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Lifeisatrap

Arcanist
Oct 5, 2018
408
i Take
17g from SN
antiemetic (meto) 30min before
like 10 benzos of quick action 45 min before
tagamet for reduce stomach acid
8 hours fast

i was ready to go and i wait to be alone in my house but this never happens so i did it when i was only with my brother i take the SN and i start to puke immediately after 2 pukes i was just out, all black, my brother call the ambulance and i wake up in intensive care unit with a tube helping me to breath.
Now after 25 days i am fine but still in psychiatric, i can go out 3 hours every day
What benzo's did you take? And how many milligrams? Forgot to ask when this was posted, don't know if you're still with us:/
 
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tlcmi

Member
Aug 31, 2019
46
hope you're doing better. what are he repercussions of taking sn?
 
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axorz

Member
Aug 5, 2018
72
SN can be moderately painful.
i KO in like 3-4 seconds 0 pain
hope you're doing better. what are he repercussions of taking sn?

in my case none since I was intervened quickly by the ambulance


they used something called blue "xxx" dont remember the name,

I was also intubated for respiratory failure
 
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spanishguy22

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Apr 9, 2019
1,003
i KO in like 3-4 seconds 0 pain


in my case none since I was intervened quickly by the ambulance


they used something called blue "xxx" dont remember the name,

I was also intubated for respiratory failure
3-4 sec KO after intake is imposible. what do you mean?
 
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axorz

Member
Aug 5, 2018
72
3-4 sec KO after intake is imposible. what do you mean?
i mean i was unconscious in 3-4 seconds.

---- SPANISH---
Como también soy español, te escribo así que me explicaré mejor.
Básicamente en cuestión de 3-4 segundos, tuve tiempo a darme cuenta de que algo iba mal pq empecé a vomitar, entoces andé como 15 pasos hasta el pasillo y ya no recuerod nada más, sólo levantarme en la UCI con un tubo en los pulmones por insufciencia respiratoria.
Luego pregunté que había pasado, y me hermano llamo a la ambulancia, tengo el hospital como a 4 min en coche por eso sigo vivo
 
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DeathImminent

Experienced
Aug 9, 2019
203
i mean i was unconscious in 3-4 seconds.

---- SPANISH---
Como también soy español, te escribo así que me explicaré mejor.
Básicamente en cuestión de 3-4 segundos, tuve tiempo a darme cuenta de que algo iba mal pq empecé a vomitar, entoces andé como 15 pasos hasta el pasillo y ya no recuerod nada más, sólo levantarme en la UCI con un tubo en los pulmones por insufciencia respiratoria.
Luego pregunté que había pasado, y me hermano llamo a la ambulancia, tengo el hospital como a 4 min en coche por eso sigo vivo
unconsciousness occurs around 12 minutes theres no way you were in 3-4 seconds i call BS
 
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MercuryAce

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Sep 17, 2019
30

>It is a powerful drug; the median lethal dose of oral sodium nitrite is 71 mg/kg of body weight in humans.

71x60 = 4260 mg or about 4,2g for a 60kg/132 lbs individual. Pph now recommends 25g so six times that amount. I wonder what they know.
 
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spanishguy22

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Apr 9, 2019
1,003
i mean i was unconscious in 3-4 seconds.

---- SPANISH---
Como también soy español, te escribo así que me explicaré mejor.
Básicamente en cuestión de 3-4 segundos, tuve tiempo a darme cuenta de que algo iba mal pq empecé a vomitar, entoces andé como 15 pasos hasta el pasillo y ya no recuerod nada más, sólo levantarme en la UCI con un tubo en los pulmones por insufciencia respiratoria.
Luego pregunté que había pasado, y me hermano llamo a la ambulancia, tengo el hospital como a 4 min en coche por eso sigo vivo

Siento la experiencia. Quizás tengas amnesia episodica porque todas las decenas de casos que he visto de ingesta de SN la gente sigue consciente hasta los 10-15 minutos.
 
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JimFord99

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Aug 18, 2019
1,047
Siento la experiencia. Quizás tengas amnesia episodica porque todas las decenas de casos que he visto de ingesta de SN la gente sigue consciente hasta los 10-15 minutos.
And that is in English, please? I'd like to know as well.
 
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spanishguy22

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Apr 9, 2019
1,003
And that is in English, please? I'd like to know as well.
Sure just told him that I believe he might have some kind of amnesia as he only remember 4 seconds from intake to pass out. Its the only logical explanation i think as every case ive read of SN ingestion consciusness isnt lost until more than 10min. SN cant be absorbed instantly like that.
 
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DeathImminent

Experienced
Aug 9, 2019
203
Sure just told him that I believe he might have some kind of amnesia as he only remember 4 seconds from intake to pass out. Its the only logical explanation i think as every case ive read of SN ingestion consciusness isnt lost until more than 10min. SN cant be absorbed instantly like that.
or maybe he freaked out and passed away from that
 
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axorz

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Aug 5, 2018
72
Siento la experiencia. Quizás tengas amnesia episodica porque todas las decenas de casos que he visto de ingesta de SN la gente sigue consciente hasta los 10-15 minutos.
Pues no lo había pensado, nunca he hablado del tema con mi hermano, pero vamos no recuerdo nada solo recuerdo esos 3-4 segundo de andar hasta el pasillo y al volver a casa había manchas negras en el colchón, del vomito

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Well, I hadn't thought about it, I've never talked about it with my brother, but come on, I don't remember anything, I only remember those 3-4 seconds of walking to the corridor and when I returned home there were black spots on the mattress, of vomiting
 
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Neville1

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Aug 26, 2019
170
@axorz Are you sure that you want this document here without covering the hospital and date? Someone could possibly identify you. The site is visible to the public. Such evidence isn't necessary.

To hell with the doubters. Thank you for sharing your story.
 
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axorz

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Aug 5, 2018
72
@axorz Are you sure that you want this document here without covering the hospital and date? Someone could possibly identify you. The site is visible to the public. Such evidence isn't necessary.

To hell with the doubters. Thank you for sharing your story.
I deleted it
 
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Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
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@axorz took a bunch of fast-acting benzos 45 minutes beforehand so why wouldn't he black out?

@axorz, I'm sorry you had that experience, and about whatever led you to try it. Thank you for sharing it. I hope you're doing ok now.
 
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purplemoon

I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
Sep 22, 2019
394
i Take
17g from SN
antiemetic (meto) 30min before
like 10 benzos of quick action 45 min before
tagamet for reduce stomach acid
8 hours fast

i was ready to go and i wait to be alone in my house but this never happens so i did it when i was only with my brother i take the SN and i start to puke immediately after 2 pukes i was just out, all black, my brother call the ambulance and i wake up in intensive care unit with a tube helping me to breath.
Now after 25 days i am fine but still in psychiatric, i can go out 3 hours every day

Did you have a really bad headache or any kind of major physical pain after SN?

Are you out of the psychiatric place you mentioned? (Yikes! just nod and smile at them, agree with everything they say, blah blah blah)

Anything you would advise to do differently please? Thank you.
 
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Taraxias

Specialist
Feb 22, 2020
359
What do you think about xanax ? And how many minutes before the drink? Is it ok to take it after the antacids or does it interact with something? I plan 30 minutes before antacides. , 20 minutes before 2 mg xanax
 

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