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Cevapcici

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Dec 30, 2018
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I'm leaving SS this evening, for what I'd like to think is a road to recovery...
To be honest , all I can do with my life at this point is try to make the best of what I have, which is get a little bit of dignity, and get away from all the people and places that suck the life out of me. I missed out on so much...wish I had a restart button.

I could snap , but I promise you I will fight until completely done and drained of energy. Because although I'm not necessarily a good person (I try to be one) , I didn't necessarily deserve to end up like this. As I like to say, we're all a waste of potential guys.

I just wanted to say thank you to anyone who has held my hand while I was at my weakest,lowest, most vulnerable point in life (still am, but getting out of my hikkikomori lifestyle step by step, I have no idea what im doing but at least I'm doing something) . I'm very very touched, and appreciative of the both the warmth I was met with, and the open-hearted, meaningful, filter-less exchanges I've had on here.
Also want to apologize to anyone who might feeI I hold a grudge against them (?) I ignored some users because they were leading me towards a bad headspace, that's all.

I wish the outside world was filled with wisdom, empathy and common sense like this place. I wish I had socialised on here a lil bit more here, but it's just who I am, have trouble making the first step.

I'm bad at...all this affection stuff but....ahem, gonna miss some of y'all, not gonna lie. </3

Wish me luck ...

(Will self ban after this )
 
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Mr2005

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Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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Good luck, it was great to read that. Might even inspire the rest of us
 
GoodPersonEffed

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Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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I'm really going to miss you, and I'm really happy for you. I wish you all the best for your well-being and happiness. :heart:
 
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Jul 31, 2018
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Really happy for you. You don't need to self ban or you can come back if you want to, even if things are good for you. But I can understand needing the distance too. Well done, good luck and keep at it.
 
mesohappy

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Jan 10, 2020
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Good luck and give her hell!
 
Broken Chimera

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May 27, 2019
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Go make it happen. Make your life what you want it to be.
 

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