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stevieu

stevieu

~ Sleepwalking through every day ~
Feb 10, 2020
147
I always find it so, so much harder to deal with seeing other people in this much despair that they feel it necessary to leave, yet it is something I've thought about all of my adult life....

This thread really tore me up.

~ Rest peacefully. ~
 
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Stargazer100

no nonsense
May 25, 2021
145
I keep thinking that the hotel staff have no idea yet that there is now a dead body in one of their rooms. Tomorrow he is supposed to check out and someone who loves working at hotels is going to have an unexpected very bad day. Meanwhile his wife probably figured out right now that he went somewhere to kill himself and she must be worried sick trying to figure out where he is hoping he is still alive.

Even I am up thinking about it and there is nothing I can so to help anyone.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Tomorrow he is supposed to check out and someone who loves working at hotels is going to have an unexpected very bad day.
I'll have a chair set up just inside the hotel room door with a large sign on it saying not to come into the room and to just call emergency services. I'm hoping this will spare whoever they send to the room to check why I haven't checked out the trauma of finding me
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
This is sad. I hope he found peace
 
Elysium Searcher

Elysium Searcher

Longing for eternal sleep
Jun 12, 2021
62
I regret not noticing this thread earlier... Wishing you peace. Hopefully your departure wasn't unpleasant.
 
xkonstantinexx

xkonstantinexx

Member
Jun 11, 2021
78
I wish you peace, safe travels and hope you find what you seek..
 
offshoreserver

offshoreserver

(っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ
May 13, 2019
33
i keep writing and rewriting things here, but nothing really conveys what i'm trying to say. op, i hope you're at peace, but this is really sad. i'll be thinking of you and your family. rest in peace
 
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LostSoul1609

LostSoul1609

Experienced
Mar 9, 2021
245
Hopefully you had a safe journey. Rest in peace
 
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Stargazer100

no nonsense
May 25, 2021
145
His wife is probably still searching right now, and no one has found him yet. Unless police checked his cell phone signal maybe then they found his body.
 
logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
705
He is in a hotel - they will definitely find him there.
 
Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
842
Worst case they find it tomorrow. When he's due to check out.
 
logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
705
He planned everything well.
It's still a very sad story.
 
Whale_bones

Whale_bones

A gift to summon the spring
Feb 11, 2020
482
I keep thinking that the hotel staff…. Meanwhile his wife probably…
His wife is probably…
This was clearly a person that put effort into respecting others, the least we can do on his last thread is give him some respect. Let's not needlessly speculate about his family members, this is not something anyone would want on their last thread and certainly isn't anything he deserves.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Rest easy <3
 
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Curiousoutlook

Curiousoutlook

Born Alone, Die Alone.
May 9, 2021
84
It sucked that you had to be rushed on your last day. At least you're finally at peace.
 
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M.M

M.M

Member
Apr 10, 2021
46
He did a good job of preparing.
I like this:

-I'll have a chair set up just inside the hotel room door with a large sign on it saying not to come into the room and to just call emergency services. I'm hoping this will spare whoever they send to the room to check why I haven't checked out the trauma of finding me

So thoughtful

May you enjoy the peace :heart:
 
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Mixo

Mixo

Blue
Aug 2, 2020
775
You are a thoughtful, intelligent person. I have no doubt in my mind you had a lot to give to this world. I think I'll be joining you this week. I truly and sincerely hope you have finally found peace and an end to suffering.
 
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LCS8555

Member
Jun 2, 2021
17
Shit. This thread really got to me. I feel so sad and frightened and paralysed right now. This could be me soon. I don't want this to happen to me, bit I think it will have to. I screwed up my life and no one will help me fix it. Shit.
 
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