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Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
1,432
I've decided that I won't be CTB and won't be taking SN at all. I disposed of it.

I do want to live after all and even though it's sad to see others going through a lot, I wish them peace whether if it's through life or death.

I'm now part of the Recovery Gang and I hope some of you will join me.

Thank you. :)
 
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strangeceleste

strangeceleste

Don’t believe everything you think
Mar 2, 2021
84
I'm so happy to hear you want to live. Good luck, I hope there's lots of happiness ahead. I still want to die but don't want to make my family and friends sad, so I'm recovery gang too, I guess? Sending lots of love x
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
Nice!! I hope you have a pleasant journey without many relapses!
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
I'm proud of you. You're really strong.

I was gonna ctb last Jan, 21st but I changed my mind and decided to give life one more shot.

Things are not that easy, of course. There are days on which I just wanna give up and ctb but then I got up and fight life again.

Remember: this is a daily battle but we can win!

I might ctb anyway someday but for the time being, living is the only option.

Wish you the best on this new path.

Hugs and love,

Matt
 
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Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
1,432
I'm proud of you. You're really strong.

I was gonna ctb last Jan, 21st but I changed my mind and decided to give life one more shot.

Things are not that easy, of course. There are days on which I just wanna give up and ctb but then I got up and fight life again.

Remember: this is a daily battle but we can win!

I might ctb anyway someday but for the time being, living is the only option.

Wish you the best on this new path.

Hugs and love,

Matt
I love seeing your replies and posts! You do great for the community.

I hope we both can make it out of this!
 
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LivingANDDying26

LivingANDDying26

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
1,210
Joining on this journey. Happy to see it as well.

Life has been hard but I have worked harder? Now my circumstances allow for a chance to live. Dunno how much is just luck/good timing and how much is of me buttttt

Ima keep trying this year.
 
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Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
1,432
Joining on this journey. Happy to see it as well.

Life has been hard but I have worked harder? Now my circumstances allow for a chance to live. Dunno how much is just luck/good timing and how much is of me buttttt

Ima keep trying this year.
Good to see that you're going through the same!

I wish you the best of luck dude!
 
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nopointofliving

nopointofliving

Warrior
Apr 19, 2021
513
I will join this gang for a month or maybe less :D I'm tired of feeling worthless and useless. need to try something new
 

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