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Erin Inari

Erin Inari

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Sep 9, 2019
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I don't really remember when I found this song however I always keep coming back to it over and over. I find that I resonate with it especially the lines like "I'll be a wasted life" and "Wake me when I, have the courage to die". I've drawn a lot of the background images while listening to this and though it depicts a method that I probably wouldn't try it still strikes a cord with me. I'll probably end up listening to this when I do CTB, it just feels right. I just need the courage.
 
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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2018
1,010

Oh perfect Thom Yorke... I don't know whether to love or hate him (sigh). I am jealous of him. But, love this song! Thanks for posting.
 
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ish

Experienced
Jul 20, 2019
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Maledictus

Maledictus

Afraid
Sep 14, 2019
15
Lotus - Susumu Hirasawa. Old favorite. If I remember correctly it's about someone missing their deceased lover, unsure.

Gardener King - Susumu Hirasawa. Another fave. Beautiful song about cheering on God as he creates the Earth.

Guts' Theme from Berserk (yes, moar Susumu).
 
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restingspot

restingspot

Lucid Dreamer
May 30, 2019
224
Lotus - Susumu Hirasawa. Old favorite. If I remember correctly it's about someone missing their deceased lover, unsure.

Gardener King - Susumu Hirasawa. Another fave. Beautiful song about cheering on God as he creates the Earth.

Guts' Theme from Berserk (yes, moar Susumu).

Ooof, never read Berserk but I love the music that comes from it. Pretty great. Guess I'll follow up with some Dragon's Dogma.







And some Skyrim because I never get tired of this soundtrack

 
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Quitter

Quitter

Member
Sep 4, 2019
77
I looove Dragons Dogma, and (original anime) Berserk, such great OSTs too!

Here's a darn good song, from one of my favourite bands ever, which suits this forum pretty well



Edit: was bored, decided to pick my favourite song from each SA album lol
(not sure if I missed any, it's tricky on mobile)















 
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ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
449



What's it like there outside
With the living?
From this broken down place
Where I hide
From the living
From the living

Cause I don't care to stay
With the living

O, the bottle has been to me
My closest friend and
My worst enemy
Afraid that I've walked a fine line
Squandered it all
And wasted my time

And I don't stand a chance
Among the living

All the lovers I've gambled and lost
Count my mistakes
Whatever the cost
I'll go off, I'll make myself scarce
Come tomorrow
You won't find me here

Cause I don't care to stay
Among the living

No, I don't think I'll remain
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
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Up late listening to 80's music like this.



 
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ThisIsTheLastNight

ThisIsTheLastNight

Weakness is the root of all evil
Jan 29, 2019
74
The song just pretty much hits my mood.
 
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Dawn0071111

Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
570
"Halloween" by Dave Matthews Band
 
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TiredBipolar

TiredBipolar

"I got a timebomb ticking in my head..."
Sep 12, 2019
14
This is the most uplift suicide song I have ever heard, became one of my fav songs lol
 
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Alchemist

Alchemist

Warlock
Apr 3, 2019
709
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
611


TAKE ME AWAY~~~
TO BETTER DAYS~~~
TAKE ME AWAY~~~
A HIDING PLACE~~
 
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Oblivion Lover

Oblivion Lover

No life, no suffering
May 30, 2019
360
One of the most beautiful songs I've heard in my life, especially moving when you know the context behind it. It truly deserved an Oscar. Also there's Lady Gaga on it, so it would impossible for me to not love it lol.
 
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blanketyblk

blanketyblk

Mage
Jun 9, 2019
575


stunning girls, amazing music. tragic ending :-( but amazing video. highly recommend watching
 
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