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blindstatue

blindstatue

Member
Nov 16, 2018
94
How do you feel? Anything interesting to tell us?

Woke up today thinking I was going to be 100% clean. Right now it's 7am, I haven't slept and I'm on a mix of benzos, alcohol, weed...and wellbutrin LOL

I feel euphoric.
 
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Made4TV

Made4TV

A hopeless hope junkie
Sep 17, 2018
574
Feel great right now. Floating...tingling...I still want to die though. But so many things to do first. Ugh. That thought kinda killed my high a bit. Straight up.
 
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blindstatue

blindstatue

Member
Nov 16, 2018
94
Drunk again today. Had 3 beers and 0.25mg lorazepam. Will take more benzos later. Consider I'm pretty fragile due to my condition so my tolerance is low and beer is the only thing I can actually keep down.

I actually feel good. And I feel good about death, about sleeping forever.
 
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blindstatue

blindstatue

Member
Nov 16, 2018
94
Feel great right now. Floating...tingling...I still want to die though.
That's exactly what I feel when I'm high or drunk word by word.

Either that or I'm puking my insides out and wishing I was never born.
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
Im drinking most nights so drink with me friends
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
I'm drunk and high
 
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Fucking loving it

Fucking loving it

Specialist
Sep 3, 2018
378
Weed, benzos, muscle relaxers and kratom
 
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samsays89

Student
Oct 4, 2018
139
I'm drunk. Rum and nutmeg lol. Weed and other stuff is too much of a hassle to get here.

Edit: oh and some random over the counter stuff, dxm. Kinda lame actually.
 
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whywait

whywait

Member
Nov 11, 2018
25
High, and hiding it from roommates. I'm high-ding
 
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anthomaniac

anthomaniac

Member
Oct 10, 2018
40
Some vodka shots and my memories with my old lover, it's all of what i seem to think about now
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
All raise a glass to hell!
 
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Made4TV

Made4TV

A hopeless hope junkie
Sep 17, 2018
574
Oh man took me forever to find this thread cuz I kept forgetting along the way why I was scrolling.

What me high AGAIN?
 
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samsays89

Student
Oct 4, 2018
139
Right now major nystigna, cant drive. Gotta stay home but got tons of rum and beer. Taking my dog out around the block is fun.

Gonna cook a $3.00 frozen pizza soon and looking forward to it. Of course I'll share it with my dog.
 
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Norest4thewicked

Norest4thewicked

Losing it
Nov 4, 2018
270
Been steadily drunk for days. Had a few spliffs and got a nice size line ready to go. It doesn't change anything though. Still feel hopeless and lost.
 
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Armadillo

Experienced
Oct 24, 2018
224
Been drinking vodka last night, today's the turn of beer and some ambien when I'll go to sleep.

I'm drunk. Rum and nutmeg lol. Weed and other stuff is too much of a hassle to get here.

Edit: oh and some random over the counter stuff, dxm. Kinda lame actually.

Yep. I tried DXM for the first time a feew weeks ago. Extremely disappointed, on 400+mg i felt like really drunk but without the fun. Luckily it didn't last long...
Never again.
 
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Fucking loving it

Fucking loving it

Specialist
Sep 3, 2018
378
Smoked weed. Ketamine . Kratom . 20mg baclofen. 4 mg ativan
 
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Moony21

Moony21

Experienced
Nov 23, 2018
273
I'm drunk und I mixed with stilnox and lorazepam
 
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Armadillo

Experienced
Oct 24, 2018
224
I'm fucked up on Zolpidem and Xanax
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I'm on dxm and dph ohwuh <3 *hugs everyone warmly*
 
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Niko

Niko

Student
Oct 4, 2018
112
I just smoked some weed, tbh I feel worse now lol.
 
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52shriek

52shriek

Student
Nov 6, 2018
112
I should have posted here last night, took some old N (too old to be reliable to ctb) and probably bothered those who were in the chat with my ramblings.

Consequently I'm a bit hungover. This is gonna be worse than a "normal" day, which is already bad enough. I don't know if many ppl here have done a sleep test with N, but the next day is no fun :(
 
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Toxic Person

Toxic Person

Member
Nov 11, 2018
50
I'm high and i'm in a so fckng bad mood tbh.
 
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samsays89

Student
Oct 4, 2018
139
I can chug rum directly from the bottle again! Fuck off liver disease I can be with my dog until she dies.

If this keeps up I gotta make a recovery post. Still got some years left. I love my dog. I've been kinda drunk since lunch though.
 
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WhoStevik

WhoStevik

Member
Nov 23, 2018
75
Anyone has experience with zolpidem? I have insomnia and anxiety but can't tolerate benzo drugs. I'm looking to ask for some zolpidem to my doctor next time, but I want to know. In which situations doctors prescribe zolpidem? I'm taking other drugs right now but aren't so effective, so u think is strange to ask for some zolpidem? I just wanna try, if this can help me or not. What u think about?
 
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