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hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
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Obscure slowgaze is depressing.
 
DocNo

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whatever
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you are on a different road - i'm in the milky way - you want me down on earth but i am up in space

 
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whatever
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mascot time. second video is german - title is "3 days awake".


 
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Carnifex-Until I Feel Nothing :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











"Until I Feel Nothing"

Words like nails and now you'll feel the scratch.
A voice in my head says,
"Never look back."

Watch me dig my own grave,
My own grave.

There's nothing left to love.
There's a lot left to hate.
Everything inside seems dead,
Let me live this lie instead.
I've got blood on my hands,
One thing God won't understand.
Never to escape this grave of place,
The day that God gave upon grace.

Rip my lungs from my chest.
Tear me apart until there's nothing left.
I don't feel anything,
Until there's nothing left of me.
Until I feel nothing.
Until there's nothing left of me.
Until I feel nothing.

Till the sun burns out or until I put my fucking eyes out.
What's worse?
This world or my only way out?

This world or my only way out?

So I was there the whole time.
Forgotten when the world went blind.
Lower me down,
Six faces watch me,
Lay me in the ground.

Words like nails and now you'll feel the scratch.
A voice in my head says,
"Never look back."

There's nothing left to love.
There's a lot left to hate.
Everything inside seems dead,
Let me live this lie instead.
I've got blood on my hands,
One thing God won't understand.
Never to escape this grave of place,
The day that God gave upon grace.

Rip my lungs from my chest.
Tear me apart until there's nothing left.
I don't feel anything,
Until there's nothing left of me.
Until I feel nothing.
Until there's nothing left of me.

Until I feel nothing.
 
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Jesus
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Jesus
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DocNo

whatever
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at first goldfrapp didn't really leave an impression on me. but later on i found some of her stuff pretty cool. music and videos.
and in terms of videos - i still like rihannas rude boy - it's just so retrostyle. besides the fact that she really has the hell of a voice.


 
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Hope ur final midnight feels like the hug you need
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I hate feeling like this...
 
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For all the husbands that are stuck with their wives during quarantine...

 
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summers

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Searched and didn't see "Doomed" by Bring Me the Horizon. Can't say how may times I've listened to this song on my headphones with the volume maxed out. Lyrics below, and so many speak to me.



CCut off my wings and come lock me up
Just pull the plug yeah, I've had enough
Tear me to pieces, sell me for parts
You're all vampires so here
You can have my heart
You can have my heart
You can have my heart
You can have my heart
The walls are a funeral, I run with ghosts
No hint of movement, no sign of pulse
Only an echo, just skin and bone
Then kick the chair but we, we help tie the rope
You can have my heart
You can have my heart
You can have my heart
So come rain on my parade
'Cause I want to feel it
Come shove me over the edge
'Cause my head is in overdrive
I'm sorry but it's too late
And it's not worth saving
So come rain on my parade
I think we're doomed
I think we're doomed
And there is no way back
You must of made some kind of mistake
I asked for death, but instead I'm awake
The devil told me no room for cheats
I thought I sold my soul, but he kept the receipt
So leave the lights on I'm coming home
It's getting darker but I carry on
The sun won't shine here, it never did
And when it rains, it fucking pours
But I think I like it
And you know that I'm love with the pain
I think I like it
So come rain on my parade
'Cause I want to feel it
Come shove me over the edge
'Cause my head is in overdrive
I'm sorry but it's too late
And it's not worth saving
So come rain on my parade
I think we're doomed
I think we're doomed
And there is no way back
I think we're doomed
I think we're doomed
And there is no way back
So come rain on my parade
'Cause I want to feel it
Come show me over the edge
'Cause my head is in overdrive
I'm sorry but it's too late
And it's not worth saving
So come rain on my parade
I think we're doomed
I think we're doomed
And there is no way back
 
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summers

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I lived "Diamonds Aren't Forever" for a couple years.

We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead
:)
 
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Toadies-Heart Of Glass :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart: (Yes ... it's that Heart Of Glass)





 
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summers

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Continuing the BMTH trend. Its an EP, but my album of the year:



One of my favourite albums of all time AFI - Decemberunderground
 
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DocNo

whatever
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loved dredd. a perfect piece of dry raw violent stylish art. and also like the soundtrack.
since them everytime i play a basebuilder game the base is called "peachtrees".


 
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