This is a brief intro of myself. I shared it in a pm and thought maybe I should with everyone here.
Everything started with insomnia which led to anxiety, panic and now depression. I was on Ambien for a year then reached tolerance and
interdose withdrawals. It was hell getting off and I'm still suffering the effects after three years. Almost everyday I have excruciating physical and mental symptoms and I can only sleep a few hours every two or three days. Instead of getting better, I just seem to be getting worse. Recently, my stomach has gotten so bad that I can hardly eat anything and everything makes me sick.
I don't want to ctb because I have two wonderful children and a family that loves me with the exception of my husband who is a monster. I just don't know how much longer I can live like this. He doesn't seem to let a day go by without letting me know what a burden I am. The kicker is that his emotional abuse over the years is one of the main reasons I'm like this now.
Everything started with insomnia which led to anxiety, panic and now depression. I was on Ambien for a year then reached tolerance and
interdose withdrawals. It was hell getting off and I'm still suffering the effects after three years. Almost everyday I have excruciating physical and mental symptoms and I can only sleep a few hours every two or three days. Instead of getting better, I just seem to be getting worse. Recently, my stomach has gotten so bad that I can hardly eat anything and everything makes me sick.
I don't want to ctb because I have two wonderful children and a family that loves me with the exception of my husband who is a monster. I just don't know how much longer I can live like this. He doesn't seem to let a day go by without letting me know what a burden I am. The kicker is that his emotional abuse over the years is one of the main reasons I'm like this now.
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