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How social are you and how good you are faking it like you are not suicidal?

  • Very social / no one knows how suicidal i am

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • Very social / people know i am depressed/suicidal

    Votes: 1 1.4%
  • Social / no one knows how suicidal i am

    Votes: 5 6.8%
  • Social / people know i am depressed/suicidal

    Votes: 3 4.1%
  • I have several friends but they dont know i am suicidal

    Votes: 15 20.5%
  • I have several friends that they know i am suicidal

    Votes: 9 12.3%
  • I dont have friends anymore

    Votes: 39 53.4%
  • I am currently not suicidal

    Votes: 1 1.4%

  • Total voters
    73
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atwasoa

Member
Aug 5, 2018
55
I made this poll to learn how much lonllines efect our suicidal thoughts.
 
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Deleted member 847

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I would still do it even If I had people that really love me around. I would feel sorry for them and apologize, but in spite of that life is about the individual, and if he's not happy with his experience why should he extend it, just for inertia?
 
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Xingster

Student
Aug 9, 2018
105
Good poll
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,602
I made this poll to learn how much lonllines efect our suicidal thoughts.

I'm not lonely … I just want the hell out of here. I honestly love my alone time and would love more of it. Not saying I don't want to see my friends but I love my time alone as well.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,602
Also not very social other than my friends … I really don't like being around people at all anymore.
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

Mage
Jun 26, 2018
501
I've never been social and don't really understand loneliness. If anything I'd love to live alone in total seclusion because "Hell is other people."
 
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JessMcGuire

New Member
Aug 11, 2018
4
Hmmm...I can turn it on when necessary, for work or other commitments that I actually honor. I'll get happily drunk and become your best friend.

But I live alone by choice and spend most of my time alone. I've let all my close relationships fall to pieces or have actively pushed people away when they get too close.

I'm an extroverted introvert (or is it an introverted extrovert?). A lonely social butterfly!
 
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RaptorHavx

RaptorHavx

Drowning in loneliness...
Aug 15, 2018
120
All of the time alone... I can only say hi, and have short chit chat.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,806
Social / no one knows how suicidal i am
 
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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
655
I used to be very social and hang out very often, but my ideation has pushed me away from people and it has cost me a lot.
 
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Imaginos

Imaginos

Full-time layabout
Apr 7, 2018
638
None of these options really apply to me. In my case, I've never had any friends and, to this day, I still don't (not even online ones). Social? That word may as well be a tiny, insignificant planetoid being ripped apart by the overwhelming force of the supermassive black hole of indifference, emptiness & apathy that resides within the very fabric of my being.

supermassive-black-hole.jpg
 
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GodKnows

GodKnows

What lies ahead
Jun 28, 2018
119
I lost my best friend after an argument about my former escort addiction. I was super high on Xanax and alcohol at the moment of "breakup". I was tired of him judging me and calling me names (horny baboon, 16 year old with IQ 80 etc.). We became friends 5 years ago, but I disliked him bringing up this topic all the time.
 
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wezel

Experienced
Aug 14, 2018
221
Isolation kills.
And I am trapped in it.
 
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