Random thoughts

[OnlyMercy]

To trivialise one's pain is to trivialise one's life.

 

[Schopenhauer]

24 hours to live now.

I've already paid my maid, gave her Monday off. Paid double wages too, in lieu of a proper notice, with the excuse that I have a long trip coming up, and don't want to forget her payment. Now I just have to drive the dogs to the vet, and assemble my suicide backpack.

I'm taking no stimulants anymore. Not even caffeine. I want my stomach very clean tomorrow morning. No junk food. I'll only eat a moderate amount of sushi today.

My mood is more subdued today.

 

[worldexploder]

24 hours to live now.

I've already paid my maid, gave her Monday off. Paid double wages too, in lieu of a proper notice, with the excuse that I have a long trip coming up, and don't want to forget her payment. Now I just have to drive the dogs to the vet, and assemble my suicide backpack.

I'm taking no stimulants anymore. Not even caffeine. I want my stomach very clean tomorrow morning. No junk food. I'll only eat a moderate amount of sushi today.

My mood is more subdued today.

You're leaving already? I don't blame ya. I'm gonna miss you. I wish you the best of luck with everything. You deserve peace and nothing less.

 

[worldexploder]

In reguards to life - nature is our only oppressor. It gave us a nervous system so that we must suffer, and set up a hierarchical system of evolution so the masters will always have slaves. We are built for war, built for predation, built to pass on our DNA then die. The meek will inherent nothing but a tragic legacy.

We have been placed in an unforgiving world plagued by diseases, starvation, wars, tyranny, viruses, cancer, and mental anguish, and scarcity. Not a social, cultural, or political revolution can change our imposition.

Peace on Earth, equality, and fairness are only fictional concepts unobtainable in reality. Yet we still hope that what never came will come to fruition. Hope followed by devistation as the patterns of life repeats itself.

I'm my opinion, the only way to defy nature, our true oppressor, is to CTB. Someday, hopefully sooner than I think, I will commit my own revolutionary act and liberate myself from the chains of sentience.

 

[Made4TV]

24 hours to live now.

I've already paid my maid, gave her Monday off. Paid double wages too, in lieu of a proper notice, with the excuse that I have a long trip coming up, and don't want to forget her payment. Now I just have to drive the dogs to the vet, and assemble my suicide backpack.

I'm taking no stimulants anymore. Not even caffeine. I want my stomach very clean tomorrow morning. No junk food. I'll only eat a moderate amount of sushi today.

My mood is more subdued today.

You're incredibly brave and thoughtful. Do you think you'll have trouble at the vet?

 

[Xerxes]

I admire your bravery and courage to CTB. It's so hard and that you're so committed to it gives me hope that one day I'll join the bus as well.

 

[Schopenhauer]

You're incredibly brave and thoughtful. Do you think you'll have trouble at the vet?

The vet always takes care of my dogs when I'm away, traveling. So it's very usual for me to do this. My brother can pick them up later.

 

[LifeSick]

Fuck everybody that ever gave me hope life would be good. It is not, and it wasn't meant to be.

 

[Trashcan]

Today is one of those days where I'm having trouble doing anything productive. I've been lazy all day.

 

[LifeSick]

Today is one of those days where I'm having trouble doing anything productive. I've been lazy all day.

You're doing better than me, I've done nothing the whole week.

 

[Xerxes]

I feel lethargic today. Like my body is here, but my mind is elsewhere.

 

[sadsoul]

Hey Mister CIA, please give me your gun, I want to perform an enhanced self-interrogation on myself

 

[Lra888]

Fuck everybody that ever gave me hope life would be good. It is not, and it wasn't meant to be.

I think about this very often. People over a decade ago telling me that things will be better. No they never got better.

 

[Lizzie S.]

I wish I was a cyborg and didn't have a human body

 

[littlelungs]

I love when I get a bag of air and find chips in it.

 

[Dani Paradox]

Mood: "Fuck."

 

[2211264]

Let us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question ...
Oh, do not ask, "What is it?"
Let us go and make our visit.

 

[Miss clefable]

Oh hello another day of anxiety paralysing fear and overwhelming pain but I will keep on smiling

 

[Dani Paradox]

Oh hello another day of anxiety paralysing fear and overwhelming pain but I will keep on smiling

Fake it til you make it? =( *hugs*

 

[worldexploder]

I think it would be very cute and romantic for someone to put their ear up to their lovers cheek as they chewed their food....then after they were done eating, put their ears up to their lovers stomach and listen to the cute widdle sounds of their food being digested

 

[sadsoul]

I think it would be very cute and romantic for someone to put their ear up to their lovers cheek as they chewed their food....then after they were done eating, put their ears up to their lovers stomach and listen to the cute widdle sounds of their food being digested

ASMR Girlfriend Roleplay (eating food, digestion sounds)

 

[worldexploder]

ASMR Girlfriend Roleplay (eating food, digestion sounds)

I like those ASRM videos. I been watching those Mukbang ones lately.

 

[mattwitt]

I like those ASRM videos. I been watching those Mukbang ones lately.

Do you wear a really nice pair of headphones when listening ? I must say they make a huge difference lol

 

[worldexploder]

Do you wear a really nice pair of headphones when listening ? I must say they make a huge difference lol

Always.

 

[AndyCurious]

I love when I get a bag of air and find chips in it.

Good one.. lol

 

[AndyCurious]

People want you to accept them, but they can't accept you for being you.. Umm :p

 

[Xerxes]

They say life is short...but how come my life feels so long and drawn out?

 

[Toxic Person]

Fuck everybody that ever gave me hope life would be good. It is not, and it wasn't meant to be.

Its so fckng true

 

[NumbItAll]

Does anyone else hide in their room when someone invites a guest over :/

Just came home and theres a guest over.. so now im waiting around the side of the house, but these groceries need to go in the fridge. Sigh how pathetic

Best part is postponing bathroom trips just to avoid saying hi to someone.

 

[Roulette]

Best part is postponing bathroom trips just to avoid saying hi to someone.

Ow, definitely :(
And it gets better when your room is uninhabitable during summer as everyone else takes up the only room with air-con