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LadyAlastor

LadyAlastor

Fading In And out losing time with the two I love.
Jan 13, 2020
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Let me sleep with the stars tonight.

Every night I wake up in fear

Every night I look in the mirror

Every night I feel them tingle

Every night the rope is my equal

Every night I look at the sky

I hope to look at the stars tonight

For every night that there's never a star I looked to baphomet and ask why are there no Stars so far?

I hear no response but I feel her presence with me in her arms, apologizing that there's no stars so far.

I scream and I cry and I ask father lucifer why is this my life and why can't I die tonight?

Through the heavy abyss I feel his grace touch my lips.

I feel his presence caressing my face holding me close for the demons sake.

With my faith so close and so true why can't I sleep with the stars so soon?

By the grace of Hecate I hear piano along with the demons that also play cello.

Blessed by the voice of Lilith I hear the song of somnus played by the mother of the abyss.

Feeling the rain that fills my sorrow.

drag me to hell so I feel no tomorrow.

Take me to the fiery abyss so that I will know bliss.

Let me sleep with you tonight so I can wake up in sinful delight away from the world that has caused me pain and strife all of you, please take me home tonight.

let me sleep with the stars tonight.
 
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sadworld

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It's beautiful :heart:
 
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greebo6

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That was beautiful. Thanks for sharing it.
 
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That's wonderful. I love your writing style.
 
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