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Catch-22

Catch-22

But in the end it doesn't even matter...😢
Aug 19, 2019
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I might change starting at 12:00 p.m. to 12:00 a.m. depending on which day I leave.


12:00 p.m. 10 mg Metro

8:00 p.m. 10 mg Metro

4:00 a.m. last meal

4:00 a.m. 10 mg Metro

10:00 a.m. last liquid

11am 2 or 3 Tylenol with codeine plus 5 mg Klonopin. I will start with one mg Klonopin and slowly increase through the hour depending on my anxiety level. I have a very high tolerance to Klonopin because I've been on it for many years

11:20 am. 3 * 10 mg Metro

11.30 am dissolve 25 G of SN in 50 ml water times two glasses

followed by mixing 20mg crushed Klonopin in small amount of water. 20 mg is the conversion from Oxazepam which is listed in the PPH. However I still think it's a high amount to take immediately after drinking your first glass of SN. Oxazepam has a slow onset while Klonopin does not. Which means I should hold off drinking it for as long as possible so I will be alert to drink my second glass if needed. If I pass out and throw up it might equal failure.

12 pm. drink SN

followed by drinking Klonopin crushed in small amount of water. I'll try to hold off drinking the Klonopin as long as possible. Wait till vomiting subsides. Drink second glass of SN if vomiting takes place.

Get peppermint candy to suck on


Lay down on your right side.

Pray

I have pretty bad cognitive impairment so please be kind

How does it look?

I'm not sure how many people will understand when I say hold off on drinking the benzos because I have to use Klonopin instead of the other recommended benzos. Klonopin is fast acting and if you drink it right away you will pass out before you have a chance to drink your second cup if needed. Also want to thank people that gave links to the actual PPH book so I can read it for myself.
 
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Hope you found peace in eternal sleep, my friend 💛
 
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Catch-22

Catch-22

But in the end it doesn't even matter...😢
Aug 19, 2019
284
Hope you found peace in eternal sleep, my friend 💛
Thank you, I'm still here.. I will have to wait for the right time and the right time has not come.
 
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