Venting ramble ramble

[qwert3948]

i'm feeling terrible recently. i wish i could find a real way to get rid of this feeling, but nothing works, so i'll write whatever here since it makes me feel a little better sometimes.

i don't really have anything to say, though.. i really wish i could somehow make my family forget i exist so i can die peacefully, but how do you even make someone forget the person they live with lol..