I don't and I truly don't think I could hold, I get scared over pretty much anything in real life situations, over thinking, worrying about what they might be thinking from the smallest response, all I know how to do is to keep myself moving and to not stop no matter what, even if asked to, if you keep moving you can't be yelled at, but then it hits that you don't know what to do next, and god help you if you ask your superior in any way what you should be doing. Perfect way to get screamed at and to have a nice break down. I'm hoping to get something slow paced like working at a library, if I'm lucky it'll be as slow as I hope for and there will be little stress