Venting my luck with ctbing is just god awful

[thebiggestduck17]

i was going to buy some SN but they fucking declined my card because it's a visa gift card. great. spent 200 on a fucking gift card for nothing. AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! GEEAT!!!!!!!!!! Going to sleep pissed off, but i'll find a way to make this work
i am actually livid rn i am so angry im sweating its almost 7 am and i haven't slept dude what am i going to do
and no i'm not asking for a site that would sell me SN i already know da sites im just pissed i have to keep fucking waiting to ctb I WANT IT NOW!!!!!!!!

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as I also wish to be gone, all I want is to never suffer in this cruel, futile existence ever again and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to cease existing painlessly in an accessible way, I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.