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perfect yes - say those nausea meds wernt effective and can you try meta, even 14days worth (which I think is enough) & say youve googled & researched this?
Just be carefull he doesnt go down the anti depressant route that most UK gps love going down! say you arent depressed but anxious as as a result of acid reflux type effect.
He knows I have depression and anxiety but he has never offered me antidepressants only propanalol but my therapist is in the same building and she knows shit so I have to be sneaky
He actually messaged me asking me if I would sell him my SN
I got mine from an online pharmacy, you fill in a questionnaire and they issue you a real prescription from an online GP. I just said I get migraines, my irl GP never prescribes anything so I couldn't be arsed trying.
You're right its just more difficult to obtain SN in the states. I do not want to fuck with "alternative forms of payment" it is such a massive nuisance.
Life is cruel and there is no reason for me to endure said suffering, I cannot find a compelling argument for staying alive.
I'm actually a transsexual so, it is pretty bad. Among other things even if my life was okay in some respects the trauma I have endured has rendered me basically completely mentally incapable of enjoying it. I exist in a constant state of suffering or anhedonia and nothing else. The only thing remotely close to enjoyment I can extract out of life is fleeting temporary distractions and substance abuse of which drives away the people in my life. I figure at this point I'm already buried above ground so why not ctb.
I'm about 6' 5" and yeah my life sucks. If anybody would like to swap heights with me I would be happy to :)
Just want to wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you seek.This is a continuation of a previous help thread I posted. Please read the previous thread for feedback and responses any help is appreciated. This thread will exist as a second installment in a three thread series where I will document my ctb attempt and hopefully success. In the final thread I will have moderators delete my account and update the thread with 3 minute interval updates until I am dead or hospitalized.
PN arrives tomorrow.
Hello SaSu tomorrow my PN will arrive in the mail. I still need to order test strips in order to determine the nitrite levels in it but I'm confident. My current plan looks something likes this I'm looking for corrections to this information. Sex: M Weight: 156 Height: 5'11 30 Miligrams of...sanctioned-suicide.net
Sex: M
Weight: 156
Height: 5'11
30 Miligrams of Metoclopramide ingested 40 minutes before PN dose
50 Miligrams diphenhydramine taken 60 minutes before PN dose
1000 Miligrams of Ibuproufen taken 60 minutes before PN dose
60 grams of Potassium Nitrite dissolved into 70 mililiters of water and ingested
Hello friends! My Potassium Nitrite got here today, its purity is 95%-102% so maybe testing strips are no longer needed? I'll update this thread with pictures once I find the time to get my PPE on and take them. My questions from the previous thread remain active as I still have no found a suitable location thanks to living with five other people! I'm still waiting for my Metoclopramide to get here once my paycheck hits, I was wondering if its possible to just drink multiple glasses and not have to take it at all. I'm just really excited to ctb, not sticking to the plan means failure! Plan, plan, plan! The crystals are very chunky it looks super toxic. I have over 500g of the stuff too. Any help with my math or even input is greatly appreciated.
