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UseItOrLoseIt
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- Dec 4, 2020
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He certainly fucked up his son in some way, judging from his tragic end by overdose that was long time coming. Thomas didn't even attend his funeral cause he was busy doing lectures in Stockholm. By all accounts, none his children were spared of his sterness and distant behavior. His other son Golo actually waited for him to die so he could start writing.I can't handle that guy's sexuality. I'm pretty sure he did something despicable to some boy
Death in Venice is clearly a portrayal of his repressed sexuality. But I think he was consciouss of what would happen if he gave in to his needs. No less than a plague will spread and he would remain alone and die alone. The shame was strong in this one.
"Solitude produces originality, bold and astonishing beauty, poetry. But solitude also produces perverseness, the disproportionate, the absurd and the forbidden."
An internal conflict and neurosis was clearly happening in old Thomas. The question is, was this all only about shame for what would happen, or was it about guilt for what did happen? Was this a dialectical excercise exploring the final consequence or a death wish because of a guilt trip, I don't know, but I sure like his writing.
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