sn arrived, days are limited.

[waistcoat]

my sn arrived (from bo)

its on my top shelf, its a bit of a struggle to get to cus its so high up, but it's here !
i have my escape route~

i've recently been dreaming of 'another world'.
i know these are dreams and are not real in the slighest, but i like to imagine i will go to this world after i die, it seems nicer there.

i think over the past few days i've been manic.
everything has been blurring together and i am hyper fixated on death.

it's become a new hyperfocus.

i'm trying to make a list of reasons to stay, but they all boil down to things that won't matter when i die, so they are kinda null points.
hhh, i'll be free soon. the butterfly feeling is back when i say that. yay :3

bwuh! i'm broken.

 

[EmptyBottle]

ohh, I've seen u around... congratulations on acquiring the SN.... sorry that you are feeling that way, maybe the option of having it can make one feel less stressed. It has been a while since I hyperfocused on non existence. (also, just because it is bought, doesn't mean one is obliged to use it)

 

[Worndown]

Now that you received your bus pass, you can relax and focus on other things.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.