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[iwashere]

i woke up this morning and i feel extremely uncomfortable. i don't know how to explain but i genuinely feel uncomfortable being alive and the only thing that kills the discomfort is ctb. im like anxious because i want to do it but.i.dont.have.a.fucking.gun!!! this shit is genuinely going to make me freak the fuck out idgaf i'll go to a gun range and shoot myself there is so fucking stressed out about this i would really appreciate if one of the stupid decrepit ass jobs reached out to me and hired me so i can get the shit i need because it's genuinely starting to pisd me off the fact i haven't done this yet and im too scared to jump off a building or hang myself bc i can't do that right, plus not as crazy as hearing that i shot myself in the head. Next gun i see whether that be at a friends house or whatever IM GOING TO STEAL IT i'm so fucking livid and over this shit right now why do those fuck ass machines have to cost $500

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

shotguns for around $200

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[r.m.216]

Mossberg Maverick is 250 or so, it'll do the trick.

Sorry you're going through this

 

[iwashere]

shotguns for around $200

12 Gauge Shotguns

12 gauge shotguns for sale online or in-store at Sportsman's Warehouse. Browse a large selection of 12 gauge shotguns from top firearm manufacturers at the best prices.

www.sportsmans.com

definitely don't want to use a shotgun because that's TOOO messy. although i was looking at some handguns and there are some in the similar price range. is a 9mm good? maybe ill just start saving my money. really should've spent my birthday money on a gun instead of going shopping in chicago
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Mossberg Maverick is 250 or so, it'll do the trick.

Sorry you're going through this

thank you!!! although i don't think i want to use a shotgun. very very very messy for whoever finds me, plus i drive a 2 seater mini cooper. that entire car will be covered in slush and debris and brain matter, plus im like a 5"2 102lb girl so i just feel like thats particularly morbid. although i do think it would sound insane if someone found out i shot myself with a shotgun