Not long now

[Tattz66]

Hi everyone, I'm new to the group. You guys can call me M, I'm 27m and in the next couple days I'm going to CTB. I have lived all my life since I can remember with BPD, psychosis, autism and extreme paranoia. The world has just fucked me up. I've always been suicidal but I have a plan and once they arrive it will be time. I was jumping between decapitation by train and depressing my CNS using the correct medication but have decided I'm going to overdose on both Opiates and sleeping medication and anti pschotics, all of which cause CNS Depression. Hopefully leading up to the point of going unconscious I'm not too uncomfortable, I have done a trial with this method in the past and I was just high and then fell unconscious and woke up in the hospital so I'm pretty confident that it will be as painless as possible. That was much lower doses then what I'm going to do now and I didn't mix the Opiate and sleeping meds I did them in separate overdoses because I know once you mix them especially at real high doses it causes you to go into an extremely deep sleep and stop breathing.

A bit about me, I love tattoos I have loads, I had a family which got taken away from me due to my mental health because they thought I was a "risk" even though I would do everything to protect them. Im a bodybuilder and that has always been my hobby.

If anyone would like to chat in the next couple of days leading up to me leaving this earth then please feel free to message but do not try to talk me out of it because I have made my mind up.

Thanks

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

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Non-methods that should not be attempted

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[darksouls]

you are welcome

 

[Tattz66]

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

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It's more the mixing of the medications then the doses, don't get me wrong I'm going to be taking extremely high doses but I already have real bad sleep apnoea and my heart isn't the best so I'm confident in this method. If I had access to SN I would use that but don't even know where to look

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered so much, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[developic]

It's more the mixing of the medications then the doses, don't get me wrong I'm going to be taking extremely high doses but I already have real bad sleep apnoea and my heart isn't the best so I'm confident in this method. If I had access to SN I would use that but don't even know where to look

Barbiturates: Drugs like thiopental or pentobarbital are commonly used to induce unconsciousness. These barbiturates work by depressing the central nervous system, leading to a loss of consciousness. When administered in a high enough dose, they can cause respiratory depression and eventually cardiac arrest, leading to death