Random thoughts

[Throwaway563078]

When I'm gone nothing will hurt me, no thoughts, no emotions. No sensations. Absolute nothingness

 

[Lady Euthanasia]

How strange it is to see trees that have and will continue to outlive me.

Oh how much I miss your lovely company, I hope you found the calming ocean of never ending heaven, I know it's late but I sent you my goodbyes dear sister ❤

 

[Dead Meat]

I'm so tired,hurting,lonely and unbelievabley sad.

 

[21Neberg]

My anxiety always asks 'what are people thinking of me?' But the truth is, nobody's thinking about me.

 

[21Neberg]

Why people immediately notice if I have a new haircut yet do fucking jack shit to simply ask me if I'm ok even though I make it pretty damn clear that I'm not.

 

[mattwitt]

DOES THIS HURT YOUR EYES ?

 

[bunny]

why am i called weak for being raped and surviving my abusive family? i've gone through so much and i will still be blamed. why won't they listen? why can't i just be loved and feel at home for once? i'm so scared. there's no point in believing in anyone. i just want to die

 

[Lefty]

why am i called weak for being raped and surviving my abusive family? i've gone through so much and i will still be blamed. why won't they listen? why can't i just be loved and feel at home for once? i'm so scared. there's no point in believing in anyone. i just want to die

Hugs bunny

Standing here by the abyss

 

[bunny]

Hugs bunny

Standing here by the abyss

can't stop crying

 

[Lefty]

can't stop crying

Hugs bunny, I hope you feel better. You can PM me if you want to talk to me.

 

[KitKat]

My chest hurts..

 

[LoNatural]

There is no path but life. Even cynics end up following the laws of the universe, we are just marionettes of the gods.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

I'm in a constant state of grief about the person I should have been.

 

[LoNatural]

I wonder what do we get out of this bad joke. Let the children of god have it all, I don't care. Don't expect me neither to praise them nor to collaborate with them.

 

[DeadlyLiving]

I told my mom several times that I want to kill myself and she always angrily stomped away when I did and asked me how I could do that to her and that I am not the only person with problems.
While I am glad on the one hand that she didn't put me in a psych ward or something similar, I am still sad that she hasn't done anything to even attempt to make me feel better at all and keep me from doing it. I don't think she even took it serious. Gonna be a real shocker when I am dead in the next 3 months then.

 

[mattwitt]

My mind and my heart are battlefields and I hate it !

 

[therhydler]

Coke is so much better than pepsi

 

[OkTotti]

another day i wake up, another day of doing nothing all day.... sigh...my depression is paralyzing me...

 

[DeadlyLiving]

Pepsi is so much better than coke

 

[couragetodie]

Another round yesterday of emotional turmoil and I was almost determined to drink SN, but picturing my wife crying as I lay dying made me stop. Can't do that to her.

Appreciate this rollercoaster, Xerxes. My wife and I divorced but have been spending a lot of time last month. I think I am afraid to be without her as I don't think I can manage on my own. She goes from being totally fed up with my depression and lack of motivation to loving me and acting like we are still together. I have told her I want to ctb — she thinks this is just my running from all my commitments and not facing them. I fantasize about ctb but find myself still here with her. This cannot last though as I have shut down recently and she's not interested in being my caretaker.

 

[mattwitt]

Coke is so much better than pepsi

I'm drinking Diet Pepsi at the moment.

 

[Dead Meat]

I'm so ruined physically and mentally I'm just no good for anything.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

I'm so ruined physically and mentally I'm just no good for anything.

I can totally relate as you've just described me. :(

 

[RyanSuicide]

I like to sleep because sleep is the cousin of death

 

[Pulpit2018]

Remember to thank the free market for producing your N and anti-emetics before you take them...

 

[Dead Meat]

I can totally relate as you've just described me. :(

I'm so sorry that your in this predicament also. Many hugs to you ❤

 

[msexit]

I am in so much pain, beyond broken, in every way today.

 

[mattwitt]

I've been tortured slow-roast style for over 25 years now !

 

[Hopeless_soul]

Where's the wine and the cheap whiskey? Where're the peanuts and the music?

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

During my morning walk, after the auras stopped kicking me around, I somehow mentally placed myself in the US, one of the "sancturary states" which, if I understand properly, don't deport illegal immigrants and give them a shot at life there.
I pictured myself having a morning walk and being stopped by a police officer with whom I've had a discussion about morning walks at 5 am. The officer in this scenario was uncharacteristically pleasant, though.