Venting no one is coming to save me

[misanthropemurder]

this is it, im on my own. I just want to be hugged, and told that I'm loved.

everybody else has someone who is there for them, who can comfort them; why am I so unlovable?

no one would mourn me if I CTB right now I doubt most people would even notice my absence.

i just need someone who cares, maybe then i would consider staying.

 

[painfully]

im in the same boat...

 

[kitkat9234]

Me too…

 

[Ihatemonday]

Absolute same thing honey

 

[Cinnamorolls]

Same here. I don't even have family for that basic affection.

 

[StupidCat]

Can I come save you

 

[misanthropemurder]

Can I come save you

you can try

 

[finalgoodbye:(]

Sending virtual hugs

 

[L9 CHOCOIRL]

yeah

 

[SomeoneHelpMe]

I cant keep up relationships for the life of me, so its my fault that I am alone. I am completely unlovable. There is no other way to say it.

 

[Dejected 55]

No one is coming to save any of us... and I have worn myself out trying to save myself. I think some of us, me in particular, just don't belong. We can't be loved, even if there is someone we meet who should at least like us, they will not, and that will feel ten times worse.

 

[wham311]

I cant keep up relationships for the life of me, so its my fault that I am alone. I am completely unlovable. There is no other way to say it.

Same

 

[Dqope]

I never understood love and it just does not exist. Its just transactional. If you didn't have the money or didn't look good nobody will care about you. The second you have what someone else likes that's when they come. Heard and seen too many IRL stories and events that happened to my close ones and you can truly see the true colors of humans. They never love you. There is always some hidden agenda they have - if not now then yea down the line and have seen cute girls turn to vindictive or nasty humans (one the outside they act and are cute but their thoughts are dark and they don't speak about them if your not close enough and if they don't see you as someone trustworthy). I have thought about it too much so no one can change my mind about it - you can cope but I wont. I could tell countless stories and state facts but this post isn't about them.

I just became distant I guess. I see people as they are, I don't need hugs or "love" because I know even if its true feelings right now, down the line it will change and cut me. I would rather not even get into it than be in a lie or be "loved" because I can provide or that they can brag about me to their friends or family and just rather be alone till my last breath. I have my mind and my own thoughts and I think that's good enough. Though I have really good imagination and really realistic dreams so that helps as well to not need anyone.

Having noone that cares too much - that I would see as a positive. You can go without any bad feelings that you will leave someone behind and noone will mourn you. That sounds good to me but I guess it could be seen as lonely.

Its all about perspective.
Wish you the best....