
jakerjays
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- Jul 29, 2025
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I've got 3 main methods and I tend to bounce between them very often. I'm just looking for some sort of advice as to which would be best, I'd really appreciate it.
My first method is by Train. I've been stuck on this for a while.
I know that this is frowned upon because of driver and passenger involvement but it really is hard to care at this point
Ideally, I'd like to put my neck on the tracks but I know that this will be incredibly difficult due to SI.
I guess I could also sit? Is that more lethal than standing?
We also don't have any high speed trains here, they're all ones that travel through the countryside and have an average speed of 60-100 mph around here (the place of my location follows a bridge and theres a few turns which I figure may affect speed).
This was my desired method because the location is super out of the way, there is no cctv in the open area I plan to use and I figure the worst case scenario is that I stand on the tracks and wait to get plowed rather than lying down.
My second method (these are in no particular order) is a viaduct by my house.
The viaduct is 27 meters (89 ft) tall.
The problems with this method are that it's right next to a school and my house, and the only way to get to the viaduct is by walking on the tracks from the train station (its about a 10 minute walk, but I'd obviously run). Obviously this... is illegal.
I'm also not sure on the lethality of a drop that high? It would be directly onto a concrete road.
Finally, this is the method I considered initially because it's the one everyone here uses, honestly.
The tallest bridge in my city which is 33.5 meters (110 ft) tall.
This one has more cons than pros, but I suppose I'm just considering it because it's taller than the viaduct? Does height matter when you reach a certain point?
This bridge is really easily accessible, the biggest problems are just that they have offices either side of the bridge, CCTV and they have 2m suicide guard rails (which wont be hard to get over, it just means it'll take longer and increase my chances of being caught). Suicide attempts happen often here.
The guard rails are only present at the beginning and end of the bridge, but thats where the roads are beneath. Towards the centre of the bridge is the water and I don't to jump into water.
I'm mostly wanting to know which method has the highest fatality likelihood. I know which ones are more ethically desirabe and which arent, I just desperately do not want to survive and I also don't want to hang myself.
My first method is by Train. I've been stuck on this for a while.
I know that this is frowned upon because of driver and passenger involvement but it really is hard to care at this point
Ideally, I'd like to put my neck on the tracks but I know that this will be incredibly difficult due to SI.
I guess I could also sit? Is that more lethal than standing?
We also don't have any high speed trains here, they're all ones that travel through the countryside and have an average speed of 60-100 mph around here (the place of my location follows a bridge and theres a few turns which I figure may affect speed).
This was my desired method because the location is super out of the way, there is no cctv in the open area I plan to use and I figure the worst case scenario is that I stand on the tracks and wait to get plowed rather than lying down.
My second method (these are in no particular order) is a viaduct by my house.
The viaduct is 27 meters (89 ft) tall.
The problems with this method are that it's right next to a school and my house, and the only way to get to the viaduct is by walking on the tracks from the train station (its about a 10 minute walk, but I'd obviously run). Obviously this... is illegal.
I'm also not sure on the lethality of a drop that high? It would be directly onto a concrete road.
Finally, this is the method I considered initially because it's the one everyone here uses, honestly.
The tallest bridge in my city which is 33.5 meters (110 ft) tall.
This one has more cons than pros, but I suppose I'm just considering it because it's taller than the viaduct? Does height matter when you reach a certain point?
This bridge is really easily accessible, the biggest problems are just that they have offices either side of the bridge, CCTV and they have 2m suicide guard rails (which wont be hard to get over, it just means it'll take longer and increase my chances of being caught). Suicide attempts happen often here.
The guard rails are only present at the beginning and end of the bridge, but thats where the roads are beneath. Towards the centre of the bridge is the water and I don't to jump into water.
I'm mostly wanting to know which method has the highest fatality likelihood. I know which ones are more ethically desirabe and which arent, I just desperately do not want to survive and I also don't want to hang myself.
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