Resource SN megathread

[SentimentalTrip]

Hi all. I would also like an SN source for the United States. I understand people are wary of sharing sources but I've been on this forum for well over a year now. My post count isn't particularly high because I only come here during my deepest lows.

 

[Onelegman]

i don't get it, when do you start fasting? 24h or 8h before SN?

8h before SN, It can also be 12h, 24h and even 36 hours. I read what someone did.

 

[zzld]

Anyone know a reliable way to source SN in Canada? I am desperate and have had no luck on the dark web.

 

[Mebius]

8h before SN, It can also be 12h, 24h and even 36 hours. I read what someone did.

Do you plan on using SN in house with other people around? If so, it probably wouldnt work because if you are found they will instantly know you took SN/have methemoglobinemia because of cyanosis and they will immediately give you the antidote.

 

[Onelegman]

Do you plan on using SN in house with other people around? If so, it probably wouldnt work because if you are found they will instantly know you took SN/have methemoglobinemia because of cyanosis and they will immediately give you the antidote.

Not at all, you should look for my thread of my plan with SN. I have everything very detailed there. I have modified a couple of points but nothing more. I will use an Airbnb, with a margin of hours until I am found. I am very detail-oriented in almost everything I do, I can't help but be so in something as important as CTB...

My plan with SN

Well, there is no turning back, it has been decided and I want to do it, even if it hurts a little I will endure it. Following the example of other people at SaSu, I would like to share with you my plan. But not before thanking the SaSu community for everything. Finding a place like this on...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Loindelaterre]

Hello
Do you know how far in advance you can mix SN with water? And is it possible to store it in a simple plastic bottle?

 

[CocoToxBase]

Hello
Do you know how far in advance you can mix SN with water? And is it possible to store it in a simple plastic bottle?

You should ideally mix it before you drink it. In regards to storage SN is quite good at keeping its purity, keep it out of direct sunlight and store it in a sealed container it can last for years

 

[babyelephant]

is anyone able to point me in the direction of DMC? or any other source that ships to Aus? I received one via dms a month ago and ordered but it's been that long and it still says awaiting shipment :((. For reference I'm bipolar and pretty much on my last legs, the days are not going by smoothly at all

 

[Ishihara99]

I am trying to get my stuff sorted, I know I just made an account, but I have been reading stuff on this forum for years, and I finally gave up with fighting (my illness became worse as well) so I am trying to get everything. I struggle to source things (I live in UK), anyone knows a good source of sn? And the pharmacy that is more likely to prescribe me some AE? I went to boots and few pharmacies but was told they can't give me anything unless I go to the doctors. Can't go to my GP obviously. Any help appreciated

 

[nymb]

will it must to be exact 15mg

 

[SalirDeLaMelancolía]

How salty is the SN supposed to be? I have food sensory, so if something taste really gross then I throw it up automatically]

its really really salty, like salty to the point it kinda jolts you awake when you down it
can someone help with a source? i attempted last year with SN already, but the website i got it from took SN off of it's inventory, with my planning i had always been so confident in knowing where i could get it but now i can't and i feel helpless

 

[SalirDeLaMelancolía]

its really really salty, like salty to the point it kinda jolts you awake when you down it
can someone help with a source? i attempted last year with SN already, but the website i got it from took SN off of it's inventory, with my planning i had always been so confident in knowing where i could get it but now i can't and i feel helpless

i meant to post that last bit individually, sorry!!

 

[Blockz]

Hi, I'm new here I just started using the forums about two days ago. I was looking to CTB asap via the exit nitrogen method. However I'm more convinced it's easier to get all the required substances for a SN ctb. I'm based in the UK, so please share sources via PM please because I want to go asap. I know you might be wary to message but please anyone from the UK who's proceeding with this method please do not hesitate to get into contact with me. I'm available pretty much everyday, thankyou :)

I have source for sodium nitrite UK users 98% purity if interested please DM me also I would like sources in return for other substances which are needed and I need method asap if possible ty

 

[Elzar]

Would any of you guys be kind enough to point me in the right direction to get SN? Whould havre to be a source that ships to Germany. Thanks!

 

[mtrx]

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i don't get it, when do you start fasting? 24h or 8h before SN?

think there's no wrong answer as long as you do atleast 8h and drink enough water

 

[Christian1986]

I could be completly wrong.
But when you look at anti psychotics or anti depressants, they are mostly some from of receptor antagonist (be it dopamine or seritonin) and take a while to build and take effect. If a dopamine antiemetic is needed over an antihistamine based antiemetic it may hold true.

Could be wrong, as i said i asked questions and didnt really get an answer so did my own research. Im no chemist.

 

[rj3542]

Can anyone pm a source of SN that you bought reliably that ships to the US or even better ships in the US? Thanks so much in advance. I've been trying hard with inert gas but struggling so I think I need to change methods. I have been suffering for 30 years and need to CTB soon while still possible.

@SentimentalTrip did you ever find a source?

 

[rj3542]

Hi everyone, thanks so much for these SN threads. I tried inert gas method a couple times and I'm not sure it's going to work for me, so I want to have SN as a backup.

I've sourced the RXs I need. My big question is whether the SN below is ok to use? I found food grade but only as a 50lb container and it's going to cost over $300 with shipping. I figure that's pretty suspicious whereas this is only $20 plus shipping. This reagant grade is from a biology supply so it should be fairly pure but I can't tell. There isn't a COA.
Thank you in advance!

 

[andreamysk]

Hello everyone. I write from Italy, looking (like many here) for a safe source of SN (I don't know what the acronyms used that I read in many posts correspond to). I know that since I signed up recently, no one will write to me privately, never mind. I've been searching the web for days and finally found a shop in Lisbon that sells conservation and restoration products (I'll call it R&C). Does anyone here know him? Do you have an opinion about it? It seems like a serious shop, the only payment method is bank transfer and it ships to Europe...
Thanks to anyone who can advise me

 

[Elzar]

Hello everyone. I write from Italy, looking (like many here) for a safe source of SN (I don't know what the acronyms used that I read in many posts correspond to). I know that since I signed up recently, no one will write to me privately, never mind. I've been searching the web for days and finally found a shop in Lisbon that sells conservation and restoration products (I'll call it R&C). Does anyone here know him? Do you have an opinion about it? It seems like a serious shop, the only payment method is bank transfer and it ships to Europe...
Thanks to anyone who can advise me

You have to reach a certain post-count to be able to use PMs, I don't think people can message you until you've reached that.

 

[rj3542]

Hello everyone. I write from Italy, looking (like many here) for a safe source of SN (I don't know what the acronyms used that I read in many posts correspond to). I know that since I signed up recently, no one will write to me privately, never mind. I've been searching the web for days and finally found a shop in Lisbon that sells conservation and restoration products (I'll call it R&C). Does anyone here know him? Do you have an opinion about it? It seems like a serious shop, the only payment method is bank transfer and it ships to Europe...
Thanks to anyone who can advise me

Hi there. I'm having the same problem that people don't want to do with me. I've been reading on here since January but just got up the nerve to make an account recently.

As far as I can tell the website you mentioned is the Portugal website people have used but I don't know.for sure. When I'm checking out a source to see if it's legit, I check online for reviews, check Google for physical location, and call the number and ask them an unrelated question like what are your hours or do you ship to XYZ and see how they answer.

I hope that helps. I'm still stuck trying to to source SN here in US. It's gotten very difficult. The Lisbon site said it doesn't ship outside EU unfortunately. I may possibly have found one in US, but I'm worried about the safety checks people have posted about when ordering. I don't know if this is happening with all ordrlers or just from certain websites.

 

[andreamysk]

You have to reach a certain post-count to be able to use PMs, I don't think people can message you until you've reached that.

Thanks for your kind reply Elzar. I hope for your sake that someone responded to your request on Wednesday... (in Germany I had found a multinational based in Darmstadt - which we will call with its initial M, and which acquired a large US biochemical company in 2014, which we will call S-A, and which sells online, but you have to appear to be associated with a company to finalize the purchase...)

Hi there. I'm having the same problem that people don't want to do with me. I've been reading on here since January but just got up the nerve to make an account recently.

As far as I can tell the website you mentioned is the Portugal website people have used but I don't know.for sure. When I'm checking out a source to see if it's legit, I check online for reviews, check Google for physical location, and call the number and ask them an unrelated question like what are your hours or do you ship to XYZ and see how they answer.

I hope that helps. I'm still stuck trying to to source SN here in US. It's gotten very difficult. The Lisbon site said it doesn't ship outside EU unfortunately. I may possibly have found one in US, but I'm worried about the safety checks people have posted about when ordering. I don't know if this is happening with all ordrlers or just from certain websites.

The store has good reviews and has a verifiable physical location. He doesn't specialize in chemicals so I don't expect the material to be accompanied by a quality certificate (even if on the site they declare a purity >99%). In the meantime I tried to place the order (they only sell 1 kg packs). I haven't received feedback via email yet... If it can be useful for someone in Europe, I'll keep you updated (I'm sorry for you that they don't ship to the US: best wishes for your research).

 

[Elzar]

Thanks for your kind reply Elzar. I hope for your sake that someone responded to your request on Wednesday... (in Germany I had found a multinational based in Darmstadt - which we will call with its initial M, and which acquired a large US biochemical company in 2014, which we will call S-A, and which sells online, but you have to appear to be associated with a company to finalize the purchase...)

Yeah, someone was kind enough to really help me with that.
If you find it hard to post enough, you can look into the games section. There's a counting game there..

 

[inevitable31]

I have some questions for anyone that can help me out
1) I can only find metoclopramide in a syrup form. IS it ok to take it instead of the pill form?
2)Should we only take meto or follow this

and take both medications?
I am so confused because I keep finding different instructions.
Finally, my basic fear is a failed attempt. SN is a poison and that many pills that will accompany its consumption may make it even more difficult for me to not vomit.
3)And another question since SN will probably cause vomiting, days before the ctb day should we prepare our stomach by eating healthy or by eating a lot of junk food so that sn will be better tolerated?
4)Finally according to google the left side is the the best sleeping position for digestion, so why is it recommended to sleep on the right side?
thank you

 

[andreamysk]

Hi there. I'm having the same problem that people don't want to do with me. I've been reading on here since January but just got up the nerve to make an account recently.

As far as I can tell the website you mentioned is the Portugal website people have used but I don't know.for sure. When I'm checking out a source to see if it's legit, I check online for reviews, check Google for physical location, and call the number and ask them an unrelated question like what are your hours or do you ship to XYZ and see how they answer.

I hope that helps. I'm still stuck trying to to source SN here in US. It's gotten very difficult. The Lisbon site said it doesn't ship outside EU unfortunately. I may possibly have found one in US, but I'm worried about the safety checks people have posted about when ordering. I don't know if this is happening with all ordrlers or just from certain websites.

Perhaps you could look for a logistics service that forwards from Portugal to the US, creating a temporary address. I'm trying (as a second option) something like this for a store in Poland that doesn't ship to Italy (but through services like shopogolic, it's possible to 'triangulate'). Furthermore, I have no idea whether the Polish product I found is one of those indicated in the acronyms (initial B, six letters, final S)

 

[rj3542]

@andreamysk great ideas. After I posted this I found a source in US on a huge warehouse site that won't check contents - was very hard to find, but it should arrive Monday. Going to test purity when it gets here. Fingers crossed! If that doesn't work out, I'll look into your suggestion. Hopefully it would clear customs. Thank you!

 

[dying flower]

Hi, I'm new here I just started using the forums about two days ago. I was looking to CTB asap via the exit nitrogen method. However I'm more convinced it's easier to get all the required substances for a SN ctb. I'm based in the UK, so please share sources via PM please because I want to go asap. I know you might be wary to message but please anyone from the UK who's proceeding with this method please do not hesitate to get into contact with me. I'm available pretty much everyday, thankyou :)

I have source for sodium nitrite UK users 98% purity if interested please DM me also I would like sources in return for other substances which are needed and I need method asap if possible ty

Read Stan's SN guide

The last revision of the guidelines indicated that antacid was not recommended, I think it was because SN was absorbed more slowly (could antacid affect the functioning of the stomach?) but I am not sure about that.


I think that no source can get it to you in less than 1 week.... Furthermore, people who have only been on the forum for a short time, who do not have many messages and barely interact with the rest are not candidates to receive sources.

Hold on a little longer, you may find the source yourself.

I was wondering if someone can explain that when you swallow a poison they say do not induce vomittjng as it speeds up the body's absorbency to the poison yet we are told not to vomit.

 

[andreamysk]

I have some questions for anyone that can help me out
1) I can only find metoclopramide in a syrup form. IS it ok to take it instead of the pill form?
2)Should we only take meto or follow this

and take both medications?
I am so confused because I keep finding different instructions.
Finally, my basic fear is a failed attempt. SN is a poison and that many pills that will accompany its consumption may make it even more difficult for me to not vomit.
3)And another question since SN will probably cause vomiting, days before the ctb day should we prepare our stomach by eating healthy or by eating a lot of junk food so that sn will be better tolerated?
4)Finally according to google the left side is the the best sleeping position for digestion, so why is it recommended to sleep on the right side?
thank you

I'm not a doctor, so take these considerations for what they're worth:
-syrup instead of pills: I think it's just less immediate to reach the recommended dose (I don't know what concentration is present and how many spoons/milliliters correspond to the suggested grams)
-Metoclopramide vs ondasetron: both act at a neuronal level, one is an antagonist of dopamine, the other of serotonin (I therefore imagine if they reinforce each other)
There is a protocol here in the forum, if you want to follow it, which suggests Metoclopramide (but one of the other antiemetics listed is also fine) to be taken in stages over the previous 48 hours https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/

Day 1	Medication and Dose
08:00hrs	1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs	1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
24:00hrs	1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
Day 2	Medication and Dose
08:00hrs	1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs	1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
23:00hrs	600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol. You can use any painkiller as long as you stay within the recommended dose
23:15hrs	3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
23:30hrs	Double dose of what is recommended on the label of the antacid.
24:00hrs	SN drink

 

[PlaceCalledHome]

Looking into this method currently… having a lot of difficultly finding SN for sale and it looks as though Amazon has banned it after complaints. Anyone able to advise on how I can purchase it? I'm in Australia.

 

[plenaryindulgence]

I'm looking for a reliable source for SN that will ship to the UK, Please DM me with any info.