Manifesting death

[flutebloom]

Does anybody pray that they're killed somehow? Like manifesting your own death in a way?

I don't have any goals anymore and don't feel a reason for existing so I'm kind of manifesting my own death in a way. Or trying to.

I've tried to take my life a couple of times and I failed. I'll probably try again but honestly wish I didn't have to go through the trouble. It's kind of stressful hanging yourself (that's my method)

 

[wiz_miz_03]

Does anybody pray that they're killed somehow?

Yes, every day, every night. I feel the same. I cannot do this anymore

 

[Pale_Rider]

It's sure would be a lot simpler if it just happened. That's kinda the reckless behavior right?

 

[other-ghost]

Does anybody pray that they're killed somehow? Like manifesting your own death in a way?

Oh, almost every day!

IMO it's easier to get killed rather than having to go through all the troubles of CTB-ing, so every day (even if i don't trust god that much) i pray that someone could end me.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Yes, it would be great if that happened to me.

 

[iwishtodie8]

It would be nice if that happened to me

 

[Ashes of a Dreamer]

I'd love to die naturally, it'd be less traumatic for the ones left, I think. Anyway, I practically beg for it, and nothing has happened - what am I expecting, tbh? Felt like a fool --' - so there's no other way: I'll have to CTB. At least, ppl can't say I didn't try to avoid the worst xD