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Dracovern

Dracovern

Member
Mar 14, 2019
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Do any of you have plans to listen to something while you CTB?

You will likely have a funeral planned by somebody else, will you leave a note for a specific song to be played?

I might just listen to some peaceful piano meditation music after taking N, or I might listen to a quiet video game song I know.

I haven't decided myself but definitely want something to use because I already fall asleep to calm music.
 
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AnnihilatedAnna

AnnihilatedAnna

A Joke
Apr 17, 2018
1,346
Do any of you have plans to listen to something while you CTB?

You will likely have a funeral planned by somebody else, will you leave a note for a specific song to be played?

I might just listen to some peaceful piano meditation music after taking N, or I might listen to a quiet video game song I know.

I haven't decided myself but definitely want something to use because I already fall asleep to calm music.
I plan on leaving a note to my father with instructions for my cremation. What music I want played and what flowers I would like etc.

As for music while I ctb, I do. I don't know what songs though. Still considering that.
 
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Jc40

Jc40

Specialist
Mar 3, 2019
354
I am also going to leave instructions. What type of funeral, music and two poems. And still making playlist.
 
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ThisIsTheEnd

ThisIsTheEnd

Waste of oxygen
Aug 22, 2018
90
I'll use music, just don't know what to use. Choices, choices...
 
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time2go

Student
Mar 5, 2019
126
Not sure about while dieing, but I've chosen my funeral songs.
 
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Guld

Guld

Member
Mar 10, 2019
15
Do any of you have plans to listen to something while you CTB?

You will likely have a funeral planned by somebody else, will you leave a note for a specific song to be played?

I might just listen to some peaceful piano meditation music after taking N, or I might listen to a quiet video game song I know.

I haven't decided myself but definitely want something to use because I already fall asleep to calm music.
I spend a lot of time thinking about the music I'll listen to while killing myself, as almost all of it are songs i listen to on a daily basis. Some songs are related to specific methods, for example I've thought about driving a car off a cliff or just into something while listening to "Stars -Nina simone" (I hopefully wouldn't be distracted by a pack of wild horses). Sadly, I cant drive, so that's just daydreaming.
If i ever get my hands on drugs to OD with, i would listen to "High times- Elliott Smith"
If i ever find a sharp enough knife to cut my wrists, or if i manage to stab myself, i would be listening to "Needle in the hay -Elliott Smith"
I regularly attempt suspension hanging, and listen to a lot of different songs while doing so. If i was sure i was going to die, i would listen to "King's crossing -Elliott Smith".


As for funerals, i haven't given it much thought. I don't care what happens here after i die.
 
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Can'tStandAnymore

Can'tStandAnymore

Custom title
Mar 16, 2019
234
I will be blasting out this from my speakers.


 
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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
249
knocking on heavens door-Randi Crawford version
that I would be good - Alanis Morrisette
 
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GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
Do any of you have plans to listen to something while you CTB?

You will likely have a funeral planned by somebody else, will you leave a note for a specific song to be played?

I might just listen to some peaceful piano meditation music after taking N, or I might listen to a quiet video game song I know.

I haven't decided myself but definitely want something to use because I already fall asleep to calm music.
I got a whole end of life spotify playlist that I will be playing probably a day in advance. LOL
 
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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
I just want to die, no fancy schmancy funeral for me.
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
For some reason, I prefer silence so prob not.
I only ever play music if my mood is somewhat neutral or im feeling high / elevated.

Idrc for my funeral- I'd prefer they don't.. but i doubt there'd be any music playing anyway.
 
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CTBctb

New Member
Aug 31, 2018
3
i would listen to shiloh when i die... as for my funeral.. im planning on making my death look like an accident so it doesn't look like a suicide
 
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kyleq16

kyleq16

Member
Mar 3, 2019
22
Do any of you have plans to listen to something while you CTB?

You will likely have a funeral planned by somebody else, will you leave a note for a specific song to be played?

I might just listen to some peaceful piano meditation music after taking N, or I might listen to a quiet video game song I know.

I haven't decided myself but definitely want something to use because I already fall asleep to calm music.
hopefully this song
 
kkbrn

kkbrn

Mar 19, 2019
3
I want to be near flowers, hydrangeas preferably. Or jasmines... a bouquet of waxflowers and chrysanthemums... I haven't thought of the music I will listen to as I die, though. But flowers at my funeral is definitely gonna be mentioned somewhere in my parting note.
 

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