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Nobodysfault

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No one will read this anyway, so what does it matter? Anyway, felt like shit. Wanna die.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

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ImsooDone1N

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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

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spanishguy22

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Just know i read and appreciate all your things and youre the only person which posts i look forward. See myself a lot in you in the sense of our similar sufferings
 
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TheGoodGuy

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Just know i read and appreciate all your things and youre the only person which posts i look forward. See myself a lot in you in the sense of our similar sufferings
Thanks man it means a lot that you say it because I see your likes often but I didn´t know if it was just petty likes because I often see certain people on here just liking everything even though I am sure they haven´t read anything.
 
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spanishguy22

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Thanks man it means a lot that you say it because I see your likes often but I didn´t know if it was just petty likes because I often see certain people on here just liking everything even though I am sure they haven´t read anything.

I read everything and its interesting but I just stick to suicidal topic for the most part as its the only I have energy for anymore.

Your posts are all well written and good quality bro. I like your philosophic posts as well as the ones debating things like the Chester one. And of coursw the ones where you relate your life because its a lot like mine.
I know how much it sucks to feel Ignored trust me but try not to feel discouraged to post!
 
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TheGoodGuy

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I read everything and its interesting but I just stick to suicidal topic for the most part as its the only I have energy for anymore.

Your posts are all well written and good quality bro. I like your philosophic posts as well as the ones debating things like the Chester one. And of coursw the ones where you relate your life because its a lot like mine.
I know how much it sucks to feel Ignored trust me but try not to feel discouraged to post!
I really mean it when I say it means a lot that you say this because even earlier today I feel like just say fuck everyone and leave the site because I feel nobody understands me anyways.

My problem I think is I often write too much and thanks for thinking it´s well written since I don´t always think so.
And I personally hate the Chester Bennington post on this forum after 2 pages of people hating on me I just ignored any quote or mention from that thread since I knew it would just be yet another person to give me shit for me being romantic and thinking she should be a widow just like I would myself in her place.
 
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spanishguy22

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Apr 9, 2019
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I really mean it when I say it means a lot that you say this because even earlier today I feel like just say fuck everyone and leave the site because I feel nobody understands me anyways.

My problem I think is I often write too much and thanks for thinking it´s well written since I don´t always think so.
And I personally hate the Chester Bennington post on this forum after 2 pages of people hating on me I just ignored any quote or mention from that thread since I knew it would just be yet another person to give me shit for me being romantic and thinking she should be a widow just like I would myself in her place.

No problem Man it really is true you bring value to the forum and idk about others but i sure as hell enjoy your contributions whther i agree or not.
Dont let your mind bring you down

I left the forum for similar reason. I dont feel like I belong here either for severa reasons.
But I can tell you now that its a good distraction to have something like this. Better than not having it. And your post about anhedonia is what pushed me to want to come back. Because i felt like i could belong with some people like yourself.

I saw the thread about Chester and yeah its rough when people dont get you. Thats the risk everyone runs when posting to a unknown audience. Some opinions hit with people others dont.

I dont post debates personally on touchy subject because i dont care and people diasgreeing pisses me off but if you want it and like it you should go for it.
Theres no better place after all for people like us at least for now
 
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TheGoodGuy

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No problem Man it really is true you bring value to the forum and idk about others but i sure as hell enjoy your contributions whther i agree or not.
Dont let your mind bring you down

I left the forum for similar reason. I dont feel like I belong here either for severa reasons.
But I can tell you now that its a good distraction to have something like this. Better than not having it. And your post about anhedonia is what pushed me to want to come back. Because i felt like i could belong with some people like yourself.

I saw the thread about Chester and yeah its rough when people dont get you. Thats the risk everyone runs when posting to a unknown audience. Some opinions hit with people others dont.

I dont post debates personally on touchy subject because i dont care and people diasgreeing pisses me off but if you want it and like it you should go for it.
Theres no better place after all for people like us at least for now
Glad to hear it thanks man.

The thing is I didn´t meant for it being a debate I thought everyone would agree with me and then I got attacked like I never experienced before from a post online. And I get extremely pisses off too that is why I just had to ignore the thread because I just couldn´t handle the anger I feel like I am the most loyal partner any girl could ever dream of but to most people it´s literally "to death do you part" but my loyalty don´t expire at death.
 
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spanishguy22

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Apr 9, 2019
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Glad to hear it thanks man.

The thing is I didn´t meant for it being a debate I thought everyone would agree with me and then I got attacked like I never experienced before from a post online. And I get extremely pisses off too that is why I just had to ignore the thread because I just couldn´t handle the anger I feel like I am the most loyal partner any girl could ever dream of but to most people it´s literally "to death do you part" but my loyalty don´t expire at death.

I see you didnt expect the backlash i get you that it seems like a betrayal but some people just dont see it like that.
In any case you should do exactly that and not read people shit comments. Thats the best thing to keep calm. I used to engage in debating others but its really point less and makes me irritated as hell. So I just ignore any stupid thread i see or whoever I think is an idiot in the forum.
If you wanna vent do it and if someone disagrees too bad for them!

Btw lets take it to PMs this thread is meant for posting a Word lol. Sorry mods
 
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Sabriel

for in that sleep of death what dreams may come
Jul 23, 2019
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RM5998

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Alchemist

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Apr 3, 2019
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Tired.
 
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sadgirl2002

sadgirl2002

Fallen Angel
Apr 9, 2019
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I really mean it when I say it means a lot that you say this because even earlier today I feel like just say fuck everyone and leave the site because I feel nobody understands me anyways.

My problem I think is I often write too much and thanks for thinking it´s well written since I don´t always think so.
And I personally hate the Chester Bennington post on this forum after 2 pages of people hating on me I just ignored any quote or mention from that thread since I knew it would just be yet another person to give me shit for me being romantic and thinking she should be a widow just like I would myself in her place.

Hey, I'm sorry you may have not seen my response to you on the Chester Bennington thread since you ignored any quote/post but I feel the same as you. I didn't like what people were saying on there, it was just a load of nonsense.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ter-his-suicide-linkin-park.22172/post-413862
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
Hey, I'm sorry you may have not seen my response to you on the Chester Bennington thread since you ignored any quote/post but I feel the same as you. I didn't like what people were saying on there, it was just a load of nonsense.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ter-his-suicide-linkin-park.22172/post-413862
No I didn´t see your message because of the lynching so I completely avoided the thread but thanks I´m glad more people than me feel this way.
 
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RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
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To match the colors

To match the colors

To have control is to be free.
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