Method Potassium Nitrite (kno2), goodbye thread. The road to ctb. 2/3

[Nervous young man]

This is a continuation of a previous help thread I posted. Please read the previous thread for feedback and responses any help is appreciated. This thread will exist as a second installment in a three thread series where I will document my ctb attempt and hopefully success. In the final thread I will have moderators delete my account and update the thread with 3 minute interval updates until I am dead or hospitalized.

PN arrives tomorrow.

Hello SaSu tomorrow my PN will arrive in the mail. I still need to order test strips in order to determine the nitrite levels in it but I'm confident. My current plan looks something likes this I'm looking for corrections to this information. Sex: M Weight: 156 Height: 5'11 30 Miligrams of...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Sex: M
Weight: 156
Height: 5'11

30 Miligrams of Metoclopramide ingested 40 minutes before PN dose
50 Miligrams diphenhydramine taken 60 minutes before PN dose
1000 Miligrams of Ibuproufen taken 60 minutes before PN dose
60 grams of Potassium Nitrite dissolved into 70 mililiters of water and ingested

Hello friends! My Potassium Nitrite got here today, its purity is 95%-102% so maybe testing strips are no longer needed? I'll update this thread with pictures once I find the time to get my PPE on and take them. My questions from the previous thread remain active as I still have no found a suitable location thanks to living with five other people! I'm still waiting for my Metoclopramide to get here once my paycheck hits, I was wondering if its possible to just drink multiple glasses and not have to take it at all. I'm just really excited to ctb, not sticking to the plan means failure! Plan, plan, plan! The crystals are very chunky it looks super toxic. I have over 500g of the stuff too. Any help with my math or even input is greatly appreciated.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

bump for visibility. hoping someone more in the know can jump in.

 

[usernamenoonecares]

Where do you find Metoclopramide without prescription in US?

 

[RiverOfLife]

Where do you find Metoclopramide without prescription in US?

There is an online pharmacy often mentioned. I just ordered some Meto so I don't know how long it will take.

 

[usernamenoonecares]

There is an online pharmacy often mentioned. I just ordered some Meto so I don't know how long it will take.

Would you mind DM me the name of the pharmacy?

 

[Mr. Silver]

Good luck brother

 

[Nervous young man]

I'll update this thread with pictures once I find the time to get my PPE on and take them.

Pictures below! Metadata removed ofc I don't trust strangers on the internet.

bump for visibility. hoping someone more in the know can jump in.

There isn't alot of info about PN because it's still relatively new but with the new laws passed by the US this could be the next big thing and really help alot of people out. After all it's the nitrite in SN that makes it so promising not the sodium. Potassium Nitrite is still some surface web stuff in the US I mean some incredibly popular online retailers will literally sell to you ( A PRIVATE BUYER ) without a reason, no need to have a business.

Good luck brother

Thank you for the kind words, I wish for peace for everyone on the planet.

 

[DarkestSoul]

Be at peace.
Hope your journey will be effortless and painless.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope that you find peace.

 

[APeacefulPlace]

60 grams of Potassium Nitrite dissolved into 70 mililiters of water and ingested

60g KN seems excessive, the recommended dose for your weight should be 31g KN ( a detailed explanation can be found on this thread. ) Consider lowering your water amount from 70 to 50 mL to maximize SN absorption. You also mentioned the KN being too chunky, if this is a concern, try sandwiching a measured amount of KN between two pieces of paper and crush it to a fine-powder-like consistency, making it easier to dissolve in water.

I was wondering if its possible to just drink multiple glasses and not have to take it at all.

It's possible, but would you rather drink multiple glasses of an unpleasant solution or do it just once? there's also a risk that you might vomit on the first drink, it'll also delay the absorption process, personally wouldn't recommend it.

Hope this helps.

 

[CmonAlready]

This is a continuation of a previous help thread I posted. Please read the previous thread for feedback and responses any help is appreciated. This thread will exist as a second installment in a three thread series where I will document my ctb attempt and hopefully success. In the final thread I will have moderators delete my account and update the thread with 3 minute interval updates until I am dead or hospitalized.

PN arrives tomorrow.

Hello SaSu tomorrow my PN will arrive in the mail. I still need to order test strips in order to determine the nitrite levels in it but I'm confident. My current plan looks something likes this I'm looking for corrections to this information. Sex: M Weight: 156 Height: 5'11 30 Miligrams of...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Sex: M
Weight: 156
Height: 5'11

30 Miligrams of Metoclopramide ingested 40 minutes before PN dose
50 Miligrams diphenhydramine taken 60 minutes before PN dose
1000 Miligrams of Ibuproufen taken 60 minutes before PN dose
60 grams of Potassium Nitrite dissolved into 70 mililiters of water and ingested

Hello friends! My Potassium Nitrite got here today, its purity is 95%-102% so maybe testing strips are no longer needed? I'll update this thread with pictures once I find the time to get my PPE on and take them. My questions from the previous thread remain active as I still have no found a suitable location thanks to living with five other people! I'm still waiting for my Metoclopramide to get here once my paycheck hits, I was wondering if its possible to just drink multiple glasses and not have to take it at all. I'm just really excited to ctb, not sticking to the plan means failure! Plan, plan, plan! The crystals are very chunky it looks super toxic. I have over 500g of the stuff too. Any help with my math or even input is greatly appreciated.

60 mg of SN? That is a far too much at your weight.

Who recommended this substantial amount? And whar role does the Benadryl play?

 

[Nervous young man]

60 mg of SN? That is a far too much at your weight.

Who recommended this substantial amount? And whar role does the Benadryl play?

Nobody recommended it I just wanted to be as overkill as possible but I'm seeing now that isn't a smart decision as I've done more research, for the benadryl I want something really sedative. I've done lots of benadryl and antihistamines before to calm me and they usually work very well. Thank you for the help and kind comments.

 

[newstart2000]

Feel sad

 

[CmonAlready]

Nobody recommended it I just wanted to be as overkill as possible but I'm seeing now that isn't a smart decision as I've done more research, for the benadryl I want something really sedative. I've done lots of benadryl and antihistamines before to calm me and they usually work very well. Thank you for the help and kind comments.

My apologies. I didn't realize you were referring to Potassium Nitrite, which is significantly less lethal than Sodium Nitrite. Benadryl actually energizes me.

 

[Nervous young man]

Feel sad

I do, all the time.

My apologies. I didn't realize you were referring to Potassium Nitrite, which is significantly less lethal than Sodium Nitrite. Benadryl actually energizes me.

It's okay, in the USA they made it prettttyy difficult for no reason to get SN and I just got fired today so that was never an option on top of hating using bank transfers to buy stuff. I still think 60g is a bit over the top and will probably lower it. I don't have anything for vomiting so as other users have posted multiple cups will be necessary. Although on the other hand will lowering it actually do anything? Like I doubt the taste can be that much worse its a toxic chemical used to cure meat it was always going to taste like garbage. Regardless, just putting some final polish on the plan. Benadryl makes me very tired so I think it will help alot to make my journey more peaceful.

 

[legoshi]

Where do you find Metoclopramide without prescription in US?

Same thing I was wondering.
goodbye, hope you find peace. Sorry, you have reached this point in life.

 

[CmonAlready]

I do, all the time.

It's okay, in the USA they made it prettttyy difficult for no reason to get SN and I just got fired today so that was never an option on top of hating using bank transfers to buy stuff. I still think 60g is a bit over the top and will probably lower it. I don't have anything for vomiting so as other users have posted multiple cups will be necessary. Although on the other hand will lowering it actually do anything? Like I doubt the taste can be that much worse its a toxic chemical used to cure meat it was always going to taste like garbage. Regardless, just putting some final polish on the plan. Benadryl makes me very tired so I think it will help alot to make my journey more

Yeah, unfortunately the anti-emetic is indispensable to success. You'll otherwise just keep vomiting! Metoclopramide is the most popular but there are several others, all of which you can buy from pharmacies in India without a prescription. It does take long! But I wouldn't execute your plan without one!

Here's the link: https://forums.phoenixrising.me/threads/list-of-reliable-prescription-free-online-pharmacies.8113/ of primarily Indian pharmacies that sell Metoclopramide without a prescription. Use the search function to search for those that sell Metoclopramide and how long shipping takes.

Good luck!

 

[SVEN]

Don't do it please, throw it out. Please don't do it. Just 1 more day, 1 day at a time. There is still more fight in you to do 1 day at a time.

For someone who was asking for assistance to locate an SN supplier you're not really in a great position to be offering advice to question other's choices.

 

[Peace2peace]

For someone who was asking for assistance to locate an SN supplier you're not really in a great position to be offering advice to question other's choices.

Lol he is acting pro life now

 

[Lee deadmanwalking]

For someone who was asking for assistance to locate an SN supplier you're not really in a great position to be offering advice to question other's choices.

Who the fuck do you think you are

Who the fuck do you think you are

I don't want blood on my hands and encourage people

 

[SVEN]

I think I'm someone who finds your inconsistency and apparent hypocrisy appalling. You come onto this group plaintively begging for access to SN supplies, then invite others to endure just one more day and message you directly.
Believing in free choice has nothing to do with having "blood on your hands" ... perhaps choosing to have responsibility for your own declared decision to end your life is where you should leave matters; and allow others the freedom of choice you expect for yourself.

 

[userisuser]

There is an online pharmacy often mentioned. I just ordered some Meto so I don't know how long it will take.

Can you pls dm me the name of pharmacy

 

[Nervous young man]

Who the fuck do you think you are

I don't want blood on my hands and encourage people

The goal of this forum isn't to encourage anyone to do anything it is to provide purely factual information and a platform for people to share their life experiences on the topic of suicide and "pro-choice" ( whatever that means, I hate to use the terms pro-life and pro-choice because the word pro-life is purposefully loaded as a political tactic against us ) which if you would have checked the new members section you could have very easily figured this out. This site doesn't exist to goad you into doing anything it simply allows free discussion of these topics.

I think I'm someone who finds your inconsistency and apparent hypocrisy appalling. You come onto this group plaintively begging for access to SN supplies, then invite others to endure just one more day and message you directly.
Believing in free choice has nothing to do with having "blood on your hands" ... perhaps choosing to have responsibility for your own declared decision to end your life is where you should leave matters; and allow others the freedom of choice you expect for yourself.

Even if you want to say "dont die" that's okay, we have a section for that on the website its called the recovery sub-forum. I personally don't object to people being honest with their feelings but a simple "dont die lel" kind of comes across as very troll-ish and doesn't get to the heart of any issues which is at least the kind of conversation I came to this forum to avoid. Just don't be reductive and limit complex issues to a couple sentence replies?? So weird to me.

 

[cme-dme]

Seems like that guy got banned lol.
@Nervous young man do you have a specific date in mind for CTB? Also, why PN? What issues were you facing getting SN in the US? Just wondering.

I hate to use the terms pro-life and pro-choice because the word pro-life is purposefully loaded as a political tactic against us

is there a better word we can use instead? I dislike those terms as well. It serves the same loaded purpose in abortion discussion too.

 

[Nervous young man]

Seems like that guy got banned lol.
do you have a specific date in mind for CTB? Also, why PN? What issues were you facing getting SN in the US? Just wondering.

is there a better word we can use instead? I dislike those terms as well. It serves the same loaded purpose in abortion discussion too.

Apologies in advance for poor structuring, I am very drunk.

No I do not have a specific date is mind, currently I have issues to take care regarding personal loved ones. The forum will likely have a week notice in advance before that sort of thing since I believe making a plan and keeping to it is an essential step to success.
In the states they recently passed a law ( last year iirc ) banning sale of Sodium Nitrite to private buyers and I do not have a bank account or money. I actually spent the last of my money on the Potassium Nitrite. It can still be bought on surface web popular retailers which makes it extremely easy to access. I could always try this DMC I've heard about but I bought it before I joined the forum and learned of this site. I've been following SaSu in the news for a while first as a curious observer before finally deciding to join your community in hopes of camaraderie. I also read some reports on here about the use of Potassium Nitrite and that encouraged me to try and document my experiences of it when I do CTB for the sake of documentation.

Now what words we should use is a more difficult question, I always preferred anti-medical paternalism or bodily autonomy advocate.

 

[cazza82]

Who the fuck do you think you are

I don't want blood on my hands and encourage people

I don't feel like anyone encourages me on this forum I came here because this is the only place I can talk openly about wanting to end my life without judgement.
Does anyone know where I will get that metoclopmamide whatever it's called does it have to be from a GP I'm in the UK I need to get my last bits together

 

[cme-dme]

Apologies in advance for poor structuring, I am very drunk.

No I do not have a specific date is mind, currently I have issues to take care regarding personal loved ones. The forum will likely have a week notice in advance before that sort of thing since I believe making a plan and keeping to it is an essential step to success.
In the states they recently passed a law ( last year iirc ) banning sale of Sodium Nitrite to private buyers and I do not have a bank account or money. I actually spent the last of my money on the Potassium Nitrite. It can still be bought on surface web popular retailers which makes it extremely easy to access. I could always try this DMC I've heard about but I bought it before I joined the forum and learned of this site. I've been following SaSu in the news for a while first as a curious observer before finally deciding to join your community in hopes of camaraderie. I also read some reports on here about the use of Potassium Nitrite and that encouraged me to try and document my experiences of it when I do CTB for the sake of documentation.

Now what words we should use is a more difficult question, I always preferred anti-medical paternalism or bodily autonomy advocate.

I think that law only applies in California? I haven't kept up on it. All I know is that I should buy SN now instead of later lol. How'd you buy PN without a bank account or money?

 

[needthebus]

Apologies in advance for poor structuring, I am very drunk.

No I do not have a specific date is mind, currently I have issues to take care regarding personal loved ones. The forum will likely have a week notice in advance before that sort of thing since I believe making a plan and keeping to it is an essential step to success.
In the states they recently passed a law ( last year iirc ) banning sale of Sodium Nitrite to private buyers and I do not have a bank account or money. I actually spent the last of my money on the Potassium Nitrite. It can still be bought on surface web popular retailers which makes it extremely easy to access. I could always try this DMC I've heard about but I bought it before I joined the forum and learned of this site. I've been following SaSu in the news for a while first as a curious observer before finally deciding to join your community in hopes of camaraderie. I also read some reports on here about the use of Potassium Nitrite and that encouraged me to try and document my experiences of it when I do CTB for the sake of documentation.

Now what words we should use is a more difficult question, I always preferred anti-medical paternalism or bodily autonomy advocate.

why are you suicidal? (without providing identifying info)

<3 for you friend and sending hugs for you on your journey, however it works out

i wish the world were less difficult

 

[slinkey10]

I don't feel like anyone encourages me on this forum I came here because this is the only place I can talk openly about wanting to end my life without judgement.
Does anyone know where I will get that metoclopmamide whatever it's called does it have to be from a GP I'm in the UK I need to get my last bits together

Im in the uk also - there are posts about this but you can ask your GP for this by saying you have been feeling dizzy & having (nausea or vomiting), for a while and had googled this.
They might say you have noravirus , say you havent had diarrhoea.
Say you want to try meto, it isnt a controlled substance - depends how helpfull or crap your GP is. Mine just googles everything in front of me :)

Say youve had gastroesophageal reflux as well...

 

[cazza82]

Im in the uk also - there are posts about this but you can ask your GP for this by saying you have been feeling dizzy & having (nausea or vomiting), for a while and had googled this.
They might say you have noravirus , say you havent had diarrhoea.
Say you want to try meto, it isnt a controlled substance - depends how helpfull or crap your GP is. Mine just googles everything in front of me :)

Say youve had gastroesophageal reflux as well...

Could I say I need it for my anxiety I've had nausea meds from him before for that reason