
serah
Student
- May 6, 2020
- 177
This is just going to be a rambling mess but I have no where else to post this. I feel so alone. I thought people got used to it, but here I am. I cry almost every single night realizing that I feel so fucking alone and no one truly cares about me. The only notifications on my phone I receive are from fucking games. For fuck sake, I have people I've made up in my head. People who I talk to and tell them about how my day's been. And when that doesn't cut it, I go on chatting sites trying to have one normal decent conversation with another human. I hate this. I fucking hate how lonely it gets, I'm so starved of any human interaction. Sometimes I don't understand what's the point of anything. Why should I play that new game or watch tv if I have no one to talk about it. I don't know, I just wish things would get better.