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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
Do anyone experience a feeling of nothingness? How do you cope
 
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TheNorthernSilence

TheNorthernSilence

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2018
429
I can relate and I'm struggling to cope with it. It's like you're simply existing and not living.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
I don't cope. I just flail around in my bed until I fall asleep regretting the day I was born.
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
Yes, today was especially bad....I left my apartment for 10 minutes to pick up dinner... just waited for hours to go by.. waiting for what? I have no idea... other then the day I die....
 
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Maggotymaggots

Member
Apr 18, 2018
54
Yeah, I do. I feel pretty empty a lot of the time. It makes it hard for me to see much of a point in doing almost anything really. No matter what I do I seem to be left feeling largely the same in the end, and escaping it for a short while makes the feeling of emptiness seem so much more prominent when it inevitably returns.

I'm not sure I could say I really cope with it. I just try to forget that I exist as much as possible, if that makes any sense.
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

Permanently Banned
Aug 17, 2018
981
I don't cope. I just scream, cry and wail into my pillow. Or up at the ceiling, if my dad isn't home.
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
I'm bearing this feeling for a long time. I can't hide sometimes. I get so used to it.. I can't communicate properly when someone start talking to me. I don't want to because once they leave , I'll be same shit again and have to go through a lot to get accustomed to that vacuum.
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
No matter what I do I seem to be left feeling largely the same in the end, and escaping it for a short while makes the feeling of emptiness seem so much more prominent when it inevitably returns.


Yes..I feel it. It's darn difficult to get adjusted to the same emptiness again.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I don't feel empty, at least not most of the time. These past two weeks I've been trying to achieve this state, to make it easier to ctb. Tomorrow I'll stop every meaningful activity, and just get ready.
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
I don't feel empty, at least not most of the time. These past two weeks I've been trying to achieve this state, to make it easier to ctb. Tomorrow I'll stop every meaningful activity, and just get ready.

Wish you good luck. May you find peace.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I find self harm helps me get 'something' out of the nothingness, but I can't do it because I don't have privacy at home.
 
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sólstafir

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
207
I can relate and I'm struggling to cope with it. It's like you're simply existing and not living.

Can relate. And hi, I want to PM you, but can't because I probably don't have enough messages on this site. PM me please :)
 

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