JaegerBombastic
Member
- Jul 11, 2025
- 12
I've been depressed for so long. It was this constant horrible feeling at all times of the day. I couldn't even function at certain points. Recently that's faded, and I'm just left with a cold numbness. I don't feel anything. It's like my brain has just shut off all sensory experience. I just exist. There's nothing more than that. No matter how much I try to feel things, I just can't. I don't even care enough to try that much. I'm not a human. There's nothing to enjoy and nothing to live for. I don't want to keep existing just for the sake of it.
I think I've decided to go through with it. Still unsure on a method. Most likely looking into helium, carbon monoxide, or SN. Not really sure which is the best/most reliable (please let me know). Probably gonna be gone in the next two months or so. I'll make a post if that ends up happening.
I think I've decided to go through with it. Still unsure on a method. Most likely looking into helium, carbon monoxide, or SN. Not really sure which is the best/most reliable (please let me know). Probably gonna be gone in the next two months or so. I'll make a post if that ends up happening.
