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Enlightened
- Sep 12, 2021
- 1,315
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Rogue Proxy
Enlightened
- Sep 12, 2021
- 1,315
Buckethead - "Soothsayer"
Buckethead - "Spokes for the Wheel of Torment"
Buckethead - "Welcome to Bucketheadland"
Buckethead - "Spokes for the Wheel of Torment"
Buckethead - "Welcome to Bucketheadland"
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Devildriver-Through The Depths 
Attention
You're seeking
You've asked for
It's given
Windows, broken hearts
Watching all your restarts
I wanna be around when you go down
Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me
For the last time
So discretion
Never meant that much to me
So discretion
Your memory I'll delete
The road to hell
Is paved with good intentions
Intentions
Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me
For the last time
For the last
You are the storm before the rain
I am the mighty tide
Holding you under the waves
Nothing lasts forever
Intention
Apprehension
You've asked for
It's given
The road to hell
Is paved with good intentions
The road to hell
Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me, for the last
Through the depths to the ascension
There's nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me, for the last
The raven calls your name
This life is taken away
Beneath Orion's lights
The galaxies of Gods unite
The raven calls your name
This life is taken away
Beneath Orion's lights
The galaxies of Gods unite
I wanna be around when you go down
Attention
You're seeking
You've asked for
It's given
Windows, broken hearts
Watching all your restarts
I wanna be around when you go down
Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me
For the last time
So discretion
Never meant that much to me
So discretion
Your memory I'll delete
The road to hell
Is paved with good intentions
Intentions
Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me
For the last time
For the last
You are the storm before the rain
I am the mighty tide
Holding you under the waves
Nothing lasts forever
Intention
Apprehension
You've asked for
It's given
The road to hell
Is paved with good intentions
The road to hell
Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me, for the last
Through the depths to the ascension
There's nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me, for the last
The raven calls your name
This life is taken away
Beneath Orion's lights
The galaxies of Gods unite
The raven calls your name
This life is taken away
Beneath Orion's lights
The galaxies of Gods unite
I wanna be around when you go down
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Pantera-Walk
Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence
One step from lashing out at you
You want in to get under my skin
And call yourself a friend
I've got more friends like you
What do I do?
Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yourself
Stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time
Respect, walk
Run your mouth when I'm not around
It's easy to achieve
You cry to weak friends that sympathize
Can you hear the violins playing your song?
Those same friends tell me your every word
Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yourself
Stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time
Respect, walk
Are you talking to me?
No way punk
Walk on home boy
Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence
One step from lashing out at you
You want in to get under my skin
And call yourself a friend
I've got more friends like you
What do I do?
Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yourself
Stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time
Respect, walk
Run your mouth when I'm not around
It's easy to achieve
You cry to weak friends that sympathize
Can you hear the violins playing your song?
Those same friends tell me your every word
Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yourself
Stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time
Respect, walk
Are you talking to me?
No way punk
Walk on home boy
The Tablet
drawing myself to death ❀
- Jul 8, 2021
- 52
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Any Given Sin-Calm Before The Storm
I don't give up
I don't wave white flags
Never surrender
No quarter to be had
If I said it
That I meant it
You better believe
I'm making no apologies
I am the fire
Relentless undying survivor
I am the fire
Ready or not, seek shelter in the calm before the storm
The calm before the storm
Blowing it up
'Cause I can't hold back
Never enough
Till there's nothing left to have
Pushing the limit
Coming relentless
You better believe
I'm making no apologies
I am the fire
Relentless undying survivor
I am the fire
Ready or not, seek shelter in the calm before the storm
(All my life)
The calm before the storm
(All my life)
(All my life)
Wake me up when I'm done yeah
If it's not impossible yeah
Wake me up when I'm done yeah
If it's not impossible
I must be unstoppable
Judge me by the enemies I've made
Trust me, some days gonna come someday
No regrets 'cause I don't hesitate
Nothing to lose, nothing to gain
But we gotta play, gotta play the game
(We gotta play, we gotta play, we gotta play, we gotta play)
I am the fire
Relentless undying survivor
I am the fire
Ready or not, seek shelter in the calm before the storm
The calm before the storm
Seek shelter in the calm before the storm
I don't wave white flags
Never surrender
No quarter to be had
If I said it
That I meant it
You better believe
I'm making no apologies
I am the fire
Relentless undying survivor
I am the fire
Ready or not, seek shelter in the calm before the storm
The calm before the storm
Blowing it up
'Cause I can't hold back
Never enough
Till there's nothing left to have
Pushing the limit
Coming relentless
You better believe
I'm making no apologies
I am the fire
Relentless undying survivor
I am the fire
Ready or not, seek shelter in the calm before the storm
(All my life)
The calm before the storm
(All my life)
(All my life)
Wake me up when I'm done yeah
If it's not impossible yeah
Wake me up when I'm done yeah
If it's not impossible
I must be unstoppable
Judge me by the enemies I've made
Trust me, some days gonna come someday
No regrets 'cause I don't hesitate
Nothing to lose, nothing to gain
But we gotta play, gotta play the game
(We gotta play, we gotta play, we gotta play, we gotta play)
I am the fire
Relentless undying survivor
I am the fire
Ready or not, seek shelter in the calm before the storm
The calm before the storm
Seek shelter in the calm before the storm
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
After The Burial-Death Keeps Us From Living
I've been through hell
The familiar feeling
The bitter taste
Polluted smell
Vile beatings
Vitals meeting in silence
Pull me down into the depths with the wicked
Coal and bone surrounding
I see the ice upon my breath
I won't fear for nothing as nothing awaits
Everyday is a beating that I can take
Internal bleeding
Surface remains clean
Suffering
Suffering
We abandon
Unearth the saints of
Struggle
Through the lows of the grieving
Tunnel
The light never finds it's direction
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Inhale the burn of drifting embers
Of the distant pyres we remember
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Nothing can save you from this pain
Nobody can save you from
Nobody can save you from this pain
We offer full embrace, suffering
Worn memorials
(Wretched)
Lost souls
(Hopeless)
Our time
Slips through the fault lines
Rise and Fall
In the woes of repetition
Oblivion
We carry ghosts
The godless head
Of pure despair
Gripped by the throat
Release me from
This curse I abandoned
I abandoned
We are the saints of
Struggle
Through the lows and the grieving
Tunnel
Where the light never finds it's direction
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Inhale the burn of drifting embers
Of the distant pyres we remember
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Nothing can save you from this pain
Nobody can save you from this pain
We offer full embrace, suffering
Death keeps us from living
(Suffering)
Death keeps us from living
(Suffering)
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
I've been through hell
The familiar feeling
The bitter taste
Polluted smell
Vile beatings
Vitals meeting in silence
Pull me down into the depths with the wicked
Coal and bone surrounding
I see the ice upon my breath
I won't fear for nothing as nothing awaits
Everyday is a beating that I can take
Internal bleeding
Surface remains clean
Suffering
Suffering
We abandon
Unearth the saints of
Struggle
Through the lows of the grieving
Tunnel
The light never finds it's direction
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Inhale the burn of drifting embers
Of the distant pyres we remember
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Nothing can save you from this pain
Nobody can save you from
Nobody can save you from this pain
We offer full embrace, suffering
Worn memorials
(Wretched)
Lost souls
(Hopeless)
Our time
Slips through the fault lines
Rise and Fall
In the woes of repetition
Oblivion
We carry ghosts
The godless head
Of pure despair
Gripped by the throat
Release me from
This curse I abandoned
I abandoned
We are the saints of
Struggle
Through the lows and the grieving
Tunnel
Where the light never finds it's direction
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Inhale the burn of drifting embers
Of the distant pyres we remember
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Nothing can save you from this pain
Nobody can save you from this pain
We offer full embrace, suffering
Death keeps us from living
(Suffering)
Death keeps us from living
(Suffering)
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
axxxu
Member
- Apr 8, 2023
- 69
murmur
cage
- Dec 11, 2022
- 130
Rocinante
My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
- Aug 26, 2022
- 1,463
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Make Them Suffer-Ghost Of Me
See you when you hit the bottom
You think a mother's ever been so proud?
A falling wretch, they clipped your wings
Heaven sent from the burning clouds
You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Sinking deeper yet, pull me from the depths
Please hold me close, never let go
We're going down, down, down
(Wе're going down, down, down)
(Do you really want to hurt me now?)
But if I'm gonna stay
Would you noticе?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Cry yourself
To death upon your bed of broken crowns
Once placed upon you
Find yourself
Or run and hide beneath your self-made hell
But if I'm gonna stay
Would you notice?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
We gave in (we gave out)
We gave up (we gave up)
We gave up everything we had
It's all about to break
Do you really want to hurt me now?
Do you realize that you hate yourself?
Can't be you, it's everybody else
Can't be you, it's everybody else
So you really want to hurt me now?
We both know it's 'cause you hate yourself
Can't be you, it's everybody else (can't be you, it's everybody)
Abandon the ghost of me
The ghost of me
But I don't want to stay
Do you really want to hurt me now? (hurt me now?)
Do you really want to break me down? (break me down?)
Do you really want to hate yourself? (hate yourself?)
Do you really want to put me out? (put me out?)
See you when you hit the bottom
You know my face, remember me
The ghost of me becomes a part of you
See you when you hit the bottom
You think a mother's ever been so proud?
A falling wretch, they clipped your wings
Heaven sent from the burning clouds
You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Sinking deeper yet, pull me from the depths
Please hold me close, never let go
We're going down, down, down
(Wе're going down, down, down)
(Do you really want to hurt me now?)
But if I'm gonna stay
Would you noticе?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Cry yourself
To death upon your bed of broken crowns
Once placed upon you
Find yourself
Or run and hide beneath your self-made hell
But if I'm gonna stay
Would you notice?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
We gave in (we gave out)
We gave up (we gave up)
We gave up everything we had
It's all about to break
Do you really want to hurt me now?
Do you realize that you hate yourself?
Can't be you, it's everybody else
Can't be you, it's everybody else
So you really want to hurt me now?
We both know it's 'cause you hate yourself
Can't be you, it's everybody else (can't be you, it's everybody)
Abandon the ghost of me
The ghost of me
But I don't want to stay
Do you really want to hurt me now? (hurt me now?)
Do you really want to break me down? (break me down?)
Do you really want to hate yourself? (hate yourself?)
Do you really want to put me out? (put me out?)
See you when you hit the bottom
You know my face, remember me
The ghost of me becomes a part of you
See you when you hit the bottom
You think a mother's ever been so proud?
A falling wretch, they clipped your wings
Heaven sent from the burning clouds
You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Sinking deeper yet, pull me from the depths
Please hold me close, never let go
We're going down, down, down
(Wе're going down, down, down)
(Do you really want to hurt me now?)
But if I'm gonna stay
Would you noticе?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Cry yourself
To death upon your bed of broken crowns
Once placed upon you
Find yourself
Or run and hide beneath your self-made hell
But if I'm gonna stay
Would you notice?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
We gave in (we gave out)
We gave up (we gave up)
We gave up everything we had
It's all about to break
Do you really want to hurt me now?
Do you realize that you hate yourself?
Can't be you, it's everybody else
Can't be you, it's everybody else
So you really want to hurt me now?
We both know it's 'cause you hate yourself
Can't be you, it's everybody else (can't be you, it's everybody)
Abandon the ghost of me
The ghost of me
But I don't want to stay
Do you really want to hurt me now? (hurt me now?)
Do you really want to break me down? (break me down?)
Do you really want to hate yourself? (hate yourself?)
Do you really want to put me out? (put me out?)
See you when you hit the bottom
You know my face, remember me
The ghost of me becomes a part of you
See you when you hit the bottom
You think a mother's ever been so proud?
A falling wretch, they clipped your wings
Heaven sent from the burning clouds
You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Sinking deeper yet, pull me from the depths
Please hold me close, never let go
We're going down, down, down
(Wе're going down, down, down)
(Do you really want to hurt me now?)
But if I'm gonna stay
Would you noticе?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Cry yourself
To death upon your bed of broken crowns
Once placed upon you
Find yourself
Or run and hide beneath your self-made hell
But if I'm gonna stay
Would you notice?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
We gave in (we gave out)
We gave up (we gave up)
We gave up everything we had
It's all about to break
Do you really want to hurt me now?
Do you realize that you hate yourself?
Can't be you, it's everybody else
Can't be you, it's everybody else
So you really want to hurt me now?
We both know it's 'cause you hate yourself
Can't be you, it's everybody else (can't be you, it's everybody)
Abandon the ghost of me
The ghost of me
But I don't want to stay
Do you really want to hurt me now? (hurt me now?)
Do you really want to break me down? (break me down?)
Do you really want to hate yourself? (hate yourself?)
Do you really want to put me out? (put me out?)
See you when you hit the bottom
You know my face, remember me
The ghost of me becomes a part of you
Disappointered
Enlightened
- Sep 21, 2020
- 1,283
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Veil Of Maya-Red Fur
Are we just chained to
A life that's been lived before
It liberates you
So you keep wanting more
We're retracing
Every step while we're taking
Steps back
Are you happy now
That I'm bleeding?
Are you better now?
The webs keep weaving
Each step back
I will not rest these eyes
Until I breach the other side
Until I breach the other side
There will be an end to witness
There's nothing that will make a difference
Is there even life for us out there (for us out there)
Are you happy now
That I'm bleeding?
Are you better now?
The webs keep weaving
When the panic starts to die
That's when everything's alright
When the panic starts to die
Suffer
No one earned their place
Thrown here by mistake
'Til they meet their grave
Leave their debt to pay
Suffer
Feeding on their ignorance
With a smile on your face as you cash out
Tearing down the monuments
Tearing down the monuments, now
(Are you happy now?)
(Are you happy now?)
Are you happy now
That I'm bleeding?
Are you better now?
The webs keep weaving
Suffer
Are we just chained to
A life that's been lived before
It liberates you
So you keep wanting more
We're retracing
Every step while we're taking
Steps back
Are you happy now
That I'm bleeding?
Are you better now?
The webs keep weaving
Each step back
I will not rest these eyes
Until I breach the other side
Until I breach the other side
There will be an end to witness
There's nothing that will make a difference
Is there even life for us out there (for us out there)
Are you happy now
That I'm bleeding?
Are you better now?
The webs keep weaving
When the panic starts to die
That's when everything's alright
When the panic starts to die
Suffer
No one earned their place
Thrown here by mistake
'Til they meet their grave
Leave their debt to pay
Suffer
Feeding on their ignorance
With a smile on your face as you cash out
Tearing down the monuments
Tearing down the monuments, now
(Are you happy now?)
(Are you happy now?)
Are you happy now
That I'm bleeding?
Are you better now?
The webs keep weaving
Suffer
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Amity Affliction-It's Hell Down Here 
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here
I can feel you writhe
I feel the tears, well in your eyes
Streaming down your face
You haven't seen the sun in days
Your breaking heart, your daily tears
I'm watching you in slow motion
A broken dream, a deathly calm
There's nothing on the horizon
I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
Like a snake, I tire
The cold dark clouds, they steal my light (my light)
You're so distant now
A world away, I'm winding down
Your breaking heart, your daily tears
I'm watching you in slow motion
A broken dream, a deathly calm
There's nothing on the horizon
I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
No more sunlight
No more dead ends
No more heartbreak
No more dead friends, oh
Oh, no more sunlight
No more dead ends
No more heartbreak
No more dead friends
I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here
I can feel you writhe
I feel the tears, well in your eyes
Streaming down your face
You haven't seen the sun in days
Your breaking heart, your daily tears
I'm watching you in slow motion
A broken dream, a deathly calm
There's nothing on the horizon
I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
Like a snake, I tire
The cold dark clouds, they steal my light (my light)
You're so distant now
A world away, I'm winding down
Your breaking heart, your daily tears
I'm watching you in slow motion
A broken dream, a deathly calm
There's nothing on the horizon
I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
No more sunlight
No more dead ends
No more heartbreak
No more dead friends, oh
Oh, no more sunlight
No more dead ends
No more heartbreak
No more dead friends
I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Epica-Memory
Just remembering when times were better.
Just remembering when times were better.
Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan
Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember
The time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again
Every street lamp
Seems to beat a fatalistic warning
Someone mutters at the street lamp gutters
And soon it will be morning
Daylight
I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin
Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
A street lamp dies, another night is over
Another day is dawning
Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with my memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is
Look a new day has begun
Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan
Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember
The time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again
Every street lamp
Seems to beat a fatalistic warning
Someone mutters at the street lamp gutters
And soon it will be morning
Daylight
I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin
Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
A street lamp dies, another night is over
Another day is dawning
Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with my memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is
Look a new day has begun
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Bring Me The Horizon-Lost
Watching Evangelion with a big fat slug of ketamine
I lost the plot a little while ago, oh-oh
My dog just died, my friends hate me, I saw myself on MTV
And my ego is not my amigo
Oh, maybe I don't belong on this planet
Red crescent moons all over my hands
It's too much to take, I can't understand it
Someone, tell me
Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, I'm so terribly lost
Imaginary enemies, suicidal tendencies
Serotonin's proper on its arse, oh-oh
I used to go to therapy, but the doctor tried to section me
The next time that I open up to someone will be my autopsy because
I don't think I belong on this planet
Red crescent moons all over my hands
It's too much to take, I can't fucking stand it
Someone, tell me
Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy, I'm so terribly lost
If I keep this up
I think I'm gonna break down
If I keep this up
I think I'm gonna break down
I think I'm gonna break down
Afraid I'm gonna break down (whoa, oh, oh-oh, oh)
I think I'm gonna break down (whoa, oh, oh-oh, oh)
Someone, tell me
Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, I'm so terribly lost
Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy, I'm so terribly lost
Watching Evangelion with a big fat slug of ketamine
I lost the plot a little while ago, oh-oh
My dog just died, my friends hate me, I saw myself on MTV
And my ego is not my amigo
Oh, maybe I don't belong on this planet
Red crescent moons all over my hands
It's too much to take, I can't understand it
Someone, tell me
Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, I'm so terribly lost
Imaginary enemies, suicidal tendencies
Serotonin's proper on its arse, oh-oh
I used to go to therapy, but the doctor tried to section me
The next time that I open up to someone will be my autopsy because
I don't think I belong on this planet
Red crescent moons all over my hands
It's too much to take, I can't fucking stand it
Someone, tell me
Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy, I'm so terribly lost
If I keep this up
I think I'm gonna break down
If I keep this up
I think I'm gonna break down
I think I'm gonna break down
Afraid I'm gonna break down (whoa, oh, oh-oh, oh)
I think I'm gonna break down (whoa, oh, oh-oh, oh)
Someone, tell me
Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, I'm so terribly lost
Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy, I'm so terribly lost
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Kingdom Of Giants-Wasted Space 
I can feel the shifting
Everything is twisted
My ears have been ringing
And it's written on your face
There's no need to fake relate 'cause
I've been feeling low
Nothing seems to flow
And now
I can't pretend
If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space
I take the long way home
To center my soul
But I can't let go
I guess we'll suffer some more
I've been running, running, running
I'm crashing burning, spinning out
And now I can't pretend
If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space
I can feel it shifting again
I'm the source of
The source of all your mayhem
The source of all your mayhem
If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space
Too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space
Inside your wasted space
I can feel the shifting
Everything is twisted
My ears have been ringing
And it's written on your face
There's no need to fake relate 'cause
I've been feeling low
Nothing seems to flow
And now
I can't pretend
If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space
I take the long way home
To center my soul
But I can't let go
I guess we'll suffer some more
I've been running, running, running
I'm crashing burning, spinning out
And now I can't pretend
If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space
I can feel it shifting again
I'm the source of
The source of all your mayhem
The source of all your mayhem
If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space
Too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space
Inside your wasted space
Pessimist
Mage
- May 5, 2021
- 530
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Callie Arcale
It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
- Feb 10, 2021
- 846
That weird moment when you're in 40s and you realize Paradise Lost's Draconian Times is the soundtrack of your life…
"Are you forever?
Loss of purpose in a passive life
Are you forever?
Pale, regarded as a waste of time"
I used to listen to this album on my walkman, when I was 14…
"Twisting the knife in vain end the
Grief but who will gain but I...
All I need is a simple excuse"
"Are you forever?
Loss of purpose in a passive life
Are you forever?
Pale, regarded as a waste of time"
I used to listen to this album on my walkman, when I was 14…
"Twisting the knife in vain end the
Grief but who will gain but I...
All I need is a simple excuse"
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Def Leppard-Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad 
Here I am, I'm in the wrong bed again
It's a game I just can't win
There you are breathin' soft on my skin, yeah
Still you won't let me in
So come on
Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Baby, let the moment take your heart away
Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have
I gotta have you baby, yeah, come on
There you go, midnight promises again, yeah
But they're broken by the dawn
You want to go further, faster everyday, baby
But in the morning you'll be gone
And I'm alone
Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Baby, let the moment take your heart away
Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
Every dream I dream is like
Some kinda rash and reckless scene
To give out such crazy love
You must be some kinda of drug
And if my time don't ever come
For me you're still the one
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
I gotta get a fix on you
Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad, so bad
Have you ever wanted someone (have you ever wanted someone, yeah)
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have
I gotta have you, baby, yeah
It's a game I just can't win, oh
Have you ever needed someone so bad
Have you ever wanted someone
Have you ever wanted someone, you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Here I am, I'm in the wrong bed again
It's a game I just can't win
There you are breathin' soft on my skin, yeah
Still you won't let me in
So come on
Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Baby, let the moment take your heart away
Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have
I gotta have you baby, yeah, come on
There you go, midnight promises again, yeah
But they're broken by the dawn
You want to go further, faster everyday, baby
But in the morning you'll be gone
And I'm alone
Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Baby, let the moment take your heart away
Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
Every dream I dream is like
Some kinda rash and reckless scene
To give out such crazy love
You must be some kinda of drug
And if my time don't ever come
For me you're still the one
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
I gotta get a fix on you
Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad, so bad
Have you ever wanted someone (have you ever wanted someone, yeah)
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have
I gotta have you, baby, yeah
It's a game I just can't win, oh
Have you ever needed someone so bad
Have you ever wanted someone
Have you ever wanted someone, you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Polaris-Inhumane
Oh
Like a deer in the headlights
I'm barely alive
Lost in the ether
Cutting my teeth on whatever it takes to survive
Suffer; everyone's a victim
Cover your callous indifference
Deaf are we who refuse to listen
I need a shock to the system
Fall short in your breathing
Eyes wide, stare at the ceiling
No fear and no feeling
I've seen enough and it's left me numb
One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper still
Such a tragic affair
All the souls still doomed to meet their end
Clasping their hands in a prayer
To gods deaf to their cries
To live and die as another statistic
Oh, doesn't that sound sadistic?
One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper still
Callous and cold, inhumane
We drop the deadweight
Side effects are to be expected
We grow detached and disconnected
Callous and cold, inhumane
We drop the deadweight
Can't bear to look away
Count every name you erase like a bloodstain
Who do you mourn when everyone's a victim?
I don't need to know, I don't need to
No sympathy, don't sing for me
Give me a shock to the system
In the end we return to nothing
What's another nail in the coffin?
Fall short in your breathing
Eyes wide, stare at the ceiling
No fear and no feeling
It's left me numb
One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper
A little deeper still
Oh
Like a deer in the headlights
I'm barely alive
Lost in the ether
Cutting my teeth on whatever it takes to survive
Suffer; everyone's a victim
Cover your callous indifference
Deaf are we who refuse to listen
I need a shock to the system
Fall short in your breathing
Eyes wide, stare at the ceiling
No fear and no feeling
I've seen enough and it's left me numb
One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper still
Such a tragic affair
All the souls still doomed to meet their end
Clasping their hands in a prayer
To gods deaf to their cries
To live and die as another statistic
Oh, doesn't that sound sadistic?
One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper still
Callous and cold, inhumane
We drop the deadweight
Side effects are to be expected
We grow detached and disconnected
Callous and cold, inhumane
We drop the deadweight
Can't bear to look away
Count every name you erase like a bloodstain
Who do you mourn when everyone's a victim?
I don't need to know, I don't need to
No sympathy, don't sing for me
Give me a shock to the system
In the end we return to nothing
What's another nail in the coffin?
Fall short in your breathing
Eyes wide, stare at the ceiling
No fear and no feeling
It's left me numb
One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper
A little deeper still
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Omnium Gatherum-Maniac
Just a steel town girl on a Saturday night
Lookin' for the fight of her life
In the real-time world, no one sees her at all
They all say she's crazy
Locking rhythms to the beat of her heart
Changing movement into light
She has danced into the danger zone
When the dancer becomes the dance
It can cut you like a knife
If the gift becomes the fire
On the wire between will and what will be
She's a maniac, maniac on the floor
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
She's a maniac, maniac on the floor
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
On the ice-blue line of insanity
Is a place most never see
It's a hard-won place of mystery
Touch it, but can't hold it
You work all your life for that moment in time
It could come or pass you by
It's a push-shove world, but there's always a chance
If the hunger stays the night
There's a cold kinetic heat
Struggling, stretching for the peak
Never stopping with her head against the wind
She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
Ooh, oh
Oh
It can cut you like a knife
If the gift becomes the fire
On the wire between will and what will be
She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
Maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
Maniac, maniac
Maniac, maniac
Maniac...
Just a steel town girl on a Saturday night
Lookin' for the fight of her life
In the real-time world, no one sees her at all
They all say she's crazy
Locking rhythms to the beat of her heart
Changing movement into light
She has danced into the danger zone
When the dancer becomes the dance
It can cut you like a knife
If the gift becomes the fire
On the wire between will and what will be
She's a maniac, maniac on the floor
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
She's a maniac, maniac on the floor
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
On the ice-blue line of insanity
Is a place most never see
It's a hard-won place of mystery
Touch it, but can't hold it
You work all your life for that moment in time
It could come or pass you by
It's a push-shove world, but there's always a chance
If the hunger stays the night
There's a cold kinetic heat
Struggling, stretching for the peak
Never stopping with her head against the wind
She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
Ooh, oh
Oh
It can cut you like a knife
If the gift becomes the fire
On the wire between will and what will be
She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
Maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
Maniac, maniac
Maniac, maniac
Maniac...
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Skindred-Gimme That Boom
Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Stand to attention, I come to mention
Now we're gonna take you in a different direction
That's the way we rock and make them move them bodies
We got those over there asking for selfies
This time I got to say (boom)
Don't try to pull on my bandana
Can't let you ruin my show
(Then I hear, then I hear, then I hear them say)
Turn around, stupid
Turn around, turn around, stupid
Stupid, turn around, turn around, stupid
Now turn around
I don't care what you got
Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
All and all this place is crawling
Girl, them a moving their body, them balling
Electricity just light up the place
With a boom, boom, boom you get a slap of the face
We got them vibes, and the vibes is good-good
You know we rocking in a dark neighbourhood-hood
You know they dread us when we bring it like we should
(Can I hear, can I hear them say)
Turn around, stupid
Turn around, stupid
Turn around, turn around stupid
Stupid, turn around
Turn around, stupid
Now turn around
I don't care what you got
Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you go,t just gimme that
Just gimme that
Gimme that, gimme that
Just gimme that
Change up the gruesome
Change up the gruesome
Change up the gruesome
Change up the gruesome
Now switch back to that
I don't care what you got
Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Just gimme that
Just gimme that
Come on, just gimme that
Gimme that
Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Stand to attention, I come to mention
Now we're gonna take you in a different direction
That's the way we rock and make them move them bodies
We got those over there asking for selfies
This time I got to say (boom)
Don't try to pull on my bandana
Can't let you ruin my show
(Then I hear, then I hear, then I hear them say)
Turn around, stupid
Turn around, turn around, stupid
Stupid, turn around, turn around, stupid
Now turn around
I don't care what you got
Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
All and all this place is crawling
Girl, them a moving their body, them balling
Electricity just light up the place
With a boom, boom, boom you get a slap of the face
We got them vibes, and the vibes is good-good
You know we rocking in a dark neighbourhood-hood
You know they dread us when we bring it like we should
(Can I hear, can I hear them say)
Turn around, stupid
Turn around, stupid
Turn around, turn around stupid
Stupid, turn around
Turn around, stupid
Now turn around
I don't care what you got
Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you go,t just gimme that
Just gimme that
Gimme that, gimme that
Just gimme that
Change up the gruesome
Change up the gruesome
Change up the gruesome
Change up the gruesome
Now switch back to that
I don't care what you got
Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Just gimme that
Just gimme that
Come on, just gimme that
Gimme that
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Cabal-Exit Wound
I thought I'd learned to deal with the suffering
But now you're gone, and it seeps through everything
And once again, my heart is filled with nothing
I felt my heartstrings break
Now all I feel is the weight of sorrow 'round my neck
It drags me down, down to my knees
Pulling me under and away from everything
This misery it won't leave me be
Do I too have to be six feet deep to be free?
So it seems
I try to hold it together, but it just keeps failing at the seams
Done is done, its too late to change
You left a hole that's permanent
It drags me down, down to my knees
Pulling me under and away from everything
Exit wound, puncturing flesh and bone
Tearing through heart and soul, you're gone and I'm left alone
Exit wound, the kind that never heals
A hole that never fills, a pain I never thought I'd feel
Why did it have to be this way?
Why couldn't I do anything?
It drags me down, down to my knees
Pulling me under and away from everything
My final goodbye forever denied
All that's left is the memories and tears I've cried
Now I'm left to choke on the words I never spoke
They fill my throat, I'm left with no hope
Why couldn't I have been by your side
I would have held your hand as you fought that final fight
Exit wound, puncturing flesh and bone
Tearing through heart and soul, you're gone and I'm left alone
Exit wound, the kind that never heals
A hole that never fills, a pain I never thought I'd feel
Exit wound, the kind that never heals
Exit wound, a hole that never fills
Exit wound, a pain I never thought I'd feel
Exit wound
I thought I'd learned to deal with the suffering
But now you're gone, and it seeps through everything
And once again, my heart is filled with nothing
I felt my heartstrings break
Now all I feel is the weight of sorrow 'round my neck
It drags me down, down to my knees
Pulling me under and away from everything
This misery it won't leave me be
Do I too have to be six feet deep to be free?
So it seems
I try to hold it together, but it just keeps failing at the seams
Done is done, its too late to change
You left a hole that's permanent
It drags me down, down to my knees
Pulling me under and away from everything
Exit wound, puncturing flesh and bone
Tearing through heart and soul, you're gone and I'm left alone
Exit wound, the kind that never heals
A hole that never fills, a pain I never thought I'd feel
Why did it have to be this way?
Why couldn't I do anything?
It drags me down, down to my knees
Pulling me under and away from everything
My final goodbye forever denied
All that's left is the memories and tears I've cried
Now I'm left to choke on the words I never spoke
They fill my throat, I'm left with no hope
Why couldn't I have been by your side
I would have held your hand as you fought that final fight
Exit wound, puncturing flesh and bone
Tearing through heart and soul, you're gone and I'm left alone
Exit wound, the kind that never heals
A hole that never fills, a pain I never thought I'd feel
Exit wound, the kind that never heals
Exit wound, a hole that never fills
Exit wound, a pain I never thought I'd feel
Exit wound
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