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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
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I just wanted to vent before i go
into a diazepan induced sleep crying myself to sleep yet again
I am hurting so badly and feel so lost and hurt.
Ive just been sorting things in the house to sell.my late husband had alot of specialist music and photo stuff as well as an array of tools which i am not going to use.
I would like a minimalistic house.
But i dont really want to sell his things,i just want him to be here to use them.
In my mind,i can see him watching what i am doing and somehow i feel guilty.
I can feel him with me tonight and its tourmenting me because it hurts so much.
 
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Jul 6, 2019
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I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. I don't know what it feels like to lose a partner and can't imagine how devastating it is for you. Although I can relate to hurting so badly and feeling lost, I know it can't compare. I hope your rest gives you some peace. My thoughts are with you. I wish I could do more. Take care
 
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I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. I don't know what it feels like to lose a partner and can't imagine how devastating it is for you. Although I can relate to hurting so badly and feeling lost, I know it can't compare. I hope your rest gives you some peace. My thoughts are with you. I wish I could do more. Take care
Thankyou.
 
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