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explsionsinthesky

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Jun 30, 2019
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cozyboy is my favorite. lots of sad grunge r&b soul songs lol


this verse hits me hard personally;

"Mom I'm sorry I know you see the scars on my body
But you will never stop me
Trying I'm trying I swear that I'm trying
But the rope around my neck seems to always keep tightening
But it's hard when you know that you're ugly
And it's hard when you know that you'll fail
And it's hard when there's nothing above me
A mouthful of secrets that I could never tell
And I'm sorry that I never call you back and
And I'm sorry if I been quiet lately
And I'm sorry if I been getting mad
But if I'm only being honest hate the skin that you gave me
And I been trying to see the lights in the day
But the lights go out and the sky turns grey
And my heart's been numb but the words won't stay"
 
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Apr 10, 2019
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WolfgangA

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Apr 9, 2019
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It may sound pro-life but I just simply like the tune and no regret part.
 
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Severen

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It may sound pro-life but I just simply like the tune and no regret part.


LOL who is going to think you are pro life just because you like or love this one song. I often listen to songs that do not reflect my beliefs as a way to escape from reality. Because reality is not a very nice place. I'm a fan of ABBA and people in real life are like "WTF?" after they find out.
 
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@Severen
Indeed.
 
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A girl doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her
Jun 5, 2019
145


"I'm in a crowded place yeah
But i can't recognise a single face
And they say the thrill is in the chase
Well i ain't got the legs i ain't got the legs to run that race... "

Moved to London on one of my recklessly impulsive whims three weeks after my eighteenth birthday with someone I'd met six weeks before. This song, and the band, who were known to friends of friends reminds me of then. Weird times, interesting times, lonely times, messy times. That and copious amounts of lsd, whisky and ketamine...
 
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Dec 26, 2018
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Is anyone else digging Billie Eilish? I haven't listened to all of her stuff, but bury a friend and ilomilo really hit home. ("The friends I've had to bury, they keep me up at night...")
 
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Apr 7, 2019
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One of the last non-depressive bands I enjoy.
 
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Jun 1, 2019
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It really should not work, funk meets RJ, but it does on so many levels.

 
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I can't believe I forgot about this:


It feels strange to like music again...
 
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nw7

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Oct 22, 2018
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Linkin Park is one of my favorite music bands. They're of my generation. I'm in my 40's. As the members of the band. Chester was 41 years old when died of suicide about 2 years ago. My day is coming closer. So lately, I relate to some of their old songs even more.

Easier to Run:
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone


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Somewhere I Belong:
When this began,
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused)
And I let it all out to find that I'm not the only person with these things in mind (inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I got left to feel (nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own,
And the fault is my own





This song has an upbeat music to it. But, the lyrics is somewhat dark. I relate to the lyrics in being a middle aged man who was following someone else dream. And, I didn't even lived that dream.

Jungle - Happy Man
 
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