Story SN Ctb in an hour, deliberate suicide to talk to God and fix my life

[joptr]

Hi,

I believe i will die, have a near death experience and will be sent back, its the only way to continue in life to get answers from God and
either enter eternal bliss, but almost certainly returned to this existence. I'm convinced I'll be prevented from final death.

I need to have answers from Jesus and SN is my method of having a chat with him. Athiests can vent elsewhere, this is my goodbye thread.

If i come back in a day, you probably wont believe i had a death and life experience, so i wont return here unless it was a failed SN attempt.
If i succeed, you will find me on Jeff Mara's youtube channel and will be the only guy on there from Vietnam.

God bless, always do good, see you on the other side!

 

[Mofreeko]

lol what?

 

[Lauriso]

Are you aware of the idea that the entities that are "the light" in NDEs and tell people to come back, are, in fact, malevolent beings? This subreddit is about that.

 

[Finding Sirius]

Interesting, I watch that podcast. If you are sent back I look forward to hearing your story.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm not religious, but I hope that you find what you are looking for. Best wishes.

 

[joptr]

Are you aware of the idea that the entities that are "the light" in NDEs and tell people to come back, are, in fact, malevolent beings? This subreddit is about that.

Ive debated the prison earth theory and theres some merit. too much intense need to send people back.

 

[a_dead_mess]

I wish you the best and I hope you reach what you believe is the truth.

 

[ge0rge]

this sounds very cool!

 

[joptr]

ok, im busy coordinating Beta blockers, vallium Etc will update shortly

 

[Astronauta]

Muita luz pra vc! Gosto muito de assistir relatos de EQMs.Nelas algumas pessoas podem escolher entre ficar ou voltar . Que você encontre a paz!

 

[joptr]

Right, my drug intake is

domperidone 3x
diazapam 40mg
paracetalmol 1000mg
cimetidine 450mg - tagamet
bisoprolol 20mg - beta blocker

and soon 2 chilled glasses of SN solution

i feel fine after taking these so far.

 

[AliceTheGoon]

and soon 2 chilled glasses

I read that as 2 grilled cheeses and thought 'this is a regimen I can follow'

 

[joptr]

im considering taking amitriptyline now as the vallium seems slow to act.

good idea?
time for SN, goodnight folks
glass 1 went down easy. chilling it in the freezer seemed to help
time to lie down

 

[sardobello]

Hey, news? :(

 

[DreamEnd]

peace to you, wonderful soul

 

[1000winds]

goodnight joptr. may all your heart's desires be fulfilled

 

[Huntfish34]

Hope it all works out for you.. God Bless. . Always and forever -

 

[Hiraeth Grimoire]

Best wishes, I hope you can find peace and eternal freedom fellow sufferer.

 

[SadVegan]

RIP I'll be joining soon.

 

[DeadSoul98]

I hope to follow soon. Have a safe journey

 

[outrider567]

Rest In Peace

 

[Hollowillow]

I came in too late... I wanted to know which questions...

I hope that god will keep you

 

[Euthanza]

Peace be upon you

 

[Shivali]

 

[SadJessu]

Peace be with you friend. I hope you found the answers you were looking for.

 

[MountainMonkey]

Sweet dreams.

 

[drmihilo]

I wish you to curb the Truth and the Absolute, whatever they may be!
Good luck!

 

[sardobello]

News?

 

[Astronauta]

Ola amigo,
Espero que você esteja em paz!

 

[Елена]

If you made it, friend, how good for you... rest in peace.
I dream of death every day.