Discussion small dosage of sn for testing.

[BlueberrySylv]

I'm very curious can you like, take a "non-lethal" amount of sn to see and test how your body reacts to this before you fully commit to this?.
just to see and experience the pain, lack of oxygen etc before you actually do commit into it.
like for example if the fatal dose is 6g then if you take 1g of sn in idk 50ml of water you'd technically just experience the whole procedure without really...you know dying right? (although yeah I know it'll be way less amplified than the actual 25g as it's way less dosage anyways)

 

[Dot]

Ppl hve ctb wth 1g of SN whle jst 'testng' b4

 

[BlueberrySylv]

Ppl hve ctb wth 1g of SN whle jst 'testng' b4

jeez so even 1g is still lethal...crazy how this thing is so lethal and the protocol suggests 25.
slightly scary xd
although ive been looking at cases where people survivied this and even on 20g people survived (though they had been found only 1h after taking sn so yeah)
so i guess if you really wanna do this just be sure you have 3h of free time
and yeah no testing for me...thanks though!

 

[death_bed221]

Even it were a non lethal dose u wouldn't feel the real effects. Its like trying to find out how it feels to get blackout drunk with having a sip of beer.

 

[BlueberrySylv]

Even it were a non lethal dose u wouldn't feel the real effects. Its like trying to find out how it feels to get blackout drunk with having a sip of beer.

well true but it would give you the even the tiniest of the detail...like for example the taste you know

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I think it's up to your liver, stomach, and heart to tell for you, but if you feel like it makes you drowsy in small doses, it's good to use to perhaps make you sleep, but in deeper doses, will make things be dangerous and make you sick. I know as I tried days ago.

 

[glenn]

25g SN in how much water?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

No. It's very dangerous and you can accidentally die.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/sadworld.21149/

I drank SN and had mixed feelings after it was over.

First thing, no I will not share with anyone, in a thread or dms where I found my SN. I apologize but it's something I will never be comfortable sharing. I found the source and tested it completely on my own, so it is possible, therefore I will not share my source with anyone. Background my mom...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Testing SN - How to get to hospital (fast)

Hello guys and girls, First of all: I apologize for any spelling or grammatical errors, I'm from Germany/Austria and unfortunately I'm not a native speaker. I don’t know why it took me so long so tell you my story but today I decided to do exactly that: My story of what happens when you try SN...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Dot]

I think it's up to your liver, stomach, and heart to tell for you, but if you feel like it makes you drowsy in small doses, it's good to use to perhaps make you sleep, but in deeper doses, will make things be dangerous and make you sick. I know as I tried days ago.

SN = nevr nevr nevr usd fr slp

If wn2 b drwsy thn try Diphenhydramine or ask doctr fr smethng

SN prevnts ur bdy circul8tng oxygn & = incrdbly dangrs

D/ nt d/ tht

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

SN = nevr nevr nevr usd fr slp

If wn2 b drwsy thn try Diphenhydramine or ask doctr fr smethng

SN prevnts ur bdy circul8tng oxygn & = incrdbly dangrs

D/ nt d/ tht

What's SLP?

 

[Dot]

What's SLP?

Sleepng

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Sleepng

Thanks!

Also, appreciate the use of SN here. I'm considering it, but am afraid of the symptoms and why drowsiness of low blood pressure is a need to not feel the affects that much, but I will be as active when I am in that loop once it's starting.

 

[BlueberrySylv]

I think it's up to your liver, stomach, and heart to tell for you, but if you feel like it makes you drowsy in small doses, it's good to use to perhaps make you sleep, but in deeper doses, will make things be dangerous and make you sick. I know as I tried days ago.

actually im curious what did you do? in what dosage? how did you feel and all...did it help you sleep or did you just panic and yeah x3

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

actually im curious what did you do? in what dosage? how did you feel and all...did it help you sleep or did you just panic and yeah x3

I took escitalopram and bupropion... I sadly didn't do anything besides be born anemic with heart issues and low blood pressure lol. It did made me sleep, I did panic, as my heart was racing and hurting and so did my stomach. I felt so nauseated, but I couldn't throw up, and I was struggling to breathe a little, but I was mentally drained hating that it was the New Year of hell, so it was emotionally charged on my part. By the way, it wasn't that big of a dosage, as that's why I'm sadly alive... I need more meds and collecting them, but my plan may fail YoY.

I took escitalopram and bupropion... I sadly didn't do anything besides be born anemic with heart issues and low blood pressure lol. It did made me sleep, I did panic, as my heart was racing and hurting and so did my stomach. I felt so nauseated, but I couldn't throw up, and I was struggling to breathe a little, but I was mentally drained hating that it was the New Year of hell, so it was emotionally charged on my part. By the way, it wasn't that big of a dosage, as that's why I'm sadly alive... I need more meds and collecting them, but my plan may fail YoY.

P.S. you can become anemic by taking mothballs once in awhile, it seems.

I took escitalopram and bupropion... I sadly didn't do anything besides be born anemic with heart issues and low blood pressure lol. It did made me sleep, I did panic, as my heart was racing and hurting and so did my stomach. I felt so nauseated, but I couldn't throw up, and I was struggling to breathe a little, but I was mentally drained hating that it was the New Year of hell, so it was emotionally charged on my part. By the way, it wasn't that big of a dosage, as that's why I'm sadly alive... I need more meds and collecting them, but my plan may fail YoY.

P.S. you can become anemic by taking mothballs once in awhile, it seems.

 

[BlueberrySylv]

I took escitalopram and bupropion... I sadly didn't do anything besides be born anemic with heart issues and low blood pressure lol. It did made me sleep, I did panic, as my heart was racing and hurting and so did my stomach. I felt so nauseated, but I couldn't throw up, and I was struggling to breathe a little, but I was mentally drained hating that it was the New Year of hell, so it was emotionally charged on my part. By the way, it wasn't that big of a dosage, as that's why I'm sadly alive... I need more meds and collecting them, but my plan may fail YoY.

P.S. you can become anemic by taking mothballs once in awhile, it seems.

P.S. you can become anemic by taking mothballs once in awhile, it seems.

anemic...so technically speaking SN is more effective for you since you have less "blood" to carry oxygen around. intresting.
do you remember how much sn you took? x3 like a spoon or something
i wish you had like some smartwatch to tell me how high your heartbeat was.
technically saying im assuming what happened for you was that SI kicked in since you knew you literally took poision rn and might actually die.
intresting... :3 thanks for telling me

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

anemic...so technically speaking SN is more effective for you since you have less "blood" to carry oxygen around. intresting.
do you remember how much sn you took? x3 like a spoon or something
i wish you had like some smartwatch to tell me how high your heartbeat was.
technically saying im assuming what happened for you was that SI kicked in since you knew you literally took poision rn and might actually die.
intresting... :3 thanks for telling me

I suffered from both extreme high blood pressure once in the past and being forced to the psychward eevry year for no damn reason and being tricked, it has been in the 'normal range'... Can't fully remember, but I think 70s or 80s... I honestly don't know and researching it. I don't know which chart they were reading from, but I always struggled with getting a drop sample, even if I drank water, so the problems were always there and feared my health throughout my life, but I was forced to live and was delusional to wanting that. I don't know realistically if I am lucky, lol. But I remember two years ago, I was in a car and I had a sharp heart attack and I always fely my heart racing normal than average and since I lost more weight, it's been hard to tell but I am constantly feeling my heart be sharper and sharper and I didn't even loose that much, and I know being dehydrated can make anyone blood pressure bad, but I was recently diagnosed with gastroparesis so it makes things 10x harder especially drinking water, I guess, and doing my walks has been increasingly painful because I feel like I loose water fast. I'm glad to know you can collect this information haha. I wish I had a smartwatch too, because even sugar hurts me. I just wish I didn't have to feel my heart hurting this much everyday, but the meds is my last resort of feeling something.

And you think so?
I have low blood pressure everyday though but it is deeply irregular so I agree...

I would love to die but I wouldn't wish anyone to feel cardiac arrest to this extreme Y^Y except on their CTB.

 

[BlueberrySylv]

I suffered from both extreme high blood pressure once in the past and being forced to the psychward eevry year for no damn reason and being tricked, it has been in the 'normal range'... Can't fully remember, but I think 70s or 80s... I honestly don't know and researching it. I don't know which chart they were reading from, but I always struggled with getting a drop sample, even if I drank water, so the problems were always there and feared my health throughout my life, but I was forced to live and was delusional to wanting that. I don't know realistically if I am lucky, lol. But I remember two years ago, I was in a car and I had a sharp heart attack and I always fely my heart racing normal than average and since I lost more weight, it's been hard to tell but I am constantly feeling my heart be sharper and sharper and I didn't even loose that much, and I know being dehydrated can make anyone blood pressure bad, but I was recently diagnosed with gastroparesis so it makes things 10x harder especially drinking water, I guess, and doing my walks has been increasingly painful because I feel like I loose water fast. I'm glad to know you can collect this information haha. I wish I had a smartwatch too, because even sugar hurts me. I just wish I didn't have to feel my heart hurting this much everyday, but the meds is my last resort of feeling something.

And you think so?
I have low blood pressure everyday though but it is deeply irregular so I agree...

I would love to die but I wouldn't wish anyone to feel cardiac arrest to this extreme Y^Y except on their CTB.

hmm 80s huh thats actually lower than usual "at least for me since mine usually roams around 90 to 110"
it could be that you have some kind of condition that you always feel your heart sharp... and im really sorry for that :< it actually is so horrible.
makes me feel lucky as i dont (think) i have those but yeah.
qwq it really is horrible to have such horrible cardiac arrest. it even is something that i fear myself too once i take those sn. ive read that some people say their heart immidetaly starts pumping super fast and all. it scares me
although also from my research after a while your heart will slow down. down to 60's and 50's even but by then youre unconcious and are dying so yeh

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

hmm 80s huh thats actually lower than usual "at least for me since mine usually roams around 90 to 110"
it could be that you have some kind of condition that you always feel your heart sharp... and im really sorry for that :< it actually is so horrible.
makes me feel lucky as i dont (think) i have those but yeah.
qwq it really is horrible to have such horrible cardiac arrest. it even is something that i fear myself too once i take those sn. ive read that some people say their heart immidetaly starts pumping super fast and all. it scares me
although also from my research after a while your heart will slow down. down to 60's and 50's even but by then youre unconcious and are dying so yeh

Blueberry, if at all, you are very blessed to know mothballs can still give you the affect your deeply interested in without having my underlying conditions lol. Also, ooooo :D
And that's low? God, I knew I suffered but never knew to such an extent. Do you know which watches I should get to track my heart? And it is a feeling I wish to those who only wish to have it. I only want to destroy my heart so I am somewhat thankful I guess, but it is a weird feeling, but medication affects me easily, so it's interesting to note, especially as I am not always expecting it, and what I overdosed days ago from my SI will always interest me, but I am always watched so I can't always try to test for an affect, even if I want to :<

And yayy!!! I can't wait!! But yes, I written about my method and heard it wont kill me because some of the stuff I got was non lethal but I would digress for the OTC (magnesium lowers blood pressure and heard naproxen can affect high blood (but i want to try it out first, I already trust magnesium enough), and aspirin lowers breathing , not the medication for some of them, like hydroxyzine, wellburtin, and prozasin if I don't get my heart meds in time... as these trigger heart issues and know a 20 year old that died from them and escitalopram.

 

[needthebus]

sounds so incredibly risky

 

[BlueberrySylv]

Blueberry, if at all, you are very blessed to know mothballs can still give you the affect your deeply interested in without having my underlying conditions lol. Also, ooooo :D
And that's low? God, I knew I suffered but never knew to such an extent. Do you know which watches I should get to track my heart? And it is a feeling I wish to those who only wish to have it. I only want to destroy my heart so I am somewhat thankful I guess, but it is a weird feeling, but medication affects me easily, so it's interesting to note, especially as I am not always expecting it, and what I overdosed days ago from my SI will always interest me, but I am always watched so I can't always try to test for an affect, even if I want to :<

And yayy!!! I can't wait!! But yes, I written about my method and heard it wont kill me because some of the stuff I got was non lethal but I would digress for the OTC (magnesium lowers blood pressure and heard naproxen can affect high blood (but i want to try it out first, I already trust magnesium enough), and aspirin lowers breathing , not the medication for some of them, like hydroxyzine, wellburtin, and prozasin if I don't get my heart meds in time... as these trigger heart issues and know a 20 year old that died from them and escitalopram.

for all fairness i have no idea what mothball is xD and have no clue what it even supposed to be. i looked it up and it looks like a weird salt ball but yeah no idea.
im not really interested in this...whole tlike thing but i just want to know how it is to take this sn you know? at least without actually dying. im a big pussy if you guys havent noticed.

the watch i have is mi band 5 its pretty cheap and reliable. but i would suggest you buying newer models like mi band 8 or 9 if its out yet as those are way way better and have way better sensors.

also dont take my heartrate too seriously i had my heart go to 180 just for running for a little bit and doing house work. i dont move around much. so my heart is weak and it beats really fast aas a whole.

also those meds seems really...complicated at least for me. all im going with is just literally raw sn and hope for the best. im not really scared rn by the thought of taking sn. and feeling my heart. etc ive already like been day dreaming about it imagning myself take it etc. so im not really worried. but hey daydreaming is not the same as irl and my SI might kick in and then id be scared af but yeah. rn im not and i hope itll be like that

 

[maniac116]

No! Bad idea. For numerous reasons.
SN is considered "relatively painless" by many here but its still uncomfortable. If you expose yourself to those uncomfortable feelings now it will possibly increase SI later.
You can test SN with aquarium test strips as well as blood test.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

for all fairness i have no idea what mothball is xD and have no clue what it even supposed to be. i looked it up and it looks like a weird salt ball but yeah no idea.
im not really interested in this...whole tlike thing but i just want to know how it is to take this sn you know? at least without actually dying. im a big pussy if you guys havent noticed.

the watch i have is mi band 5 its pretty cheap and reliable. but i would suggest you buying newer models like mi band 8 or 9 if its out yet as those are way way better and have way better sensors.

also dont take my heartrate too seriously i had my heart go to 180 just for running for a little bit and doing house work. i dont move around much. so my heart is weak and it beats really fast aas a whole.

also those meds seems really...complicated at least for me. all im going with is just literally raw sn and hope for the best. im not really scared rn by the thought of taking sn. and feeling my heart. etc ive already like been day dreaming about it imagning myself take it etc. so im not really worried. but hey daydreaming is not the same as irl and my SI might kick in and then id be scared af but yeah. rn im not and i hope itll be like that

I didn't know what it was like either, but it's a moth repellent with a chemical threaded into an actual ball that harms you from the inside out, especially if you breathe in the fumes. I deeply appreciate your response and your curiosity and understand if you aren't that interested in the convo. I guess that's why we are all here, but you did made me have some thought into my methods, so thank you, especially as I hate living so damn much every day.

Also, yeah, it depends on the person xD (i guess in short terms). Still confused how this convo happened, but find your method, bud, and come back when you are fully prepared and continue searching too.

And oh?

Well, I recommend getting access to legalized suicide under the right conditions migrating to Europe :D
Also, I think someone mentioned which meds in another post that'd likely contribute to not experiencing shit.

Oh, wow! You suffer from high blood pressure then?!? I think my blood pressure is normal when I'm moving but I don't know... Well, I guess I'll be seeing you around then sometime during the early months, as we are now officially heart buddies with problems.

And same. That's why I just want to get my appointments to get actual heart meds and leave. It causes little damage too under the right condition, but I am going crazy everyday.

Also, wishing you all the best and I know that feeling as I can't wait to take alcohol and take energy drinks now as I been thinking about it a lot and coffee powder >_<

 

[BlueberrySylv]

No! Bad idea. For numerous reasons.
SN is considered "relatively painless" by many here but its still uncomfortable. If you expose yourself to those uncomfortable feelings now it will possibly increase SI later.
You can test SN with aquarium test strips as well as blood test.

yeah but still. if my SI will be high here then it'll be high then too no? only difference is that by then there will be no time to go back on my decision.

generally I just want to see how it'll end up making me feel like.
but it's probably gonna be too much anyways as even 1g can kill ya. so maybe better not...

 

[maniac116]

yeah but still. if my SI will be high here then it'll be high then too no? only difference is that by then there will be no time to go back on my decision.

generally I just want to see how it'll end up making me feel like.
but it's probably gonna be too much anyways as even 1g can kill ya. so maybe better not...

Well, I'm no Dr. I was just thinking in terms of harm reduction.
And btw, there is time to go back on your decision. Methylene blue is the antidote that medical personnel uses to stop SN from being deadly. I'm just telling you that so that if you take and then change you mind for any reason you can call EMS & get treatment if its not to late.
I hope you're able to find what you're looking for

 

[tbh2023]

What's SLP?

Sleep