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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
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To go back in time
 
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Aurora.

Aurora.

It looks peaceful up there.
Aug 1, 2020
19
My own room
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
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I'd settle for a nice tall glass of Nembutal.
 
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BetterInthanOut

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Mar 6, 2020
101
Here's a fun game idea I just thought of! Reply with 1 thing that you want right now in this moment. It can be anything - an object, a person, an experience, etc.

I'll start: I want Xanax and some ice cold Coke Zero

A massive pizza and shit tonnes of cocaine lol
 
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Deleted member 18655

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ritsulover

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either alcohol or someone to hug
 
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Sea Turtle

Sea Turtle

She/Her ✨ Achieving True Peace
Aug 12, 2020
346
To sleep forever ..
 
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angie

angie

need to exit
May 25, 2018
480
I would love a visit from Harold Shipman .Id gladly give him a few bob to help me out .
 
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Exhausted
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A drink, a nice meal and to be able to hide under a blanket and regroup my thoughts.
 
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http-410

http-410

nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,043
Sleep, or at least no more racing thoughts.
 
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ItsOverIsntIt

ItsOverIsntIt

Experienced
Sep 9, 2020
234
I just want chocolate honestly
or brownies
 
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ArtsyDrawer

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Nov 8, 2018
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To suddenly shit out the epileptic node, and thus become free.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
for my period to be over already.
 
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Morphinekiss

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Jun 8, 2019
1,207
A plane ticket
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
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A nice meal
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Eternal death.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
A one way ticket to the afterlife
 
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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
85
A new brain, so I will be smart and happy.
 
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searchingfreedom

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21
A sugar mama :heart:
 
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catalepsy

catalepsy

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Sep 4, 2020
117
A big plot of land to start my cat army.
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
acceptance
 
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W3akCr3atur3

W3akCr3atur3

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
358
SN with metoclopramide
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,628
To be able to fall asleep and stay asleep for the rest of eternity.
 
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Blank Dreamer

Blank Dreamer

Seeker of Dreams
Sep 11, 2020
72
To be able to see the one closest & dearest to me, one last time before I go.
 
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http-410

http-410

nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,043
Cold, rainy weather
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,171
Some sleep would be nice...and a little peace of mind to
 
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Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
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To not be scared of the dentist
 
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ArtySchopenhauer

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87
Death.
 
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