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Admont

Admont

Bleeding
Mar 25, 2020
34
I lost 90 lbs 4 years ago and here is what people see and what my body exactly looks like in bed I'm sorry for disgusting you by my loose skin
 

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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,234
First, what an amazing job, losing so much!!

Can't you get an operation for the skin? If you are years on a stable weight i thought it would be payed for? Could be wrong ofcourse, here it's an option anyway
 
Admont

Admont

Bleeding
Mar 25, 2020
34
First, what an amazing job, losing so much!!

Can't you get an operation for the skin? If you are years on a stable weight i thought it would be payed for? Could be wrong ofcourse, here it's an option anyway
Yes I hope I could, it's just financial thing as I'm still a student, and probably gonna ctb before that
 
selfhater

selfhater

Experienced
Mar 1, 2020
222
it's not disgusting to me it's fine
 
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Disintegration

Disintegration

Life is a terminal sexually transmitted disease.
Sep 28, 2019
190
I have body dysmorphic issues myself. I feel your pain.
 
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Disintegration

Disintegration

Life is a terminal sexually transmitted disease.
Sep 28, 2019
190
It's more difficult to deal with than people realize. Body dysmorphia has the highest rate of suicide amongst all mental illnesses. If I were you, I'd go into debt getting surgery to repair the issue before ctb though.
 
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Admont

Admont

Bleeding
Mar 25, 2020
34
It's more difficult to deal with than people realize. Body dysmorphia has the highest rate of suicide amongst all mental illnesses. If I were you, I'd go into debt getting surgery to repair the issue before ctb though.
I wish I could but I need more than just one operation I have several other problems need a surgery and need at least 10 years to get sufficient money so I guess ctb is much easier
 
Cashewmilk

Cashewmilk

Specialist
Mar 10, 2020
352
I could take similar photos of myself, Im a female and I used to be 99 lbs a few years ago, I gained almost 60 lbs, but I've always had imperfections and body dysmorphia. I think my experience in sex work and my drug addiction has cured it. I have seen hundreds of naked men. Any woman (or man) who doesn't want to be with you because of that imperfection isn't worth your time. Literally everyone has an imperfection like that when in bed, free of makeup and lighting and filters, it's rare for people to be perfect.
 
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Brink

Brink

Exhausted. RadHomo.
Feb 11, 2020
625
Congratulations btw for losing all that weight... it's not easy to do, right! FWIW you're good looking regardless of the excess skin but I do understand how pervasive feeling ugly can be. All the best.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
3,234
Yes I hope I could, it's just financial thing as I'm still a student, and probably gonna ctb before that

Oh... I don't think that its payed for them.

But i don't think it's disgusting or anything
 
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