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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
to cut my arms until i can see all the underlying structures, like fat and whatnot. or to stab my throat with that lovely knife in the kitchen.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
My grandfather to die. He's already starting to ruin Christmas yet again with his dysfunctional toxicity and making my mother depressed. I'm so done with people like him. Fuck him to oblivion.
 
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Deleted member 19276

Wizard
Jun 28, 2020
682
Hope to remain.
 
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Deleted member 23374

deministrator
Nov 1, 2020
648
To be able to trust that mom wouldn't be left alone
that she wouldn't need to fear losing her house
that she really meant what she said about having lived through worse.
I would leave now.

That thing that came to me after my adoptive father's death
to come back. I wish i'd had the presence of mind to confront it
and ask it questions.

I want the voices to stop.
Stop toying with me.
Stop torturing me.
Tell me secrets.
Do your fucking jobs.
 
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Miss_Takes

Somewhere Over the Rainbow
Dec 4, 2020
452
To feel safe in my own mind.
 
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Kat!

Elementalist
Sep 30, 2020
838
Some goddamn snow. Haven't seen the shit for years, fuck global warming.
 
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Wraith

Wraith

Lost in The Void
Nov 4, 2020
181
To not be an invalid
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
It's pathetic, but it's love, always love.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
A time machine
 
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http-410

http-410

nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,043
not being conscious
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Go clubbing and drinking, on my own would not mind.
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,632
A cuddle
 
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Still

Still

Member
Dec 17, 2020
43
Weed
 
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virginiawoolf86

virginiawoolf86

Specialist
Jul 4, 2020
317
My brain back.

And if I can't have that, then the courage and perfect way/place to CTB.
 
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toolaidback56

Member
Aug 4, 2020
32
Justice
 
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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
705
Go to a swingers club, like the old days.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Ambien
 
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Studio84

Studio84

Archangel
Sep 7, 2020
8,260
For the pain to be gone so I could enjoy comfort once more
 
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painoflife

painoflife

Arcanist
Jul 27, 2019
491
Quiet in my head
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,888
Right to die legalized in the US at the federal level.
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,050
A new leg. Mine is sore.
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
An ability to focus/an attention span.
 
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Deleted member 22624

Deleted member 22624

One foot in the grave
Oct 7, 2020
1,085
Something for the restlessness
 
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Phill

Phill

Student
Dec 19, 2019
150
Lose weight without diet and exercises lol
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,870
Hugs
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
My man to arrive home and give me a kiss.
 
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Uh huh

Uh huh

Wrong
Nov 10, 2020
490
To wake up next to my babe, holding me tightly in her arms and whispering that everything that happened was just a bad dream and that everything will be fine again
 
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Chemicalcastration20

Member
Sep 11, 2020
76
I just want to be a rest.. Iv been through way to much, I'm not a bad person and never have been.. I deserve to be at peace.
 
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