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this hurts my ears in a good way
 
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Three Days Grace-Mayday :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday

Welcome to the end, just take a number
Just get used to the influence you're under
It's the same old story of
Wanting it all but it's never enough
The more you know, you know, you know nothing

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday

Just wait in line for your rights and your privilege
Then follow the leader right off the cliffs edge
All your dreams are down below
Buried under broken bones
The more you know, you know, you know nothing

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

Calm down, we'll be okay
Just some turbulence, we're on our way
We're going down, but not today
We'll never say Mayday

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We're still alive
We're losing our minds

We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday
We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday
 
iDesireDeath

iDesireDeath

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Nov 26, 2024
50
this is something
 

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Mike's Dead-Leave Me To Bleed :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




Bleeding out
Screaming, "Can you hear me now?"
You left me with a heart of stone
You said you'd make this house a home
You said, "Never forget, I'm here 'til the end"
Then you left me for dead
You said, "You knew from the start," now I'm trapped in the dark
Watch me fall apart, I'll never be the same
Thought I was free, but now I see
You took everything from me
Left all this pain inside of me
You can't just take it all and
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took evеrything from me
Leave mе to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
Break me down
The pain is overwhelming now
Apologies are overdue
I'm haunted by the ghost of you
I said, "Never forget, you're my worst regret"
You left me for dead
I said, "Now as we end, how do I begin
When I'm so empty? You ruined everything"
Thought I was free, but now I see
You took everything from me
Left all this pain inside of me
You can't just take it all and
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
You took everything from me


 
render

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how to say goodbye and mean it
Sep 3, 2024
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organized my latenight playlist some more. usually do it by sound, tried doing it by title. call me corny because its true. dunno if they're "good" but i like em n thats wha matters i think
SPxcoBZ
 
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I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,058
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Still love this song.....

Staind-Better Days :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









I've been feelin' outta control
There's no healin' between all the roads
And there's no comfort, am I losin' my soul?
Is it too late to just let 'em go?

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

I tried to hold on, but it slipped through my hands
Do you believe in a second chance
For all we've been through?
Don't you think we deserve so much more than this hurt?

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days
Of better days

I've been feeling so out of control
There's no healin'

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

Someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

Of better days
Of better days
Of better days
 
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anorexic suicide messiah.
Jul 3, 2024
78


days since i last pissed, cheeks sunken and despaired
so gorgeous, sunk to six stone, lose my only remaining home
see my third rib appear, a week later all my flesh disappears
stretch it taut, cling-film on bone, i'm getting better
 
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Nov 26, 2024
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This song gets me cheerful any time.
 
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Some Classic Rock....

John Stewart-Gold :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









When the lights go down in the California town
People are in for the evening
I jump into my car and I throw in my guitar
My heart beatin' time with my breathin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
Ah, my buddy Jim Bass he's a-workin' pumpin gas
And he makes two fifty for an hour
He's got rhythm in his hands as he's tappin' on the cans
Sings rock and roll in the shower
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold

Ah, California girls are the greatest in the world
Each one a song in the making
Singin' rock to me I can hear the melody
The story is there for the takin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold

Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
When the lights go down in the California town
People are in for the evening
I jump into my car and I throw in my guitar
My heart beatin' time with my breathin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
Flyin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
People out there turnin' music into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold
(Ooh, yeah)

People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
(Gotta sing)
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
Rappin' on the radio
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
Slippin' out the back door
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
(Gotta sing gold)
People out there
 
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avalokitesvara

bodhisattva
Nov 28, 2024
222
I tried to be normal, I'm too ill / It hurts to stay in my skin, real spill

 
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Yes, the everlasting contrast.
Jul 14, 2023
228


i will never be human in anyone's eyes
 
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Iron Maiden-Can I Play With Madness :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘








"Can I Play With Madness?"

Can I play with madness?

Give me the sense to wonder
To wonder if I'm free
Give me a sense of wonder
To know I can be me
Give me the strength to hold my head up
Spit back in their face
Don't need no key to unlock this door
Gonna break down the walls
Break out of this bad place

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

I screamed aloud to the old man
I said "Don't lie, don't say you don't know"
I say "You'll pay for this mischief
In this world or the next"
Oh and then he fixed me with a freezing glance
And the hell fires raged in his eyes
He said "You wanna know the truth son?
Lord, I'll tell you the truth
Your soul's gonna burn in a lake of fire"

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

"Listen to me," said the prophet

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

Can I play with madness?
 
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Oct 6, 2024
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This is a version. It is not the original. If I'm not mistaken, the original is from Tears For Fears - Mad World.
 
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Nov 28, 2024
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Today's dose of Bladee. I love this video. It is how death feels to me. You're just bopping along, a clueless little avatar in your familiar world. Then you become aware of this huge force, much much bigger than you are. It's so scary, it has intentions towards you, are they good or bad? Is it friend or foe? It snatches you up and takes you far far away up high from your little life. You look around, and you stop being scared. You realise it's beautiful. The force cradles you in its hands and delivers you to the gates, where everything is friendly golden blue pink white and beautiful, and you peacefully merge with the light, losing yourself and becoming one with everything.

 
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Eurythmics-Here Comes The Rain Again :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion
I want to walk in the open wind
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do
Walk with me
Like lovers do
Talk to me
Like lovers do

Here comes the rain again
Raining in my head like a tragedy
Tearing me apart like a new emotion (Ooh)
I want to breathe in the open wind
I want to kiss like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do
Walk with me
Like lovers do
Talk to me (Ooh)
Like lovers do

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do

Ooh
Ooh, yeah
Here it comes again
Ooh
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion (Here it comes again, here it comes again, ah)
I want to walk in the open wind
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you? (Ooh, here it comes again)

Here comes the rain again (I said)
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion (Ooh, ooh, yeah)
I want to walk in the open wind (Mhm)
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion
 
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Nov 28, 2024
222
Heard you say you wanna die, so do I / Just do it like Nike, eat the night
 
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Apr 6, 2023
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And I will find
Myself alone again
And all my fears
Become the dreams of yester-when
Awake in this hell-space
I can barely hold my tongue
Try for my life to be someone
Who could never come undone
Feels like no angels
Follow where I tread
Made to make a home, but it
Burns to the ground instead
 
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In our hopeless longing wondering why must I go on like this when I want to lie face down want to sink way down all the way through earth and be one with dirt.

 
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Arcade Assembly-Nothing's Real :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know ...

Nothing's real
Nothing's real

I didn't have the tools to know
I didn't have the words to deal
They found a way to make us look away

We decided that the rules had changed
Despite what the nobles say
We don't need to be controlled to feel whole

I just want a little clarity
All the disparity
Has me questioning
Whether I feel?
If anything here is real
(Nothing's real)

Or whether developing a sense of
Touch, taste, sight, smell
Is really worth all the hassle and hell
(Nothing's real)

Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I just need a little clarity
All the disparity
Has me questioning
Whether I feel?
If anything here is real

Or whether developing a sense of
Touch, taste, sight, smell
Is really worth all the hassle and hell

Nothing's real

Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I can see reality can move

MOVE

I can see a reality coming through
A sense of mortality coming through
Turning page after page after page
It's my book and I'm thumbing through

Without any candlestick holder
Without an idea if it's true
See you don't have all of the pieces
So I know you don't have any clue

Tear me open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

Tear me open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I can see reality can ...
I can see a reality coming through
A sense of mortality coming through
I need to
I need to
MOVE
 

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