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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

Too many flashbacks, can't take it anymore! Help!
Aug 10, 2021
1,429
Panic-stricken, handle business, not a joke, yeah
Manners missin', travel different, no control, yeah
Time to listen, time to zip it, keep it closed
My description, highly gifted, take some notes, yeah
Lack of interest, why'd you visit? Hit the road, yeah
I'm kinda twisted, so keep your distance, be a ghost
Yeah, see I'm inventive, but quite the menace, you ain't know?
Well then I'm offended, let's jog your memories, here we go, yeah
I went from nobody to kinda famous
Hide my plaques inside the closet, I just can't explain it
My wife, she tells me that she's proud and thinks that I should hang 'em
But I just leave 'em on the ground right next to my self-hatred
Yeah, yeah, mental health, where's my mental health?
Diagnosed with OCD, what does that mean? Well, gather 'round
That means I obsessively obsess on things I think about
That means I might take a normal thought and think it's so profound (Leave me alone)
Ruminating, fill balloons up full of doubts
Do the same things, if I don't, I'm overwhelmed
Panic-stricken, handle business, not a joke, yeah
Manners missin', travel different, no control, yeah
Time to listen, time to zip it, keep it closed
My description, highly gifted, take some notes, yeah
Lack of interest, why'd you visit? Hit the road, yeah
I'm kinda twisted, so keep your distance, be a ghost
Yeah, see I'm inventive, but quite the menace, you ain't know?
Well then I'm offended, let's jog your memories, here we go, yeah
I went from nobody to kinda famous
Hide my plaques inside the closet, I just can't explain it
My wife, she tells me that she's proud and thinks that I should hang 'em
But I just leave 'em on the ground right next to my self-hatred
Yeah, yeah, mental health, where's my mental health?
Diagnosed with OCD, what does that mean? Well, gather 'round
That means I obsessively obsess on things I think about
That means I might take a normal thought and think it's so profound (Leave me alone)
Ruminating, fill balloons up full of doubts
Do the same things, if I don't, I'm overwhelmed

Thoughts are pacing, they go 'round and 'round and 'round
It's so draining, let's move onto something else, fine (Oh) (Leave me alone)
Runnin' the game, but they don't even know it
Like I'm undercover and don't wanna blow it
I come out of nowhere, they don't even notice
The flow is so cold, you would think it was snowin' (Oh) (Leave me alone)
I'm under the weather, but wind isn't blowin'
I got an umbrella for difficult moments
You got to admit it, I'm very devoted
I'm out in the rain, but it don't always open, so I (I, I)
[Pre-Chorus]
Hold up my balloons and cover up my face
I can feel them weighin' on me every day
I should let 'em go and watch 'em float away
But I'm scared if I do, then I'll be more afraid (More afraid)
Tell them how I feel, but they don't wanna change (Don't wanna change)
Tell them how I feel, but they remain the same (Same)
Loosen up my grip, they say that's not okay
Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy, leave me alone! (Oh)

This songs describes what ocd is like so well.
 
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PanaxMan

Student
Apr 11, 2023
156
Don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed

Yeah...
I don't wanna fall asleep
I don't wanna pass away
I been thinking of our future cause I'll never see those days

I don't know why this has happened, but I probably deserve it
I tried to do my best, but you know that I'm not perfect

I been praying for forgiveness, you been praying for my health
When I leave this earth, hoping you'll find someone else

Cause yeah, we still young there's so much we haven't done
Getting married, start a family, watch your husband with his son

I wish it could be me, but I won't make it off this bed
I hope I go to heaven, so I see you once again

My life was kinda short, but I got so many blessings
Happy you were mine, it sucks that it's all ending

Don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
And I, don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed

I'm happy that you're here with me
I'm sorry if I tear up
When me and you were younger you would always make me cheer up

Taking goofy videos while walking through the park
You would jump into my arms every time you heard a bark
Cuddle in your sheets, sang me sound asleep

Sundays went to church, on Mondays watched a movie
Soon you'll be alone, sorry that you have to lose me

Don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
And I, don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed

Don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
And I, don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,207
Bonds of Fire, Connect Us.
Love provides, Protects Us.
Like the wisdom of the sages,
Like the Emblems of the ages.

Bonds of Hope, Unite Us.
Shining on to guide us.
Skies beyond, embrace the beauty.
The time is now for you and me.

Woven into all the memories,
The Fire Emblem burns eternally…
 
Alexei_Kirillov

Alexei_Kirillov

Waiting for my next window of opportunity
Mar 9, 2024
1,060
I made a life out of chasing a ghost
Twenty years takes its toll

I got along for a while, I guess
But it took everything I had
I gotta find a way out of this mess
I'm in troublе and it sure looks bad
 
sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Counting stars
The most special star, star, star, star, star, star
The odd onе, that's me
All, all, all, all, all, all sorts of things are my work
(Bling, bling)
Everyday, flashy, flashy
It's flashy, wе're S-class
Flashy, flashy

Light spreads, the star shines brighter
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
Life, life is a pigsty
and if you don't know this
Then what do you know?
Every second of my life
I only live for you
And you can shoot me
And you can throw me off a train
I still maintain
I still maintain
Life, life is a pigsty
Life is a pigsty
and I've been shifting gears all of my life
But I'm still the same underneath
And this you surely knew
I can't reach you
I can't reach you
I can't reach you anymore
Can you please stop time?
Can you stop the pain?
I feel too cold
And now I feel too warm again
Can you stop this pain?
Can you stop this pain?
Even now in the final hour
Of my life
I'm falling in love again
Again
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
I take big hip-hop steps, being special is my specialty
I come and go on special episodes as if it's my house
I don't envy studios, got the VIP room
Swarming with unique features
The nobodies who look around carelessly
Have a habit of jumping on anything that's shiny, no, no
Be the one to shine instead of chasing after what's shiny
That's much easier to show off, Shine like a diamond, 'kay?
 
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ms_beaverhousen

ms_beaverhousen

-Still terminal, but no less annoyed-
Mar 14, 2024
1,302
Post a random lyric from a song you recently listened to or are listening too! just see what happens who knows, why not, have fun, I'll start! "Alone, at the edge of a universe, humming a tune..."
Context:: This has just been in my head since my cable in messed up and there's nothing to watch, and To 10 Best Theme Songs from (maybe 80s themed) TV shows was only thing watchable. I missed a couple, and thought what could those have been? and then, "Fish don't fry in the kitchuun! And beans don't burn on the grill... Took a whole lotta turyin' a justa get up that hill!" cane in my head. And now it's in my head for like two days, especially since that was the first part of the song for my (team) cheer competition in 4th Grade... 🙈
 
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
Oh, what a mess I've made of my life...
No, I've never had a job
because I've never wanted one.
I've seen you smile,
but I've never really heard you laugh.
So who is rich and who is poor?
I cannot say
 
sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Counting stars S-Class
(Counting stars S-Class)
Feeling extra (Bling, bling)
Everyday flashy, flashy
It's flashy, we're S-class
Flashy, flashy
Light spreads, the star shines brighter
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,207
There's a time to take a toll
Let the blood inside you flow
Find your way to the unknown
Trust yourself and let it go.
 
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Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

Nobody knows what I see
Mar 6, 2023
331
I'm tired, so tired
I'm tired of having sex
 
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Vivir_O_No

twojei
Dec 10, 2023
86
Leaving some words, a note
If anyone gave a damn
She laid her eyes upon the glade
A place unseen by many
And unknown to all
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,207
Athena's name is magic!
Mystery, is what you see.
Her crystal is the answer.
Fighting fair, to keep us free.

She's just a little girl with power inside,
Burning bright.
You better hide if you are bad,
She'll get you!

She'll read your mind and find if,
You believe in right or wrong!

Fire! Fire!
Psycho-Soldier!
Fire! Fire!
Psycho-Soldier!
 
sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
There's nothing lacking
I'm saucin', livin' in big Seoul City, without showing any modesty
I hang up the imitators on the laundry rack
If we do it, they all fall down like bowling pins
Shoulders held high like Mt. Everest
No chance of falling down, it is unstoppable every day

When I make it big, watch your heads
I'll change the trend every day like refresh
(Cling, cling)
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,207
Every soul contains a whisper of light,
Growing louder as it calls to unite.
From a distance sings a chorus of souls,
Growing slowly, stirring heat from the coals.

Colors weave into a spire of flame,
Distant sparks call to a past still unnamed.
Bear this torch against the cold of the night.
Light will guide you on your way to the Ultimate fight!
 
sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
"Even if I try not to stand out
I stand out right, I know
Upload, #we'regoingup
Yeah, we flying around
Too much attention, oh, it's focused on me
Even if I'm tired of it
It can't be helped, yeah, yeah

I am too much of a charmer, I'm the charmer"
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Too much of a charmer, I'm the charmer, yes
I am too much of a charmer, I'm the charmer
Charmer, charmer, charmer
Charmer, yes
I shine without even doing a thing
Go a bit crazy and see the stars
I shine without even doing a thing

Charmer, charmer, charmer, charmer
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,207
In the night light, do you see what you dream?
All your triumph and all you'll ever be?
Look around you then you may realize,
Happiness lies trapped in misery.
 
Ditto

Ditto

Member
Apr 26, 2024
27
No vow I've broken leads me astray
No words you've spoken keep me away
I know you still crave me
Remember you're mine
Your voice it sedates me
My liquor, my wine
We won't meet in heaven
I don't dream I dread it
No one compares to the angel by my side
You say you're fine but we both know that's a lie
I know you still crave me
Remember you're mine
Your voice it sedates me
My liquor, my wine
We won't meet in heaven
I don't dream I dread it
We won't meet in heaven
I don't dream I dread it
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
It's okay since it's not SECOM
The sound that I'm hearing is a fanfare
Let's play all night long, what I need is more caffeine

Come if you want, the passcode is Open Sesame
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
I don't want to go to sleep now
I'll be making a masterpiece now (Yeah)
I look for caffeine without even realizing
Start with a cup
I don't want to go to sleep now
I'll be making a masterpiece now (Yeah)
Perhaps it's because the caffeine is
Still in my body
 
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Jiroscope

Lost
Apr 8, 2021
23
Talking all night,
I held you still
But you don't know me like that
and you never will
Calling all night
It was never real
But you don't know me like that
and you never will
 
targz

targz

Member
Feb 22, 2023
95
It's time to go, you are infected
Come as you are, don't be scared of us, you'll be protected
(Protected, protected)
I guess you are a different kind of human
I guess you are a different kind of human

We have come here for you, and we're coming in peace
Mothership will take you on higher, higher
This world you live in is not a place for someone like you
Come on, let us take you home

There is a flaw in man-made matters
But you are pure, and we have to get you out of here

He holds the gun against my head
I close my eyes and bang I am dead
I know he knows that he's killing me for mercy

He holds my body in his arms
He didn't mean to do no harm
And he holds me tight

Oh, he did it all to spare me from the awful things in life that come
And he cries and cries
I know he knows that he's killing me for mercy
 
Tikialia

Tikialia

I became the person I swore I'd never become
May 7, 2023
65
Get a good look at my face before I'm gone
A shadow of your soul reflected on
The panoptical appendage, the black glass
The burning bush and the black mass
Don't ignore the message, answer the call
Crawl into the cave before it's gone
Before the future turns to ashes
Before your blood turns into plastic
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,207
Se vi a vi a, vivi asa.
Non visi a,
Vis a signis fortis, soli sat.
Te, memor, va, indica, illia
Qua it o via.

O vires tangunt vas(em)! I! Descat e meto!
Va! Mi volans vas! I! O, mi descet vi et, o, mi, a!
Fire Emblem!
A pur os met o!
A, furti abeas sic ut
Tu, parato sit.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Relax everyone, stop pretending to be normal
All of your smiles look weird
When the lock is released, we're all the same
Your eyes can't fool me, ho

The real self has been released (Yup, yup)
Barely holding on (Yup, yup)
After blinking once, back
Again, back to cosplaying as what society
Defines normal to be pow


Mash up, mind blown put my mind on back up
Prototype, on the inside I'm always a freaky monster
Kindness is no longer trеnding, now rotten
You can backbite me as much as you want, I'll ignorе them anyway
Poppin', If you think I'm just pure and innocent, you're wrong
When a favor continues, people think it's their right, toxic
This is what drives me crazy, warning

Maniac
Going crazy, like I have a loose screw maniac
Spinning, going crazy
Maniac walk like Frankenstein
Maniac, maniac (Ha-ha)
Maniac (Oh)
Laugh like I have a loose screw maniac (You can't stop the smoke)
Spinning, going crazy (Thick as fog)
Maniac, a maniac group (We're maniacs)
Maniac, maniac
Like the seam of a torn doll (Ha)
Eventually, you'll expose your real self
In this not easy life
It ain't "live," it's "holding on," yeah


Relax everyone, stop pretending to be normal
All of your smiles no fresh
When the locket is open, we're all the same
Your eyes can't fool me, ho

This street I'm walking on is a minefield
Like a dormant volcano, never know when it'll all explode
Never know when the calm winds will change
Everyone lives hiding themselves like a sealed tornado
Poppin', if you think I'm just pure and innocent, you're wrong
When a favor continues, people think it's their right, toxic
This is what drives me crazy, warning


Maniac
Going crazy, like I have a loose screw maniac
Spinning, going crazy
Maniac walk like Frankenstein
Maniac, maniac (Ha-ha)
Maniac (Oh)
Laugh like I have a loose screw maniac (You can't stop the smoke)
Spinning, going crazy (Thick as fog)
Maniac, a maniac group (We're maniacs)
Maniac, maniac

Eyes filled with lunatic
All senses are tense
Locked up while wrapped up in that pretty package
As time goes by, it'll eventually be revealed
The inner self that was hidden, yeah


Maniac
Maniac, maniac
Maniac
Maniac, maniac (You cannot stop with this feeling)
Ha-ha

Maniac (Oh)
Laugh like I have a loose screw maniac (You can't stop the smoke)
Spinning, going crazy (Thick as fog)
Maniac, a maniac group (We're maniacs)
Maniac, maniac
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Freezing cold, but I know we'll burn forever
 
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