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Halo13

Halo13

Wizard
May 9, 2019
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I just wanted to make one last post on here, as I plan to not visit this site again. I really want to thank you guys for being so supportive, for the first time in a long time, I got some sort of hope wave. And in that, I realised that I can't always explain my pain and I can't make other people get it.
I poured all of the n down the drain, and I believe I'll give life another shot. This time, properly, instead of just existing in my room. I'm going to try to mend the past friendships I've lost - if they cant be, then I'll know I tried. Then try to make new friends. I'll try to mend my health as much as I can, not that everything can be fixed. And as far as bankruptcy goes, idk yet. Uni, idk.
But thank you again for everything.
Best of luck to you. Please know you can come back. Hugs.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
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So many people do perfectly fine in life without college, I hope that's not the primary reason you are considering this. Obviously I don't know what else is going on your life that makes you feel that way though, there could be a lot of physical and mental factors. I hope you find peace either way and there are a lot of people to talk to here about advice if you have any kind of hope!

Some mental & some physical but I will be working shit jobs til I die. :angry:
I'm mentally exhausted & broken. There is no amount of therapy that will help. I'm tired of barely surviving.

I just wanted to make one last post on here, as I plan to not visit this site again. I really want to thank you guys for being so supportive, for the first time in a long time, I got some sort of hope wave. And in that, I realised that I can't always explain my pain and I can't make other people get it.
I poured all of the n down the drain, and I believe I'll give life another shot. This time, properly, instead of just existing in my room. I'm going to try to mend the past friendships I've lost - if they cant be, then I'll know I tried. Then try to make new friends. I'll try to mend my health as much as I can, not that everything can be fixed. And as far as bankruptcy goes, idk yet. Uni, idk.
But thank you again for everything.

I wish you the best. :hug: I hope you succeed and find happiness. :hug:
 
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JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
Wishing you good luck and that life treats you better. Farewell.
 
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