?
I want it to be over. This movie sucks.
I'm so cringe
I was taking a bath at 9 in the morning, and then in a second I was just walking home from the store 4 hours later. I don't know where that time went.
Last year my legal parents decided to kick me out at the start of 2025. I got lucky and that didn't happen after I begged. They are getting tired of me. They want me gone. My mind has convinced me that sooner or later they are going to force me out. I don't blame them for it. I'm actually useless.
I'm just stressed about that. I also keep wasting all my money on cigarettes and weed. Money I'm almost out of that I will need to get some things needed to die.
I feel a lot of pressure. I have to figure all this out soon, or idk?
I want it to be over. This movie sucks.
I'm so cringe
